hi friends I am Ajay, I m from Delhi. ye baat us waqt ki hai jab main 2nd year mein tha, mere b.com exam paas aa rahe the isliye maine paschim vihar mein apni coaching suru kar di. mere class mein 9 students the, aur do din mein hi meri unse doti ho gayi. ek din main class ke baad ghar ja raha tha tabhi ek ladki ne mujhse ek institute ka address pucha ye wahi institute tha jaha main padhta tha maine use institute ka address bta diya aur wo thanks bol k chali gayi.. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur uske baare main sochne laga kyunki wo mujhe kaafi achi lagi. raat ko main sochne laga ki kaas wo dubara mile. agale din main roz ki tareh institue gaya aur apni class main enter krte hi main chownk gaya kyunki wahi ladki mere class mein baithi thi usme mujhe dekha aur sayad pehchan bhi gayi thi.. maine thodi himmat ki aur ja ke uske bagal wali seat pe baith gaya. jaise hi main baitha usne mujhe hi kaha aur thanx boli maine bhi use hi kaha aur usase pucha ki aaj aapki pehli class hai usne muskurate hue kaha haa maine aaj hi join kiya exam aane wale hai. fir usne mujhse aapko kitne din ho gaye is class mein. maine kaha abhi 1 week hua hai..fir maine himmat jutaate ,ue uska naam pucha, main pehli bar kisi ladki se baat kar tha isiliye thoda nervous tha, khair usne kaha mera naam Ritika hai, maine kaha mera naam ajay hai, itne mera sir aa gaye aur hamari class suru ho gayi aur hum padhne lage . uske baad jb class khtm hui to usne mujhe bye kaha aur chali gayi. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur us din main kaafi kush tha pehli bar main kuch ajeeb si feelings mehsus kar tha. us raat mujhe nind hi nahi ayi, main bar bar uth kar time dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki jaldi se subeh ho jaye taaki main use dekh saku usase baat kar saku…kher agle din main jaldi jadli taiyar hoke 1 ghanta pehle hi institue pahunch gaya, kuch der baad mein class room mein gaya aur ritika ka wait krne laga thodi der baad wo ayi aur aake mere paas wali seat pe baith gayi maine use hi kaha aur usne bhi muskrate huye mujhe hi kaha. kuch din aise hi chalta raha hum dono mein kaafi baatein hone lagi, class ke baad hum dono kaafi time saath bitaate, ice cream wagerah khate aur ab hum ache dost ban gaye the, hum dono ab mobile pe bhi ek dusre se baatein krne lage.. aur isi beech main use kb like karne laga mujhe khud pta nahi chala. wo jb bhi muskra ke mujhse baat karti mujhe bahut acha lagta ,ek din mein class mein late ho gaya isliye mujhe usase alag piche baithna pda us din uske saath hamari class ka anurag baitha hua tha aur maine dekha ki wo ek doosre se baat kar rahe the, ye dekh kr mujhe jealousy feel hui..us waqt mijhe pta chala ki main use bahut like krne laga hu. class ke baad usne pucha aaj tum late kaise ho gaye maine kaha bs aise hi, usne kaha chalo kisi park mein chalte hai maine kaha mera mann nahi hai, main ghar ja raha hu, usne kaha kya baat hai kuch problem hai kya, maine kaha nahi bs aise hi..usne kaha theek hai bye.. sayad wo bhi samajh gayi thi ki main upset kyu tha.ghar aake mujhe laga ki maine usase theek se behave ni kiya, sayad usko bura laga hoga. maine socha ki kal use sorry bol dunga.. agle din wo class mein mili maine kal ke liye i m sorry, usne pucha kal tum upset kyu the, maine kaha pta nahi aise hi bs. Fir usne mujhse pucha tum b.com ke baad kya karoge, maine sase kaha ki main CMA karunga usne mujhse iske baare mein puch maine use puri detail bta di.. usne kaha main bhi ye course karungi. maine kaha theek hai.. uske baad...

hum dono k exams aa gaye hum dono ke hi exam ache gaye, exam ke baad usne CMA ka form bhara aur mere saath hi patel nagar mein coaching lene lagi. hum dono ko ek dusre se baat krte lagbhag 4 mahine ho gaye the.. main hamesa uski baat manta tha wo jo bhi kehti main krta, maine bahut baar uske liye notes banaye, every saterday ko main use mcD, dominos le jata, use hamesha khush rakhta, uske har chota bada kaam krta aur main hamesha uske baare mein sochta rehta ab main usase bahut pyar karne laga tha..aur lagbhag 1 mahine se use bataene ki koshis kr raha tha par meri himmat hi nahi hoti thi in maamlo mein main bahut kamjor tha. aur mujhe laga kahi usne mana kar diya to hamari dosti bhi na khatm ho jaaye is baare mein maine apne dosto ko bataya, dosto ne kaha saale jaldi se himmat karke bolde wrna uski shaadi mein table- kursi saaf krta reh jayega. unhone mujhe motivate kiya aur kaha kuch nahi hoga wo tujhe mana nahi karegi, tum dono itne dino se saath ho, ek doosre ko achi tareh jaanane lage ho tu usko bol de. agle din class khatm hone ke baad maine ritika ko park chalne ko kaha, hum log kuch der tak aise hi walk karte rahe.. uske baad maine usase kaha ki main tumse kuch kehna chahta hu usne kaha ha bolo kya baat hai maine badi himmat krke use kaha ki tum mujhe bahut achi lagti lagti ho main tumse pyar karne laga hu.. pehle din se hi tum mujhe bahut achi lagti ho…maine usase pucha do u likd me? wo kuch ni boli aur ghar chalne ko kaha fir hum dono metro station pe gaye aur wo bina kuch bole hi waha se chali gayi… mujhe kuch samajh ni aya aur main bhi ghar aa gaya aur uske baare mein sochne laga. maine use kayi baar call kiya usne koi response ni diya. agle din maine usase institute mein baat karne ki koshish ki par usne mujhse baat ni ki, class ke baad maine fir usase baat ki usne badi muskil se meri baat suni maine usase kaha ki agr tumhe hurt hua to i m sorry, wo boli dekho maine tumhare liye kabhi aisa feel ni kiya, main tumhe sirf ek acha dost manti hu aur waise bhi mera already boy friend hai…main shock reh gaya aur himmat karke bola koi baat ni hum log friend to reh sakte hai na wo boli theek hai hum dono bs friend rahenge. fir hum dono ghar aa gaye. ghar aa ke main apne bed par lait gaya aur uske baare mein rochte huye meri aankh me aansu aa gaye aur main so gaya..agle din mein institute nahi gaya aur ghar pe hi apne kamre mein pda raha aur sochne laga ki usne mojhe kabhi kyu nahi bataya ki uska koi boy-friend bhi hai, uske baad shaam ko mere friends aaye aur bole kya baat hai aaj tu institue nahi gaya aur subeh se yahi pda hai, chal aa thoda bahar ghoom ke aate hai, maine kaha nahi yaar tum jaao mera mann nahi hai, they asked me kya hua bat to, tab maine unhe sab bta diya wo bole koi baat nahi yr, chhod usse tujhe koi aur uasase bhi achi ladki mil jaayegi. uske baad maine maine institute jaane laga aur ritika se thodi bahut baatein hoti thi, ab hum dono mein pehle jaisi baatein ni hoti thi, wo koi na koi excuse de kr mujhse door jaane ki koshish krti rehti dhere dheere hum dono mein baatein kam hone lagi aur aaj 1 saal ho gaye usase baat kiye maine uska no. bhi apne mobile se delete kar diya…to dosto ye thi meri love story ab aap batao is it my true love…me ab bhi uska wait kar raha hu…..

I still love her, Please mujhe batao me kaise use bhulau 🙁

Submitted By:- Ajay Kashyap