Pagli Mujhe Badal Kar Khud Badal Gyi


Mai aap sab ke sath apni lovestory share kaerna chahta hu, jo 2 year pahle ki hai. Usse pahle mai apna introduction de deta hu.

Mera name sahid hai, mai Chhattisgarh k ek chhote se village se belong karta hu.

Mai bahot mazakiya kism ka ladka tha, hmesha masti me hi rahta tha, Maine kabhi love naam par dhyan nhi diya tha,, vaise to life me bahot ladkiya aa chuki thi par kabhi kisi se sachcha pyar nhi hua tha,, fir kuchh aisa hua jisne meri jindgi hi badal di.

23rd oct. 2013 ko mere paas ek unknown no. se call aaya, wo call ek ladki ne kiya tha,, phon uthate hi usne kaha “can I talk to ms. Neha(naam badla hua hai)” .. mai uss time masti me rahta tha to maine kaha ”neha abhi ghar par nhi hai mai uska bda bhai bol rha hu,, aisa kah kar mai uski inquiry karne lga,, aur uske bare me puchha to pta chala ki uska naam “shanaya” (naam badla hua) hai, aur wah BHU banaras hindu univercity me BSC 1st yr ki student hai,, aur neha uski roommate ka naam hai,, mai neha ke bhai ke bahane shanaya se kuchh der baat kiya mujhe use baat karna achha lga wo mujhe bholi bhali ladki lgi to maine socha ki mai isse jhuth bol kar galat kar rha hu,, to maine use bta diya ki ‘’ sorry yrrr mai kisi neha ko nhi janta aapne wrong no. lgaya hai yah call Chhattisgarh lga hua hai,, mai masti ke mood me tha to aapse jhooth bola I’m sorry,,,

Ye sun kar pahle to usne mujhe data,, fir thoda sa hasi aur mujhe maaf kar diya,, fir maine use frndship karne ko puchha to usne mujhe saaf mna kar diya aur kaha maine aapko neha ka bhai samjha isliye thoda baat kar li,, warna mai kisi bhi ladke se baat nhi karti,, maine bahot request ki and use kaha hi mai kabhi flirt nhi karunga,, and kaha kit um utne bade collage me study karti ho mai bhi bsc 1st ka hi student hu mai fail hone wala hu,, shayad tum thoda help kar do study me to pass ho jauu,,, bahot koshish karne ke baad wo maan gyi,,

Fir hm regularly baat karne lge, pta nhi kaise 3 din me hi hm bahot close aa gye, mai ek bura ladka tha jiske bare me maine use sab kuchh bta diya tha, apni har burayi maine us bta diya tha, mujhe bad boy ban kar rahna hi pasand tha, aur ussne kaha ki mai tumhe sudhar ke rahungi to maine kaha nhi kar paogi to usne khud se wada kiya, mujhe aisa lagta tha ki ye mere jyada close aane lgi hai, par maine ye baat use nhi kahi, fir 28th oct 2013 ko usne mujhse phon me kaha ki sahid ab mai tumse baat nhi karungi.. sun kar mujhe bur alga kyuki mai uski bahot ijjat karne lga thaw o mujhe pasand thi,, kyuki usske jaisi one piece ladki kabhi maine nhi dekha tha,, uska bola baat dimag aur dil dono me jaldi jata tha,, intelligent to thi hi wo.. usska sangat mere liye aur bhi achha tha,,, par jab usne kaha ki baat nhi karenge to mai bahot hurt hua aur use reason puchha to usne kaha ki tumse baat karke meri padhayi disturb ho rhi hai mere bahot se sapne hain mujhe wo sab pura karne hain,, isliye mai ab tumse baat nhi karungi,, par mujhe ehsas ho rha tha ki yah mujhse kuchh chupa rhi hai jarur koi aur reason hai. . fir maine use apni kasam di aur puchha ki kya reason hai to usne kaha

“tum bahot bure aur bekar ladke ho mujhe tumhare jaise ladke bilkul bhi pasand mai tumhare tarah ke ladko ko aankh utha kar kabhi dekhu bhi na parrr pta nhi kyu mai tumhare taraf actract hoti jar hi hu,, hmesha tumse baat karne ka man karta hai class me bhi tumhare bare me sochti rahti hu, jab time mile tumko hi call karti hu, mai tumhe badalna chahti thi par mai khud ko bhi samhal nhi pa rhi hu,, agar mai tumse baat karti rhi to mujhe tumse pyar ho jayega jo mai bilkul bhi nhi chahti kyuki tum bure ladke ho”

Ye sun kar mujhe to bahot hansi aa gyi to maine use kaha ‘’ suno tumne pahle kabhi kisi ladke se baat nhi kiya ya koi ladka kabhi tmhara frnd nhi tha isliye tumko aisa feel ho rha hoga.. tum bekar me itna jyada soch rhi ho,, pyar vyar kuchh nhi hoga,, meri 15 gf rah chuki mujhe to kisi se hua nhi to tumhe kya hoga” use bahot samjhaya and use mna liya,, aur hm fir se baat karne lga,, par ab hmare bich pahle jaisa kuchh nhi tha,, ham pahle se aur jyada close aane lge the,, mere man me uske liye feelings aane lgi thi jise maine kabhi uske samne show nhi kiya tha.. aur shayad uske sath bhi kuchh aisa hi ho rha tha

Mai use pasand karne lga tha par fir maine socha ki mai kisi bhi tarah se uske layak nhi hu, wo ek ache bade ghar ki beti hai,, na mai unke class ka barabri kar sakta tha na kisi bhi cheez ka,, isliye maine use kabhi show nhi hone diya ki mai use pasand karta hu… par hm regular baat karte the,, aur hm bahot close aa chuke the..

Fir 3rd November 2013 dipawali ke din raat ko baat karte time suddenly usne mujhe I LOVE YOU bola,, sunne ke baad ek sec. ke liye to meri saans hi ruk gyi thi,, mujhe bhrosa nhi ho rha thaki sach mai aisa hua,, aur mai aur wo bilkul shant ho gye,, na wo kuchh bol rhi thin a mai,,bahot der tak hm shant rhe fir achanak mujhe kuchh azeeb sa dar lagne lga ki pta nhi wo darr kyat ha par job hi tha bahot bhyanak tha,, maine phon cut kar diya,, aur thodi der waise hi pda rha,, fir maine use call kiya aur puchha ‘’kya sach me’’ to usne kaha ‘’haa’’ to maine use ‘’I love u too’’ kaha aur hm baat karne lge,, maine use kaha kabhi chhod kar mat jana ussne kaha...

‘’kabhi nhi’’ par pta nhi kyu wo mujhe pahle jaisi khush nhi lag rhi thi,, par maine ye sab ignor kiya’’ aur h muss din poori raat nhi soye,,

Next day mai bahot khush tha,, wo bhi subah baat karne ke baad collage vhali gyi aur mai uske collage se aane ka intezar karne lga,, pta nhi kaise itne kam time me mujhe ek ladki se itna pyar ho gya,, wo bhi uss ladki se jise maine kabhi dekha tak nhi tha,,sirf phon par baat kiya tha..

Sham ko ussne mujhe call kiya, uske call aane par mai bahot khush tha,, par jab maine call receive kiya to wo phon par rone lgi,, maine reason puchha to wo kuchh nhi bol rhi thi bas roye ja rhi thi aur mujhe sorry bole jar hi thi,, mujhse mafi maange jar hi thi.. maine bdi mushkil me use chup kraya aur usse reason puchha to ussne kaha.. sahid plz mujhe maaf kar do mai tumhara sath nhi de paungi,, kuchh time pahle hi mera rishta lag gya tha,, tab mujhe pta nhi tha ki mujhe kisi se pyar ho jayega to maine bhi apni haa kar di thi,, par pta nhi kyu mai tumhare itne karee baa gyi aur tumse pyar ho gya,, mai khud ko rok nhi payi mujhe maaf kar do.. ye sab sunne ke baad mere aankh se aansu girne lge,, meri halat bahot khrab ho gyi,, mujhe bura sadma lga,, mai kuchh nhi kah rha tha bilkul chup ho gya tha,, mere muh se koi word nhi nikal rha tha,, mujhe samajh nhi aa rha tha ki kya bolu… usne kaha ki ab hm kabhi baat nhi karenge,, to maine use kaha ki thik hai tumhe jo bekhtar lge,, bas itna kah kar maine phon cut kar di,, aur rone lga… jaise taise khud ko samhala aur apne room gya,, kuch khaya piya nhi bas usi ke bare me soch rha tha,, aur apni kismet ko gali de rha tha,,

Agla din jaise taise beeta fir sham huyi to uska call aaya,, mujhe samajh nhi aa rha tha ab khush hou ya rowu,, maine call receive ki to phon par wo ro rhi thi aur usne kaha ki mai tumhare bina nhi rah paungi, mai hmesha tumhare sath rahna chahti hu,, kal se sirf tumhare liye ro rhi hu,, mai tumse door nhi houngi plz tum mujhse baat kro.. ab meri khushi ka thikana hi nhi tha,, aur hm baat karne lge… par wo hmesha kahti thi ki mai apni family ke against kabhi nhi ja paungi ek din hme alag hona padega, ek din mai tumhe chhod kar chali jaungi,, wo hmesha kaha karti thi ki jab mai tumhara sath na de paau to tum mujhe galat mat samajhna mere pyar ko kabhi galat mat samajhna,, maine tumhe sacha pyar kiya hai,,

Wah hmesha ye socha karti thi ki ek din use mujhse door hona hai.. aur roj isske liye mere paas roti thi,, wo hmesha issko lekar preshan hoti thi ek din hum alag ho jayenge,, aur mai sirf apne aaj ki khushi ke bareme sochta tha na hi aane wale gum ke bare me,, aise hi chalta rha,, bahot baar ussne try kiya mujhse door hone ka par ho nhi payi,, wo mujhe mujhse bhi jyada pyar karti thi,, hum dono me wo mujhse jyada pyar karti thi mujhe,,

Har 4 din me kahti thi ki sahid hum bahot kareeb aate jar he hain baad me hum alag nhi ho payenge isse acha hame abhi hi alag ho jana chahiye aur mai hmesha kahta tha ki tumko jo behtar lge wo kro.. aur wo kahti ki aaj ke baad baat nhi karenge aur mujhe alwida kah kar phon cut karti fir 1 hour baad wo khud call karti aur kahti nhi mai tumhare bina nhi rah paungi tum mujhs baat kro.,

Fir 25th dec. ko uska birthday tha uss din usne mujhse apna gift manga to maine puchha kya chahiye to ussne kaha ki “mujhe bas itna chahiye kit um hmesha mere pyar ki ijjat karna , kabhi mere pyar ko galat mat samajhna” maine use wada kiya,, fir hum bahot kam baat karte the kyuki bahot jaldi humko alag hona tha Aise hi din beet rha tha fir 9th January mere birthday ke din usne decide kiya ki ab hme alag ho jana chahiye,, aur mai bhi uske faisle me uske sath tha,, ye hum dono ke liye aasan nhi tha par humne koshish kii aur hmne ek dusre ka kasam khaya kii hm ek dusre ko kabhi contect nhi karenge,, aur uss din hm dono bahot roye,, shayad mai bachpan me utna nhi roya hounga jitna uss din roya tha,,, aisa lga wo din meri jindgi ka aakhiri din tha,, uss din usne mujhse wada liya kimai usske liye apni jindgi barbad nhi karunga,, kisi achhi ladki ko apni jindgi me launga aur use utna pyar du jitna sajda ko diya.. aur ek successful insane bnu,,

Ek wo din tha ek aaj ka din hai ki sajda ke liye abhi bhi mere dil se pyar kam nhi hua,, jindgi ne mee sath bahot hi azeeb khel khela.. na to wo bewafa thin a hi mai bewafa par dono ko alag hona pda,, kaashhh wo bewafa hoti to shayad mai use bhool jata,, usne meri jindgi badal dii mujhe andhere se nikal kar roshni me layi,, aur fir uss roshni me mujhe akela chhod kar chali gyi,, kitni azeeb ladki thi wo mujhe badalkar khud badal gyi,, uske baad maine try kiya ki agar koi aur ladki mere life me aa jaye to mai sajda ko bhool jaunga,, par kabhi kisi ladki ko sajda ki jagah nhi de paya,,

Sajda these lines for u-
“kitna khaufnaak manjar tha jab hum bichhde the…!!
Tumne kaha tha ki door jana hai aur rona bhi nhi…!!”

Dosto aap sab ko apni story btane ka mera sirf yahi intention tha ki aap mujhe suggestion do ki mujhe kya karna chahiye jisse mai khush hou,, mai apni zindgi sajda ke bina start hi nhi kar pa rha.. plz mujhe aap call ya msg kar ke suggest kijiye mera mobile no. +919926026214, +917869299104 hai,, email id sahid979@hotmail.com, sahidshankargarh@gmail.com ya fir aap mujhe facebook me bhi mil sakte hain https://www.facebook.com/raja.sahidsg iss link se,,, plzz frnd help me

Submitted By:- Sahid

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57 Responses

  1. rajwant kaur

    Mere khyal se apko uske sath hi sadi karni chihiye thi tbi aap dono khush rehte or ghr k b maan hi jaate … agr thodi c himmat ki hoti unko smjane m

  2. Roshan.9782940921

    Kya bataye yr apna pyr vi apki tarh tha jo ek din mujhshe dur ho gaya usne mujhe kaha tha ki mai teri life me aai hu thujhe hunshane pyr karne ke liye aur tu ro raha h pagl meri kast alg thi aur uski alg but humne kavi yesha ni socha tha yr lekin bhgwan ki jo marji h wahi hoga aaj ek shal. Ho gaya h ab tk baat ni ki lekin uski friends logo se mai puchta rahta hu ki keshi h meri jaan pahla pyr kabhi koi bhul nahi sakta yr ladka ho ya ladki. Lekin hum log bs yahi sochte h ki wo bewafa h nahi yaro ladki ki bahut shi majburiyan rahti h usko samjhne ke liye hum. Pyr ka hona jaturi hai. ladko ki thinking alg rahti h lekin ladki bs yahi sochti h ki ushi ke shat rahna h lekin payr karne se pahle hum log sochte nahi h yr ki baad me humare saht kya hoga bs hum ladki ko gf banana chahte hai lekin us time inshan ye ni sochta h ki yr aage life me kya hoga ..isliye life ek baar hi milti h yaro usko decision humko hi lena h yr ..i love my first love…

  3. Manoj

    fikat not bro sub thik ho jayega…

  4. sami

    R mei tou smjti hun k zindgi ek br milti Ekso Jina chaiye ishq Ek bar hota pyar Har baar hota so just chill nd Move on

  5. sami

    I dont think so k essa hota h ya tou bnda ishq na kary ya mitt jay uss ishq mein mhbub ko tyaag dyna iz nit solution r chlo tyaag dia ty zhadi krlo btr h Uski jga dyne ki zrurt he ni parhni automatically any wali apni jga khud bnaygi

  6. nikhil

    shahid meri baat ka bura mat manna…..

  7. Aabha

    Sad story

  8. nikhil

    achi tarah se janta hu me..or isse bhi jyada bura dekha hai maine…

  9. nikhil

    yaar normal story hai aajkal bahut se log aise mil jayenge jinke sath aisa hus hai

    • sahid

      haa bhai,, normal story hi hai,, par jiski story hai uske liye iski ehmiyat koi aur nhi samajh sakta

  10. pinki

    aapki story ne to rula diya.aap bahut lucky ho Jo aapko sachha pyar mila.pahle pyar ko koi nahi bhul skta. aap b shadi kr lo ek aisi ladki se Jo aapko or aapki feelings ko samjhe or respect kre..

  11. nikhil

    haan sahi kah rahe ho shahid tum..

    hum log time pass karte hai..

  12. jiya khan

    Hi koi h

  13. pradeep singh

    ye story mujhe bahut a6a laga h something something mere story se milta h.

  14. farhan Khan

    brillian bro…
    i think u should move on….
    But ur story is awesome…

  15. faizan

    nice story but aap toh use as a friend ab bhi baat kar sakte ho na


  16. Hiii sahid ji


  17. Me apna no ni dal sakti BT ap apna no de sate ho dedo


  18. Sahid Ji frnds ke ek rule h no thanks no sorry ok ji

  19. Arohi

    Acha

    • sahid

      0aap logo ki bhi jarur koi story hogi,, aisa mujhe lgta hai,, agar aap bura na mano to mai sunna chahunga

    • sahid

      0aap logo ki bhi jarur koi story hogi,, aisa mujhe lgta hai,, agar aap bura na mano to mai sunna chahunga. . . .


  20. Sahid Ji hm fb use ni kert h whatsp chalete h ha Ji mujhe pasnd h

    • sahid

      okk koi baat nhi khushi jii,,, aur aapko thankuu aapke compliments ke liye,,

    • sahid

      whtsapp me to mai bhi hu,, par mai samajh sakta hu,, aap kisi unknown ko apna no. nhi de payengi,, its okk,,, and thanks again

  21. sahid

    frndss thanks for ur compliment

  22. Arohi

    To end tk ap dono ne ek dusre ko face to face nhi dekha??


  23. Ha sahid ap unse bat kro hmesa apni laif busy rkho yr ap khali rhoge to ap une jada mis kroge apko bura to ni lga na meri bat se


  24. To ek bst frnd hi bna sakte ho na koi ldki ko ap

    • sahid

      haa ek frnd hai ankita, , , bahot achhi hai,, jab bhi sad hota hu usi se baat karta hu,,,


  25. Sahid ji sirf kosis ni apke laif me agr koi ldki ati h to ap use us ldki ki jgh sayd na do par ap uske sath apni laif busy rkho kyu ki jb tak hmare laif me koi dusra na a jata to hme o jada yad ata h agr apko meri bat buri lgi ho to sorry

    • sahid

      ek ladki aayi thi,, wo mujhse pyar karne lgi par mai nhi kar paya,,, use cheat kiya maine use chhod diya,, ab aur kisi ko cheat nhi kar paunga

  26. sAt

    money is a small coin,

    health is a big coin,
    love is a lucky coin,
    happiness is a sweet coin,
    but friendship is a gold coin
    so always keep it safe and secured!!!!!!!!!


  27. Naic story I wish apko jsldi achhi ldki mile or ap hmesa khus rho

    • sahid

      impossible yrr,, maine ye bhi try kiya,, par koi fayda nhi hua,, pta nhi kyu mai uski jagah kisi aur ko de hi nhi pa rha hu

  28. sAt

    gm


  29. I feel love same my story i will cry

  30. sAt

    good night!!!!!

  31. sAt

    hasna aur hasana koshish hai meri,

    har koi khush rahe, ye chahat hai meri,

    bhale hi koi mujhe yaad kare ya na kare,

    lekin har apne ko yaad karna chahat hai meri!!!

  32. sAt

    तूझ्या विना मी अपूणॅ आहे.
    तूझ्या मैञी चि जन्मोजन्मी साथ हवी एवढंच आज मागन आहे.,

    तूला वजा केल्यावर बाकी काही उरत नाहि तूझ्या विना मि आयूष्य आयूष्यच धरत नाही.

  33. pranjal

    nice story
    I wish apko jaldi hi ak achi si ladki mile best of luck

    • sahid

      thankss,, but mujhe nhi lagta ki koi ladki uski jagah le payegi

  34. Aman yadav

    Nice story bhai…

  35. vinod ald

    Jannat aap yanha kyo nhi ati ho

  36. vinod ald

    Nice story dost

  37. sAt

    us ladki ko bhul ne ke liye apko apni life me happy rahna padega.
    Apki love story achi lagi qki isme kuch alag hai.

    Nice story!!!!

    Gm.

    • sahid

      koshish to kab se kar rha hu par shayad meri khushi usi se thi jo chali gyi

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