It was when i was 12 years that i saw a guy in my class.(lets call him sushil). He was very cute, and i started to fall in love with him. After a 1 month one of his friends came and told me that sushil had a liked me, at first i was very happy, but i was wandering if they were playing a prank on me so i didn’t believe them. But one day sushil came and told me that he liked me alot. I was very happy i was almost going to jump with joy. From then sushil and i were boyfriend & girlfriend. Everyone knew that we were kind of going out. But we weren’t aloud to go on dates. We loved each other more than anything in the whole world. When christmas vacations came and the other holidays we would always go to the auditorium and hug and talk for a long time. It was the best moments of my life. We would not stop saying how much we would miss each other.
When we came back from our vacation sushil and me and my friends told each other how much fun we had. But sushil and me knew that each other missed each other alot. One day the school said that we were going for a picnic to a resort. So sushil and i sat together(obviously) and we didn’t have that much of privacy, but it was fun to hear the jokes that my friends told. when we reached the place sushil, me and our friends were always together. But unfortunately my friend went and broke her leg in that place. So all of my friends were always behind her, even sushil he always kept asking her what she wanted and didn’t care about me. So, i got a bit angry and went some where , where no one find me. But the sushil followed me and we were in that lonely place alone.
While coming back sushil didn’t speak a word to me when i was sitting with him in the bus. Later for valentines day he was the only guy in the whole school to give a girl(me) a card asking me to be his valentine. He was the only guy in the whole. No one in the school would ever do it. It was very nice it had little hearts almost every where. I wanted to hug him there but the teacher was there. Many weeks went by and the exams came. Sushil would come and wait for me outside the class after he finished his exam. Luckily none of...

the teachers caught him.
The most worst day came the day when school was going to close for summer(it was good becuz we summer was coming, but it was bad bcuz sushil and i wouldn’t see each other for 2 whole months)So just after the exam sushil and i as usual we went to the auditorium and we talked for one hour and hugged each other. His arms around my waist and my hands around his neck. We were like that for almost an hour. We never let go, and suddenly sushil told me that he never liked any girl the way he liked me, and i said the same. And suddenly he leaned forward and kissed me on the my lips. We had our first kiss. I kissed him back. I kissed him on the cheek too.
Summer came and one of the worst summers of my life ever. Its becuz i was talking with sushil’s friends and i wanted to be more of friends with his friend. i told my friend and she thought i had a crush on him, she went and told my bf(sushil) and he got VERY angry and sent a mail saying ‘i hate u’ . I was very sad i called him one day and he said it was ok he would forgive me, i was happy. then one day i went to school for some camp and saw him playing football i went towards him and he started to back off. I asked him if he was still angry and he said ‘yes’ i kept saying sorry but then he said that he didn’t care and he didn’t want to talk to me forever. I was very sad i started crying there only. But one of my friends saw me crying and came and told him that i ditched him.
2 months past and when i went to school again, i saw him and he was avoiding me alot. Suddenly one day he came to me and told me ‘i am very sorry can we be friends again?’ I just said yes and went. But all his friends told me he doesn’t like me any more. I wanted to be friends also but some times i got the fealing that i loved him still.
I don’t know what to do??
should i tell him or not??
I will always love u sushil
love u sushil
Submitted By:- Sami