Changed Love

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Hey, mera naam Isha Rai h. Main Ayodhya se belong krti hu. Meri love story ka title thoda ajeeb h pr deep bhi h.. 10 Jan 2018 main apne frnd se baat kr rhi thi or usne apne ek dost ko conference kr liya jisse mera bht jhgda hua pr use meri voice mere bolne or ldne ka tareeka psnd aa gya. Fir usne mujhe fb pe request bheja n mere mere frnd se source lgaya ki baat krwa de wo. Fir maine usse 12 Jan 2018 ko baat krni start ki. Wo bht nicely baat krta bhut acche se smjhta, hasata fir usne mujhe 15 Jan ko propose kiya.. Mera pehle ek baar heart break hua tha to drti thi in sb se bt fir bhi itte km din me hi usse attachment ho gya tha to main 16 Jan 2018 ko uska proposal accept kiya. Wo hmesha mujhe special feel krata tha bt maine usse pehle hi bol diya tha ki jb tk kch feel ni krungi tb tk main aapse milungi ni. N main usse first tym 17 Feb 2018 ko mili. Us din uske sath tym spend krna accha lga. Bt hm jyada milte ni the. Hm month me ek baar ek dusre ko dekh paate the bs. Wo mere ghr ke bahar aata tha or main chat pe se use dekhti thi… Esaa 6 mnth chltaa rha. Fir main Lucknow studies k liye chli gyi or best thing ye thi ki wo bhi wahi study krta tha. Mujhe lga ki ab hm mil skte, sath me ghoom skte, tym spnd kr skte.. Kch tym esaa hi chala. 10 Aug 2018 ko hm mile uske baad fir raksha bandhan me main ghr aayi 1 week k liye n wo bhi apne ghr gya tha. Uske baad wps Lucknow jaane k baad hme tym hi ni milta tha milne ka fir hm 2 mnth baad 7 Oct 2018 ko uske best frnd k gf k bday party me mile. Us din mujhe lg gya ki bs ab yhi mera future hoga or koi ni… Mujhe ni pta tha us din k baad hmari lyf change ho jaegi. Uske agle din hmara jhgda hua, uske baad bht jhgde hote gye thik bhi hue bt main bht pareshaan ho gyii....

Fir 26 Dec 2018 ko maine gusse me bol diya ki jb aap mjhe tym ni de skte mjhse baat ni kr skte sirf jhooth hi bolna h to mjhe brkup chahiye. N usne bola jaisi thik h. Uske agle din jb gussa thnda hua to mko guilty feel hua or main use bht miss kr ri thi bt usne mjhe block kr diya tha.. Maine bht try kiya bht royi bt wo bilkul ni maana. 4 Jan 2019 ko maine bht drink kiya tha. Us din mjhe bilkul hosh ni tha jb main hostel aayi to meri roomies ne mjhe bht daata or uske paas phone krke use sb bta diya fir usne mjhe unblock kiya or khoob sunaya fir 16 ko hmari 1st anniversary thi maine wish kiya n usne bhi wish kiya uske 1 week baad hmare beech sb shi ho gya. Main bht khush thi hmari lyf acchi jaa ri thi. On my birthday, 30 April 2019 usne mjhe surprise diya. Wo apne ghr se sirf mere bday k liye aaya tha n main bht jyada khush thi qki main usse 7 mnth baad mili thi. I still remember that day. Hmne khoob enjoy kiya sath me dance bhi kiya. Fir hm 22 May 2019 yun hi achanak se bina plan k mile. Hmne tym spend kiya jhgda kiya maine unhe maara bhi bt mjhe ni pta tha wo hmari aakhiri mulaqat hogi. Fir mjhe 1 month baad Rajasthan bhej diya gya. Kch mnth fir sb shi chla n thn again he broked up wid me. Meri condition bht khrb ho gyi thi qki main usse door ni reh skti thi. Maine apne ghr pe sbko mna liya tha infact uske ghr me uske bde bhaiya bhi agree the. Bt from last 2 mnth hmari baat hi ni hoti. Bht rarely kbhi kbhi ho jaati. Bt still there is a hope in my heart. Ki wo wps aaega jrur aaega. Jb tk ye hope h tb tk i m alive jis din ye khtm smjho main khtm..
Main doston se ye kehna chahti hu ki agr hmara pyr sccha h to kbhi hope mt khona, kyunki jb tk ye hope h na tb tk hmara pyr hmse door ni ho skta..

Submitted By:- Isha Rai

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  1. jassi

    Dont worry dear mera sath v kuch asa he hua pr mena to sb kismat pr chod dia yd to bhot ati h pr kya kr ab

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