Jab aapka first msg aaya tab mera man bat karne ka nhi tha kyoki aap ek ladki thi or me kisi gam me tha lekin pta nhi kyo me na chahte hue bhi aapse bate karne lga or mera gam aapse bat karke kam hojata 1 sal beet gya hme rojana bat karte hue mujhe kuch pta hi nhi chla ki 1 year ho gye he lekin aapke exame time jab aap 3 month bolke alvida kaha to me tab to ha bol ke chla gya but unhi 3 month me mene tumhe itna miss kiya jese meri dhadkan tumse judi ho ek week bhi nhi hua tha or esa lag rha tha ke kai mahino se bat ni hui har din mujhpe bohot bhari lagne lga tab mujhe kuch ehsas hua ki me aapse mohobbat karne lga hu aapki aadat or aapki bato ki aadat si ho gyi he jab aap mujhse jhagda karti or mujhpe gussa karti to mujhe koi gussa ni aata sirf mujhe mohobbat ka ehsas hota ke koi apna hi mujhe dat rha he
Jab tum kisi ladke ke bare me mujhse bat karti to mujhe jalan si hoti but me khud ko sambhal leta or sunte rehta or hamari dosti ke kuch 3 sal bad aap mujhse kai mahino me ek bar bat karti me aapke msg ke intezar me rehta hamari dosti ke bad mujhe jab pyar ka ehsas hua to mene apni sari frnd se bat karna band kardiya pta ni kyo mujhe kya hua mene apna number hi change kardiya or new no. Sirf aapko diya kyoki sari khushi aapse bat karke milti or mujhe ek na ek din apni frnds ko chodna tha kyoki vo kisi or ki amanat thi mera koi jor na chalta ek dafa mene aapko whatsapp voice calling pe prapose kiya tha or aapka replay mangte hue truk me takrane ki kaha tha us din bato hi bato me tumhari aawaz ki gungunahat me me madhosh sa ho gya or khambe se takra gya mera phone niche rod ke kinare gir kar tut chuka tha or mujhe chot bhi aayi thi but us waqt mujhe dard ka koi ehsas hi nhi hua lekin tumne mere praposal ko reject to nhi kiya or na hi koi jabab diya kyoki me tumhare liye ek ajnabi tha mene kafi time tak socha ki kya bat he replay nhi aaya fir mene apni ek sana name ki frnd se pucha tab usne kaha ki koi bhi ladki ek anjan ladke se bina mile bina dekhe bina jane koi...
relation nhi kar pati kyoki ladki ki life career ka sawal hota he or sana ne kaha ki tum itne khushnaseeb ho ke bo tumse bat kar rhi koi or hoti to bat bhi nhi karti na hi frndship tab me ghabra gya ki agar aapne bat karna band kardiya to me to jeene se rha sayad sambhal na pau khud ko fir kuch dino bad meri tabiya mera ek accident ho gya jisme mujhe kafi chot aayi ek sal se bhi jyada time lga theek hone me kyoki mujhe brain pe asar hua tha chot ka dr. Ne kaha tha ki koma me bhi ja sakta hu me tab ammi ne or sabne duaa mangi Allah 8Allah ke fazlo karam se theek ho gya fir kuch dino bad ajmer gya socha tumhe waha apne haq me mang lu but tumhari koi rza nhi thi to dil gawara nhi hua ki ho sakta ke tum kisi or ko apna banana chahti ho or me tumhe apna bnane ki duaa kru to sirf tumhari dil ki har duaa har ummeed puri ho tumhe har khushi mile tumhare liye duaa manga or waha se wapas aate waqt tumse jab bat hui to tumne apni dukan ke pas rehna bale ladke ke bare me btaya to me khamosh sa reh gya or aajtak apne pyar ka izhar nhi kar paya tum jiski bhi hamsafar banogi bo khushnaseeb hoga tum use kabi mayush nhi krogi
Or mene apne praposal ko jhut or ek mazak ka name de diya isliye ki aap ek bade ghar ki ladki ho sayad me aapki jarurato ko pura na kar sku darta hu isliye me apne pyar ko khamoshi me rakh kar ek dosti ka name de diya
Tum meri zindgi ka ek hissa ho jo adhura rhega sayad but marte dam tak tumhe bhool nhi sakta tum kisi or ki bhi ho jaogi tab bhi is dil me tumhare liye wo hi jagah rhegi or jo tumhare liye jagah he wo sayad me kisi or ko nhi de paunga Allah se duaa he waqt badle naseeb badle or ham ek dusre ka naseeb bne aameen summa aameen
Because
I love you love you so much will you marry me
You love
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