Still Waitng For Him


hii..i nvr thought dat sm day i wud write my love story lik dis..n dats hw d things happen incidentally or it is meant 2 b..well,i nvr believd in my destiny..bt ab sirf destiny hi mujhe usse mila skti he..!!
I ws in delhi 4 my studies..i heard a lot about delhi…dili dilwalo ka shahr,yha ka food,chandni chowk….bhut kuch achha tau bhut kuch bura…bt wen i reached 1st tym in delhi i felt dis place is meant 4 me..i joined my classes..i m shy so i alwyz hesitate to talk to any1..mei hmesha ldko se dur rhna psnd krti..aisa nhi he ki ldko mei mera koi dost nhi hai..hai..bt sirf dost..love shov mere liy kbhi tha hi nhi..my frdz alwyz tease me ki ab tau koi munda psnd kr le ya hm dhundh kr liyaye..bt i alwyz resist..ldke muje jha dikhte mei apni aankhe niche kr leti..i seriously dont lk ki vo mujhe dekhe..bcz at d back of my mind im d princess of my only prince..jiska mujhe besabri se intezar tha bt i nvr show..bcz i m a strong independent girl who knw hw to live alone bt sth wich i miss in my life ie LOVE..mujhe bs us ek ki talsh thi jise dekhkr sb kuch ruk jaye..or vo din b aaya..mei usse class jate hue raste mei tkrai..i saw him 4 a sec den mei apne raste or vo apne..or fir hm yuhi khi n khi tkrane lge..i m alwyz shocked itne students mei hmesha kyu vo hi mujhe milta he..i dont knw..bt maine jyada socha nhi it may be coincidence..bt it may happen once,twice, thrice ..not everytime..vir na jane kya hua abhi tk tau mei use janti b nhi thi bt vo jb b mere paas se gujrata i feel so complete jaise mujhe positv vibes milti he..or mei uske liy dua krti ki ye jo b he hmesha khush rhe…pta nhi ye kya tha..
one day i ws in my class i saw dis guy..ohh shit man..ye tau meri class mei hi he..i ws so happy i cant tell..he is a gentleman..wat a personality wat a attitude..bilkul shaant..uske mei ek thahrav tha..patience…apni studies k liy dedication..commitment..sb kuch..i learnd many things 4m him..vo b bs apne aap mei rhta tha ldkiyo se baat nhi krta tha..bs apne kaam se kaam..bt vo mujhe dekhta tha tirchi nzro se..i knw..ek baar class khtm hone pr i ws going 2wrds my room dekha tau ye b usi raste se ja rhe the..hme room jldi jana tha tau hm fast chl rhe the..unhe b shayad jldi jana tha tau vo b fast chl rhe the..mtlb ye ki hm eksath chl rhe the..lg rha tha hm dono mei competition lgi ho ki dekhte he kau 1st aata he..i ws like..aree ye kya ho rha he..uske baad maine apni speed slow ki taki vo aage nikal ske..fir kya yuhi hm ek hi raste pr khi baar mile..bt hmesha dono jhuki hui nzro se ek dusre ko dekhte or nikl...

jate..meri classmate ne iss chiz ko notice kiya ki kuch tau gdbd he kyuki jha mei hoti vha vo hota or jha vo hota vha mei jarur phuch jati..kuch tau cross connection he..usne b dekha ki vo mujhe dekhta he..mere liye tau bs itna hi kafi tha..ek din mujhe kuch studies mei doubt hua tau maine himmat krke unse pucha..unhone jvab diya bt aisa lg rha tha mano vo baat krne mei interstd nhi he..meri trf dekhkr nhi niche dekhkr baat kr rhe the..mujhe bhut gussa aaya kya ye tarika he kisi ldki se baat krne ka..den i thought leave it..humne unhe thanks n al d best kha..bs uss din k baad se hmari kbhi baat nhi hui..fir jaise sb kuch bdl gya jo baate pehle aankho mei hoti the vo hona bnd ho gyi..hum khi baar tkraye pr hm dono ek dusre se nzr chura lete..hme lga ki vo hme shayad glt smjh rhe he ki hm unko hr jgh follow krte he bt ye tau coincidence hota tha…fir hm b unse dur rhne lge kyuki hm un ldkiyo mei se nhi the..bt i feel so bad..kyuki mujhe lga ye vo hi he jiska mujhe intezar tha n nw sb kuch jaise bdl gya..mujhe aaj b unke naam k alawa kuch nhi pta..mei ye b nhi janti ki unki lyf mei koi ldki he ya nhi..! bt agr h oti tau i just wish both of dem happy life..bt mei kbhi atleast mere samne unhe kisi k sath nhi dekh pati..i love him a lot…hmari classes k aakhri din i decide ki mei use baat krungi bt uska response bhut bura tha.unhone jaise hi dekha dat i saw him unhone apna face turn kr liya..meri aankho mei tau aansu aa gye bt i controlled it..khud ko smbhala..bt fir dekha ki vo ja rhe he..mei unhe bs jate hue dekhti rhi bt den vo laut k fir aaye or dur se mujhe dekh rhe the..i dont knw vo kya tha bt itne mei meri koi frd aa gyi or mera dhyan ht gya unse or jb mudkr dekha tau vo ja chuke the…..
abhi b mei sirf uska intezar kr rhi hu..usi raste se roj niklti hu ki khi vo mujhe kbhi tkra jaye…hr roj sbse pehle udhte se hi use yaad krti hu or dua krti hu ki agr uski aankho mei mere liy maine jo dekha vo sch tha tau mujhe usse mila de..or na jane kyu ykin he is baat ka ki vo mujhe khi n khi milega..hme hmari destiny hi milayegi..vo meri lyf ka ab hissa bn chuka he..mei ab kbhi kisi or k liy nhi soch paungi..bhut mushkil he use bhulana jise aap bhut pyar krte ho..i wish vo jha b ho khush ho..or shayad khi ek pal k liye hi shi mujhe b yaad krta ho..
ye he meri ek ajib si lv story..jo shayad filmi lge bt its a true love story..m still waiting 4 him..!!!!!

Submitted By:- Muskan

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  1. Santhosh

    Ajeeb h 🙂
    Aap usko kitna chahti h ..
    Mai Khuda se ye mangtha hu ki aap kha a echa puri ho jaye

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