Hi friends,
zyada yehi padha he k kuch problems ki vjese unhe unka pyar nhi milta he. aaj me aap ko apni story btane ja rhi hu. ye un dino ki bat he jb me school me thi. mere parents dono kam krte he or me unki ek loti daughter hu es liye school ke lot ne bad pura din me ghar pe akili hi hoti thi. ye sayd us time ki bat he jb me 9th me thi. me roz mndir jati thi pr ek bar mene notis kiya k me jab b vha jati thi ek ladka hmesa muje dekhta tha. phele muje lga k sayd ese hi dekhta hoga kyuki muje pyar vyar frienship vgera me koi interest nhi tha. me roz mndir jati or vo roz muje dekhta. pehle muje nhi pta tha k vo kon he kya krta he.pr dhire dhire uske bare me pta chala. uska nam raj tha. vo mndir uske mama ka tha or unhi k ghar pe rheta tha kyu ki vo vhape pdhne aaya tha. mere flate k samne k flate me vo roz pdhae krne aata tha kyu ki uske mama ka ghar vha pe b tha or vo akela hi hota tha or pdhae krke chala jata tha. vo roz muje dekhta or ese hi vkt bitta chala jata. muje bhi dhire dhire achha lagne laga. me b use dekhti thi. roz hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte. pr kbhi bhi ekdusre ko kuch b bolne ki himmat nhi ki. me mn hi mn usse pyar krne lgi. agr vo 1 din b nhi dikhta to muje achha nhi lgta tha. or jb vo 2-3 din bad dikhta to khusi se jum uthti. ese hi vkt bit ta gya. me 3 sal guzr gye pr hum dono k bich koi bat nhi hue. bs ek dusro ko dekhte the.or hmare neighbours ko b ye bat pta chal gyi thi k hum ek dusre ko like krte he pr kuch bol nhi pate the. fir b sab se chup chup k hum dono ekdusre ko dekhte the. vkt bit ta jata tha or me hmesha yhi sochti thi k vo ab muje bole k he likes me. me hmesa uske bolne ka wait krti rhi. pr pta nhi uske dil me kya tha mere liye. us ne etne time kbhi b kuch nhi bola. ha kbhi kbhi hi bolne ki koshish krta tha pr us time me pagal sharma k kuch reply nhi krti thi. ek din achank mene use usi k sath usi k ghar mese ek ladki k sath dekha. vo dono akele the.us time muje heart hua pr mene apne aap ko ye smja diya k muje uske upr trust he or use lightly liya or fir dusre din fir vohi routin ho gya. me use dekhti vo muje dekhta. sabse zyada mza to makrsakranti pe aata tha kyuki uske friends mere flate me the to vo mere flate pe aata tha. or hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte the. tbhi b hua k sayad vo ab muje akele me pa k kuch bolega pr usne kbhi koch nhi bola. mene bhot time koshish ki k me use jake bol du pr dr lgta tha kyu ki mere father or uske mama k bich bhot achhi bnti thi es liye agr hmari vjese unki friendship me kuch problem hoti or meri mom ko vo bilkul achha nhi lgta tha so i was quite affraid of my mom. or khi na khi ye b dar rheta tha k sayd vo muje pyar na krta ho or muje na boldeta to me ye nhi seh pati. ese hi intezar me mera time bit gya or ek din ek sadi me uski cousin muje mili or vo b vha pe tha. phele mene apne dad ko mna kar diya k muje nhi aana sadi me pr dad ne forse kiya to me chali gyi unke sath.or vo b vhi tha. i was so happy to see him there.vhape m or uski cousin bat kr rhe the.vese me jyada use kbhi bat nhi krti pr us din usine muje samnese bulaya or ese hi sadi k bat krne lge. tbhi bhi raj vha aaya or apni sister ko stane lga. or vo gusse me aake bol gae k aap abhi muje jitna stana he sta lo aap ki sadi k bat me dekhti hu bhabhi se aap ko kon bchayega? bs 1 sal...

he aap k pas jitna uchlna he uchal lo fir dekho kya hoga? tb us time muje kuch pta nhi chala k vo kya bol rhi he pr jb vo gya tb uski sister ne bola k next feb me uski sadi he. then i was socked. i had no words to say anything. ???????????????????????????????? pr fir bhi muje es bat pr bhrosa nhi hua muje lga vo sayd mzak kr rhi hogi or me vese hi use roz dekhne lgi vo b muje dekhta tha. or uske thode month k bad me ghar pe bethi thi tab mere dad aaye or unhone muje bola k aaj to mandir me koi nhi he mene pucha kya hua to dad bole k aaj to raj ki engagement he esliye. that time i was like dead. us time sachme muje bhot heart hua. pta nhi chala kya kru kya na kru.us time sach me muje esa lga k esi to uski kya problem thi jo vo muje kuch bol nhi ska or ese hi sadi krne ka faisla le liya.or sbse zyada dukh muje us bat ka ho rha tha k vo janta tha k vo apni sadi kr rha he to kyu mere samne dekhta tha?kyu mere dil me uske liye pyar jgata tha?or tab se mene uske samne dekhna bandh kr diya uska wait krna chod diya use bhot bhulana chaha pr nhi bhula payi vo bar bar mere samne aajata tha. us time muje sach bhot tklif hoti thi or gusa b aata tha kyuki uski engagement hone k bavjud vo mere samne dekhta tha pta nhi vo kya chahta tha? uske dil me kya tha muje nhi pta tha. use avoid kiya bhulana chaha pr dil nhi manta tha or fir uski sadi ka din aa gya.uski mami aayi thi hmare ghar invitation card dene. us time card dekh k me bhot royi kyu ki muje apne aap pr gussa aa rha tha ki kyu mene use apne dil ki bat nhi btae?agr bta di hoti to sayd aaj vha pe mera nam hota.or use me kya bolti kyuki uske dil me kya he ye muje kbhi pta nhi chala.us time mere pas rone k alava kuch nhi tha.or uski sadi b ho gae.mere dad gye the uski sadi me. unhone muje bhot forse kiya aane k liye pr kese use kisi or ka hote hue dekh leti.me itni b himmatvali nhi hu. us ke bad vo apne ghar vaps chala gya or kbhi kbhi hi apne mama k ghar aata he pr dad bta rhe the k usne apni soap yhi pe open ki he because he is a Fine arts student. pr uske bad use kbhi dekhne ki koshish nhi ki kyu k me nhi chahti thi k meri vjese uski life me koi pronlem ho.me b apni life me khush rhene lgi mene MBA complete kiya or meri b sadi ho gae. or vo b jo muje bhot bhot bhot pyar krte he.and u know what? i had love marriage.mene unhi se sadi ki jo mujse pyar krte he.kyu ki me janti hu hum jise pyar kre vo hume nhi milta to kitna dukh hota he. or aaj me apni life me bhot bhot bhot bhot bhot bhot khush hu.meri sadi ko 4 sal ho gye or i have sweet little baby girl of 1 year. ha pr hmesa 1 bat ka dukh rheta he k me uski nhi ho ski. pr dil se hmesa yhi dua niklti he k vo jha b ho jese b ho khus ho. Ha pr itna jrur bolungi k mere husband muje bhot pyar dete he or muje hmesa esi bat ka realise hota he ki meri kismat me sayd unka pyar pana likha hoga or raj se bhi zyada acha lifepartner milne vala hoga esi liye me uski nhi ho ski. yhi tha mera pehla pyar jo muje nhi mil ska. pr dosto aap se 1 bat jrur btana chahtihu k please aap agr jise b pyar kro use please bol do. ye mat socho k uska reply kya hoga. varna meri tarha puri life k liye use kho doge. Please show your courage to say your love that u truely loves he or she. Wake up guys…………………