Mera Dard Jo Koi Jaan Na Ska


Hello friends mera naam Asif Ahmad hai…… Mai pupri sitamarhi Bihar se hu Mai b.sc chemistry part ll. me hu Ye meri real love story hai Maine bahut saari love story padhi hai fir Maine bhi socha Mai bhi aap logo ko apna dil ka dard batau……. Ye baat 2011 Ki hai jab Mai 11th me Tha… Mai apne papa ke sath jalandhar Punjab me rehta tha waha papa 20 year se job karte hai and waha bhi hamara apna ghar hai…. Mai hamesha waha ghumne Jaya Karta hu…. Maine September me Facebook join kiya Tha uske baad sab kuch thik Tha fir ek din ek larki ka friend request aaya uska naam twinkle hai wo bhi pupri se hi Thi Jaha mera ghar hai waha se lagbhag 1 K.M. Door uska ghar hai…. Mai us time use pahchanta nahi Tha fir bhi Maine uska friend request accept kar liya…. Twinkle Hindu Thi and Mai Muslim…. After that ham dono me baate hone lagi usne mujhe bataya Ki wo mujhe pahchanti hai…. Ham dono ne number exchange kiya…. Uske baad ham dono hamesha baate karte chat karte…. Ab wo waqt aa Gaya jab Mai ghar aane wala Tha Mai ghar pahuch Gaya…… Mera ek dost hai jo pupri ka hi hai uska naam ekram hai ham dono bachpan se ek sath hai Mai ekram se bahut pyaar Karta Hu. WO bhi mujhe bahut pyaar Karta hai….. Koi mujhpe hath uthaye to wo uska hath kaat de…… Fir hamdono Ki baate aur hone lagi….. Aur ham dono ne milne ka program banaya….. Kal hokar wo aayi milne mujhse Maine pehli baar use dekha wo bahut khubsurat Thi ham market me mile the isliye koi baat nahi ho paayi bas hamdono ne ek dusre ko dekha fir Mai ghar wapas aa Gaya….. Fir kuch aisa Hua jo Maine kabhi socha bhi nahi Tha usne mujhe 31 December 2011 raat me 10 : 30 me purpose kiya mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha Tha kiya bolu Maine kaha Mai kal jawab dunga usne kaha nahi tumhe abhi jawab Dena parega Maine i love u too bol diya fir kuch der baat huyi uske baad hamdono ne ek dusre ko happy new year kaha fir ham so gaye…….. Kal hoke subah huyi meri zindgi badal gayi ….. Maine twinkle ke liye gift liya greeting cards liya aur uske ghar bhejwa diya….. hamdono saaraa saaraa din baate karte the bahut khush the ham dono Mai bata nahi sakta kitni khushi Thi wo bhi mujhe bahut pyaar Karti Thi…. Twinkle ek hi bahan Thi aur uska ek hi bhai Tha uska naam shubham Tha wo bhi mera dost Tha aur use ye bhi pata Tha Ki Mai aur twinkle ek dusre se bahut pyaar karte hai par usne mujhe kabhi is matter pe kuch nahi bola wo janta Tha Ki wo mujhe bahut pyaar karti hai aur Mai bhi usse bahut pyaar Karta Hu aur uske bahan ko bahut khush rakhunga twinkle ke papa ka yahi pupri me business hai and uski mummy house wife hai….. Mujhe jab jab use dekhna hota Tha to Mai apna bike leke aata aur ekram ko baitha kar jata uske ghar ke paas aur use call kar ke bolta chhat pe aane ko wo chhat pe aati ham log ek dusre ko dekhte fir Mai ghar chala jata……. Fir 13 January 2012 ko tila sakrat ke din twinkle ne mere paas bahut saara saman bheja jisme til ka laayi, mudhi ka laayi, chura ka laayi, badam ka laayi, etc Tha….. Mai sab kuch lekar ghar aaya sab ne khaya fir sabko pata chal Gaya Ki meri ek girlfriend hai jiska naam twinkle hai and wo Hindu hai,…… Mere papa mujhse bahut frankly hai wo mujhe har baat ko lekar chidhaate rehte hai….. Fir ek din twinkle ka phone aaya usne bataya Ki uski mummy aur bhai dono dadi ke ghar jaa rahe hai aur fir usne mujhe ghar pe bulaya….. Mai ekram ke sath uske ghar ke piche Gaya aur use bola Tu yahi wait kar chaaye ke dukaan pe Mai aata Hu twinkle se mil kar……. Fir Maine twinkle ke liye chocolate’s liye aur mai uske ghar Gaya usne mere khane ke liye bahut kuch banaya Hua Tha mujhe room me baitha kar sab kuch khilaya fir Maine usko bhi khilaya….. Hamdono bahut khush the hamne ek dusre ko gale lagaya aur kiss bhi kiye….. Fir mujhe aaye huye two hours ho gaye the mujhe ekram Ki yaad aayi Maine use kiss and huge kiya aur fir Mai bahar aaya to mera dost mera jaan ekram wahi mera wait kar raha Tha hamne ek dusre ko huge kiya Fir Mai ghar wapas aa Gaya ham dono khub baate karte samjho ek pal bhi nahi reh paate bina baat kiye…. After two days twinkle ne mujhe bataya Ki uski mummy abhi tak nahi aayi hai to Maine kaha Mai aata Hu tumse Milne fir Mai usse Milne Gaya ekram ke sath fir Maine ekram ko wahi baitha Diya aur Mai chala Gaya twinkle ke paas…….. ham dono ne bahut saari baate Ki….. Maine apna sir uske god me rakha Hua Tha ham dono ne bahut baate kiye fir saam ko Mai ekram ke sath ghar wapas chala aaya……. Uske baad jab jab uski mummy aur bhai dadi ke paas jaate to Mai twinkle se Milne jata Tha… Use fast food bahut pasand hai aur mujhe bhi bahut pasand hai Mai jab bhi uske ghar jaata to wo fast food banati Thi ham dono sath me baith kar khate the…… Fir maine apne papa mummy ko sab kuch bta diya ki mai twinkle se hi shadi karunga aap jaaiye twinkle ke mummy papa se baat kijiye…… Is baat ko lekar mujhe bahut pitaai bhi lagi aur mujhe ghar se nikaal diye fir mai ekram ke ghar pe rehne laga kuch din rehne ke baad mai wapas ghar aa gaya…….. Aisa lagbhag 5 mahino tak chala uske baad mai padhne ke liye yaha se 30 k.m. dur chala gaya Sitamarhi waha mera bilkul man nahi lag raha tha hamesha usi ke baare me sochta rehta tha………. Ham dono ki do friends thi Pooja and manisha wo mujhe jiju kehti thi…….. Usi bich Pooja ki shadi thi Sitamarhi ke hi ek marriage hall me us me twinkle aur mai dono invite the twinkle apni puri family ke sath aayi huyi Thi…… Fir mai use receive karne Gaya station pe waha se ham log marriage hall aaye fir saam ko twinkle ko leke Mai beauty parlour pe Gaya waha usne face pe bahut kuch karwaya ( wahi Jo ladki log karti hai mujhe pata nahi use kya kehte hai) wo bahut khubsurat lag rahi Thi mai Bata nahi sakta kitni khubsurat lag rahi Thi wo……….. After that ham dono wapas marriage hall aa gaye wo ready ho ke aayi kya lag rahi Thi meri jaanu…….. Fir shadi start ho gayi us shadi me ek larka Tha Jo twinkle ko like karne laga wo jaha jati use follow Karta and uski pic leta rehta us larke ne ek ladki ko bheja twinkle ka number lene ke liye ye baat mujhe pata chal gayi Mai us ladki ke paas Gaya aur use bahut daant Diya wo rone lagi wahi par fir twinkle aayi use pata chala fir wo hamlog ko lekar ek room me gayi jaha Mai twinkle wo ladki aur twinkle ka bhai...

tha Maine use daanta hai to twinkle ne mujhse sorry bolwaya tab jakar usne rona band kiya fir shadi chalti rahi raat gujar gayi saari……. Subah huyi twinkle wapas pupri aa gayi apne family ke sath……… Maine Sitamarhi chor diya kyoki mujhe twinkle ke bina man nahi lag raha tha aur wapas ghar chala aaya……,,,, Fir mai apne dost ke paas Muzaffarpur gaya tha kuch din ke liye waha se maine twinkle ke liye ek t-shirt and ek necklace laya kharid ke use bahut pasand aaya……… WO larka Jo twinkle ka photo le raha Tha uska naam ashish Tha usne wo pic twinkle ko fb pe send kar Diya twinkle ne mujhe bataya ye baat fir twinkle ne mujhe batlaya Ki ashish ne apni family se mere rishte Ki baat kehne ko Ki hai fir ashish ne apne family ko twinkle ke mummy se baat karwaya and twinkle Ki mummy ne haa kar Diya dono ke rishte ke liye…….. Ashish us waqt B.B.A. Final kar raha Tha and M.B.A. me admission lene jaa raha tha and jayada paise wala Tha……. Twinkle ke mummy and papa ne twinkle pe pressure dalne lage Ki tum ashish se baat karo twinkle ne usse bhi baat karna start kar Diya……… Ashish twinkle ke ghar bhi aata tha kabhi kabhi pupri usse milne ke liye par usne mujhe kabhi ye baat nahi batlayi and Ashish ka ghar Motihari hai wo waha se car se aata tha………. Dheere dheere twinkle mere call ka response nahi dene lagi Mai kuch puchta to bolti majburi hai baat karna meri uske sath and mere call waiting me bhi jata to use koi fark nahi Karta tha……. Ispe hamara hamesha jhagra ho jata Tha par Mai twinkle se bahut pyaar Karta Tha uske Bina soch bhi nahi sakta Tha ek pal isliye fir use mana leta Tha kuch din aisa hi chalta raha………. Ek din twinkle ne mujhe bataya Ki wo apne mausi ke ghar Muzaffarpur jaa rahi hai do din ke liye apne bhai ke sath Mai bola Mai bhi chalta Hu fir Mai un dono ko Muzaffarpur chor ke wapas ghar chala aaya usne mujhse kaha Tha Ki do din baat nahi ho paayegi Mai maan Gaya…….. Fir do din baad wo wapas aayi aur usne baat karni shuru kar si mujhse par ab to pehle se bhi bura hone laga mere sath usne to mujhe saaf neglect kar Diya mujhe lagta hi nahi Tha wo meri twinkle hai fir bhi aisa hi chalta raha…… Maine bataya na hamari do friends Thi Pooja and manisha to ek din Mai manisha se baat kar raha Tha to Maine use saari baat Bata di Jo mere twinkle ke bich chal rahi thi to usne mujhse kaha Ki ek baat btaau Maine kaha kya baat hai usne kaha promise kijiye twinkle ko mera naam nahi boliyega Maine haa keh Diya fir usne bataya Ki twinkle mausi ke ghar nahi gayi Thi uske papa mummy usko ashish naam ke larke ke sath milne ke liye bheje the wo uske sath milne gayi thi and shopping kiya aur bhut kuch batlaya fir Maine manisha ko bola phone rakhne ko usne phone rakha then Maine twinkle ko call kiya usne call uthaya fir maine rote huye sab kuch batla diya use wo bhi rone lagi aur boli haa mai gayi thi mummy ke pressure me gayi thi to maine pucha tumne mujhe kyo nahi batlaya pehle usne kaha ki wo mujhe khona nahi chahti hai isliye usne mujhe kuch nahi batlaya fir usne batlaya ki wo car se aaya tha hamdono the park restorent me gaye thoda fast food khaye fir usne mere liye kuch kapde kharide aur mujhe wapas chor ke chala gaya fir maine usse kaha mujhe phone mat karna mai bahut gusse me tha aur fir mai bahut rone laga thoda der baad twinkle ka massage aaya ki (chor ke chale gaye na mujhe) fir maine use call kiya ham dono ro rahe the maine use chup karaya fir maine usse kaha jo ho gaya so ho gaya ab sab thik ho jayega tum tension mat lo fir hamlog baate karne lage………… Kuch din tak sab thik tha uske baad fir pehle jaise mujhe neglect karna start kar diya hamara fir jhagda shuru hone laga fir sab thik ho jata aisehi 1 mahina beet gaya aur August aa gaya fir jab bhi kuch hota to mai bas itna puchta ki tumhe select karna padega Asif yaa Ashish and wo hamesha Ashish select karti fir bhi mai kuch nahi bolta tha kyoki tab bhi mai use bahut pyaar karta tha……… Ab bahut waqt gujar gaya tha mere saare sapne toot chuke the sab kuch kho diya tha maine use paane ke liye aur ab wo waqt aa hi gaya jab ham alag ho gaye,…….. 14 septembar 2014 7:35 pm maine usse bola twinkle mai tumse last time puch raha hu aaj tumhe final select karna padega Asif yaa Ashish aur usne apna faishla change nahi kiya uska faishla aaj bhi Ashish hi tha tab mai uske life se nikal gaya hamesha ke liye……… Aur ek mahina mera kaisa gujra uske bina mai bata nahi sakta fir mai bahut bimaar ho gaya papa mujhe doctor ke paas le gaye waha mujhe paani chadha fir ham ghar wapas aa gaye fir papa mujhe apne sath Kolkata le gaye kuch din ghumne ke liye aur jab ham waha se wapas aa rahe the to twinkle ka massage aaya mujhe (call me) mai saari raat us massage ko padhta reh gaya aur subah me maine use reply kiya ki (mai abhi Kolkata se return ho raha hu ghar ke liye kal 3 pm ko call karunga) then uska reply aaya ok……… Fir kal hoke 3 pm ko maine use call kiya usne call receive kiya fir wahi purani baate bhul gaye mujhe meri yaad nahi aayi aur bahut kuch bolne lagi maine bhi baat ki usse par uska behave change ho chuka tha wo meri twinkle nahi thi fir bhi maine usse 20 minute baat kiya fir hamne bye bol ke call cut kar diya…….. Fir ek din uska call aaya usne mujhse kaha ki tumse kuch jaruri baat karni hai maine kaha kya baat hai bolo na to usne kaha (tum mujhe maaf kardo) maine kaha kyo kya baat hai to usne kaha maine tumhare sath bahut galat kiya hai par mai kya karti mere sath majburi thi par ab mujhe lag raha hai ki maine tumhare sath galat kiya hai plzzz tum mujhe maaf kar do warna bhagwan bhi mujhe maaf nahi karenge fir maine kaha tum tension mat lo mujhe tumse koi shikayat nahi hai mai tumse gussa hi nahi hu to maafi kis baat ki fir usne kaha nahi maine tumhare sath bahut galat kiya hai tum mujhe maaf kar do fir maine usse kaha really mai tumse naraz nahi hu to maafi ki koi baat hi nahi hai fir hamne bye bol ke phone cut kar diya……. Dheere dheere din bitte gaye aur ham dono me mahina do mahina me kabhi baat ho jati thi par ab wo bhi nahi hoti hai……… Mai use bata bhi nahi sakta ki mai ab bhi use kitna pyaar karta hu Pagli jaisi bhi hai meri jaan hai Love u my sona Friends aap log mujhe mail and call karke bhi bata sakte hai kaisi lagi meri dard bhari story Asif.ahmad21275@gmail.com …8507370566 9155326428

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19 Responses


  1. my name is ajay goswami

  2. nisha

    I misssssssss you
    good night

  3. nisha

    I love you asif

  4. kashis

    very sad


  5. Asif me ne Aapki story padhi wo bahot a6i hai aap unko bahot pyar karte ho but aapko apni life k Bare me bhi socha chahiye so best luck


  6. Very nice story,I think ap ko us ladki ko bhul Jana chahiy nd apne ane wale future pr dhyan dena chahiy..WO ladki mujhe baht hi bewafa lagti h..best of luck for ur future frnd

  7. yashmin

    asifg ap unko bahat pyar.n i dont think c to loves u..bcoz agar unko apse pyar hota to unka akhri faisla ashish ni hota…i think c dont deserve ur luv..let her go..Allah z there 4 u…by yashmin tamilnadu

  8. Priya@

    U r right jesi b he u luv her…par kisi se itna pyaar …..vese b pyaar andha hota he….sayad vo apse pyaar na b krti ho…

    • asif ahmad

      thanx priya aur rahi pyaar ki baat to aaj bhi mai use itna pyaar karta hu ki uske liye apni jaan bhi dedu par wo samajhti hi nai hai tumhi btao mai kya karu ab

  9. komal

    Asif u r great mere sath bhi yhi hua h isliye m tumhare love ko smjh skti hu

  10. samar

    A/S
    Bhai”””koi kisi se itna pyr kashe kar sakta h
    nice life me 1 chance fir malega

  11. irfan

    Bhai life me 3chijonke peche mat bhagna garls train money agar bhagte bhagte meli to use karke chodd dina i like ur story bhai


  12. Nobody understand what is love

  13. Subhash Alawa

    Asif bhai jaan…. aapki love story mujhe pasand aay…..but sab girls dgokha deti hai
    ladkiyon se kabhi dil nhi lagana chahiye
    use karo or chhor do


  14. Aasi bro u mast love you
    and to ha lover yaaraa

  15. dinesh seervi

    bhai jaan yee ladki tere ko chuttiya bna rhi h ksm se jab aap nhi hote ho to us kmine se bat krti h … and jab wo nhi Hota to aapse bat krti h … plzzz bhai jaan chod do ese nikal do life se .

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