So my parental uncle came to our house with a proposal of their youngest son. My parents asked for some time to have some decision. My dad and bro were not ready for this proposal because i was jst 18 at that time and secondly my dad wanted to have high education. But as i told my mum was worried regarding aman so she convinced baba and bro and they agreed.she asked me too and i simply said no but she thought that i will b ok with that afterwards so she accepted the proposal and then i got engaged with my cousin. All this happened jst because of aman….
I had already told him that i should not tell my mum about him she ‘ll worry a lot and he forced me to do that and as a result i was suffering… I was not at all interested in my cousin. Day passed and passed i took adm in bsc. Aman used to say that its an engagement and engagement do break whenever i ask him to forget me. I do say him to forget but i never wanted that actually. He was the only one whom i had trusted more than anyone and he knew that.
I was afraid of loosing him but i was more afraid of his madness. Wo janta tha that how much i loved him. Wo sab janta tha everything, each and everything. He knew that i cant resist myself from talking to him. Sometimes when we had a fight i used to text him deliberately and say k galti sy ho gya and i know taht usay pata hota tha that i didn’t did it mistakenly. Times flied. One more year passed. My inlaws said that that they want our marriage soon after my bsc. Till then all was ok. Then one day i said bye to aman forever when i felt that now we can never be one. And then hun nay bat karna chor di. One day zee texted me and told me that ge is going abroad. I was like what, i was shocked because i was not expecting that a third person will tell me this. I texted aman and asked me if it was true, he said yes his flight was after 5 days. Tears rolled down my eyes. He said that wo mujhay last day btana chahta tha. I had never ever cried too much for anyone ever but that day mujhay asa lag raha tha as if my tears are just nothing to him. Usay koe fark nae parta. I said him to inform me when he reach at his destination. He said ok but he didn’t. I myself contacted him again. He was reached safe and sound. Then we started talking again…. And then i felt he was the same aman who loved me madly. He said that k agar mein kisi aur ki honay sy pehly jab b us k pas i he ‘ll marry me. Although i knew that k its not possible but still i dnt knw why but uski baton sy bht sakoon milta tha. Mein usko kisi aur ka hota nae daikh sakti the. Then we didn’t talk for almost 6 months. I know hoq i spent that time. At every beep of message i carry mobile with hope k...
uska msg hoga but nahi….
Then one day while my papers one day a text came from an unknown no, i usually dont respond to unknown num. But that day i did, there was a girl Jo mery baray mein sub kuch janti the sub kuch. She told me that aman has proposed her and has sent his parents to her house and unki baat paki ho gae ha. Listening her words my mind became faint. Aman ny usy sab kuch btaya tha aik aik bat which was meant to be jst between us aur mujhay itna b Nahe btaya k usay koe aur pasand hai. She told me that they r in relationship for quiet long jab wo abhi abroad gya nahe tha tab sy. But at the same time ahe said that he still loves me a lot. I asked her that i she is going to marry her then y has she contacted me, she said that she wants that i forgive aman for whatever he has done to me. Us k baad aman texted me and asked me what has she said. And i was jst like agr wo mery samny hota to shaed jan lay laiti uski. He flirted with me. Us sy to mere shadi tak wait nahe hua and soon i came to know that he got engaged with the same girl. We once talked after that jab mera gussa khatam hua but that was the last day we talked, us din us nay mujhay itna rulaya that i was like i will die. Us larki ki tareef pay tareef and that he lovea her a lot. Us ka aik aik word was piercing my heart. Then he sent me her pic and he kissed her pic. I said goodbye to him thinking that he dont deserve me. He was not that aman who loved me. He was jst a cheat. That day for sometime i felt that i dont love him. Ihe was jst an illusion and its gone now. But it was no it. I still missed him alot, waited for hua text even knowing that what he did to me. Finally my birthday came and i was hopeful that he will wish me because he always was the first one to wish me and i waited for his text the whole day but no text came and then a day of my marriage came and i got married. Now i am happy with my husband, my husband do loves me alot but one can never forget a true first love so still i do remember him every single day hoping that this is the last day i m missing him. But i want yo meet him once in my life to jst release my gussa. Now i dont have any such feeling for him. I can’t foget him but i also dnt love him now or may b i m just saying it still i do. I dont know. But sometimes i fell jo b hua acha hua. So it was all. My life story.
Plz pray for me that i live a wonderful life with my husband and forget him forever.
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Tanya Gupta
Yr really apki story ne rula Diya m pray karungi AP apne hubby ke sath hamesha Khushi rho
Kaffy
I wished you got married to a man
Buh everything happens for a reason
Harpreet kaur
Hi .. dear bht bura laga lit.. rona aagya mere ko yaar but plz ab tum apne hubbie itna pyar dena jitna tumhara ex apni wali ko kbhi na de ske god bless you
Mushtaque
Jitna Tumhara hubi tumko payr karta hay tu usko dugana payr karo – jub bhi wo ghusay may ho to wo say ek gilass pani diya karna or par say bat kiya karna – kamiyab zindgi guzray gi
mukesh
pahli baat ….jaruri nahi ki pahla pyar hi sachcha ho….aapke husband bhi aapse pyar karte hai…aapko sab kuch bhulkar aage badhna hoga….purani baato ka ab koi matlb ..unhe yaad karne se sirf takleef hogi kuch badlega nahi…to aap apni jindagi ki nayi shuravat kare purani baato ko puri tarah se bhulkar…
nikita
Hi..I readboth parts of your story..all I can say dat everything happens for a reason….n u urself know ur husband loves you so much..so jus relax..n let past to b past..jus think dis thing dat he was nt at all good as compare to your husband..god bless you 🙂
Vijendra singh
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shona
Awww..it was soooo sad..I cried..esa kyun hua 🙁 bht dukh hua..just feeling soo sadd..me ap k liye zrur dua kru gi… 🙁
shona
Awww..it was soooo sad..I cried..esa kyun hua 🙁 bht dukh hua..just feeling soo sadd…me ap k liye zrur dua kru gi… 🙁
pooja verma
hum pray jarur krenge apke liye
Rohitchouhan992@gamil.com
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