Main apne aap ko kis naam se pukaru mujhe pata nahi but I’m sure jab aaplog mere story padhenge to aap sub yehi kahange ki main ek pagal hoon, may be duniya ka subse bada bebkuf. Aap jo bhi kahna chaho kah sakte hain. First of all main apna introduction dena chahta hoon. My name is Roshan (name changed) from Kathmandu, Nepal. Main abhi 27 years ka hoon. Meri family background kuch aacha nahi hai. Family main Dad, Mum Bada bhai and main hoon. Jaise taise maine BBS tak study kiya hai and kuch Computer hardware ka course bhi liya hai. Now come to the story. Baat April 2009 ki hai main ek naye computer training aur counseling office me job karta tha post tha Asst. System Administration ka. Office main kuch khash kam nahi hota tha. me ladkiyon se to bilkul bhi baat nai karta tha na karta hoon (kam k alawa agar bagar). Office main main akela ladka raha tha and or 4 staff ladki the. So main mostly full office time internet par hang out hota tha and dhire dhire yahoo messenger main chat karne laga tha and kuch ache chat friends v ban gaya tha. Baat June/july 2009 saam k 3/4 PM ki hai mere fren list main koi online nahi tha to as usual main chat room (Nepal 2) main gaya and woha ek ID par private chat kiya. Uss ID par ek ladki thi uski naam Shipra thi New Delhi se. Normally chat hogaya uss din and mere office 5PM par off tha then main nikal gaya. Main jhut nahi bolta and auro ki baat bhi such hi lagta hai. Kal bhi me online tha and around 3 PM par mujhe Shipra ki yaad aaya to main fir usi chat room main gaya and luckly wo bhi thi aur chat suru hogaya. Hum ne ek dusre ko add karliya. Tab se mostly each n everyday around 3 hours chat hone laga. Kuch din baad hum ne pic share ki. Uski pic bahot bht aachi thi main to bus dekhta hi rehegaya. Usne bus 1 hi pic send kit hi and maine 3 4 pics send kiya tha. Main usse har pal yad karne laga tha yaadon main khone laga tha. Uski pic maine apne mobile k background par rakha taki har par usse dekh saku.yaise hi time nikalta raha tha and ekdin maine usko apni cam on karne k liye kaha but uski laptop main webcam nahi tha to main usse live dekh nai paya. Jab wo choti thi uske mum dad car accident main death huwa tabse wo uske uncle, aunty, cousin brother and cousin sister ke sath rahti thi. That’s why uske pass koi paisa nai hota tha and uski koi demand nahi hota tha. Wo akeli hai ye baat jankar usspar mujhe aur jada like karne laga, main uska sath dena chahta tha. Sayed mujhe Shipra se pyar hone laga tha but humari relation to possible nahi tha. Karib 3 months baad ek din chat kar rahe the hum, Shipra ne kaha k wo bhi mujhe like karta hai and then she proposed me. Main ekdum se bht khus hogaya jo mere dil main tha wo hi baat usne mujhe kehedi. Par main yaha Kathmandu main around 1900 km door delhi se and socially humari kuch bhi nahi milta tha, humari family humari relation ko kabhi bhi kisi bhi halat main accept nahi karenge. Main ye sub baatain Shipra ko samjha raha tha. And most thing is life chalane k liye paisa chaiye jo mere pass to hai nahi and ma main talented hoon na to koi achi job hai. Shipra kehene lagi k agar pyar karte ho to hum kahi bhi kaise bhi rehe lenge bus usko mera sath ho to kaafi hai. Main kaise refuse karpata uski propose ko jab ki mere dil main pehele se hi pyar k phool khilchuka tha. Mujhe bhi kya chaiyetha jab wo bhi mujhse pyar karti hai to. Meri life main U turn aagaya tha. Humari baatai yese hi chalta raha chattin par, no phone calls, no live chat, nothing else. Time line aage badhta raha humari relation achi khasi chalraha tha. Main kuch apna hi kam karma ki soch raha tha and and finally maine apni local area me apna shop start kiya computer sales and maintenance ka. Yehi koi 4 lakhs nepali rupees invest kiya tha.Ekdin najane kis baat ko lekar hamari bich thodi si discus hogaya tha I forgot and wo ruth k chali gayi. Sayed humari chat, relationship sirf 8 9 months tak hi raha. Mere life k first relationship bus chat par 8 9 months. Main bht dukhi tha.. Main Shipra ko bht miss karta tha and bht offline msgs, mail kiya but kohi response nahi aaya to around 2 3 mahine baad maine gusse main shipra ki id apne yahoo ke id se delete kardiya but meri hotmail ke id par add tha jo id me kuch khas nahi chalata tha chat k liye. Yehi koi 2 3 months baad shipra online dikhi. I was so happy. Aur mehe hi kaha sayed shipra ko patta nahi tha ye id mera hai. Shipra ne normally response ki and maine uski naam puchha to wo boli it’s shipra here. Fir maine ye main hoon bata diya and humari baate suru hogay. Fir se pyar ke phul khilne laga. Maine usse pucha kiu gayeb hogaye the kiu koi reply nahi kit hi, to shipra ne kaha k uska ek accident huwa tha that’s why wo koi reply nahi kar pai. I missed her so much and she also. Maine uski pic send karne ke liye kaha to usne apni 3 4 pic, cousin sis ki ek pic and uski best friend Himani ki ek pic send kardi. I was shocked ye pic to pehele wali nai thi and puchne par wo bhulchuki thi pehele wali pic k bare main. Uske baad maine kuch nahi puch. Mujhe laga k suru suru main kuch aur pic send ki hogi. Ab wo online par thoda kum hi aata tha uski apni problem hogi sayed and ek baat wo apni cousin k laptop se ussi k id se online aaraha tha. Wo meri request k bawajud najane kiu dusri ID bana nahi rahi thi. Par mujhe koi problem nahi tha couse I belive her, I love her. Maine usse jada time online aaneko, online reheneko kaha but wo nahi aapati thi. Aur kahane lagi ki uski pass mobile to hai nahi so wo baj bhi time milega tabhi online aapayegi, agar mobile hota to jada online rahapati. Wo bhi most time mere sath bitana chahti thi. Ek din wo mujhe mobile lene k liuye paise send karne k liye repquest ki main na nahi kehe paya (mera nature kuch yesa hi hai). And paise send karne ki medium dhudne laga. Bank, IME, Money Transfer etc. main inquiry ki but yese kisi ko paise send nahi kar sakte. There are no provisions. Phir maine socha agar India se hi send karde to acha hoga. Mere ek friend Mangalore main study k liye gaya huwa tha. Maine mere friend ko yaha se deposite kardiya and mere friend ne shipro ki account me deposite kardena tha. But shipra ne kaha ke uske pass abhi tak koi legal if proof banaya nai hai so uski bank account nai thi. Then usne apne ek cousin brother jiska naam binod tha, uske bank account no. diya jisme paise deposit karma tha and uska cousin brother nikal ke usse dedeta tha. Maine usse mobile k liye 15000 ic send kardiya. Phir sim lene k liye uski best friend Himani ne help kardegi kaha. Main baar baar mobile sim ki bare puchta tha to shipra thida gussa hojata tha mujhpar. Jab paise send karna tha tab wo mostly bht bar online hota tha. Main mobile se online rahakar har action ka report kiya karta rahta tha mere yaha kya kya ho raha hai sub baat ka. But paise send hone ke baad pata nahi wo kahi goom sa hojata tha ek do din. Phir online aati thi. Main puchta to wo khti thi k time nai mila ya phir uski problem dikhati thi. Main uski har baat ko believe karta tha. 1 month birchuke the mobile to leli thi (Samsung wave 2) par abhi bhi sim nahi leparhi thi. Khti thi sim lene k liye bht strict hai but I don’t think so. Ek din usne kaha k uske best fren Himani ne sim lekar dedi. Main bht khus huwa. Shipra ne kaha k activate honemain 3 4 days lagega. Shipra mere pass aana chahti thi and main bhi chahta tha. So uski legal ID banawane k liye and uski bank account banwane k liye khkar bhi 10 thousand IC bhi send kiya tha. Usne kaha tha ke uske shadi ke liye 10 lakhs rupees koi provision kiya huwa hai and usse nikalne k liye usski shadi hona jaruri tha to wo apni id proof banwana chahti thi. Main shipra ko mujhe call karne k liye kiya tha tabhi achaak 2 3 days wo out of contact hogayi and online aane k baad kahi k uske ghar main najane kiu uski room ki talashi li and mobile or wo 10 cash uske uncle aunty ko milgaye. And usse inquiry karke bht mara aur mobile, paise chinliye and shipra ka haat facture kardiya that’s why wo kuch din online nahi aa payi thi. Shipra ko mar padi ye sunkar mera dil bohot rone laga aur aakhose pani tapakne laga par me kya karsakta tha. Abto uski call aane ki umeed khtm hogaya. Phir usse online aane main problem hogaya to hum mails k through contact main rahane lage. Kabhi kabhi online bhi aati thi wo. Main humesha uski aaneki mail ka wait karta rahta tha. Yaise hi time nikalta raha and ek din usne mujhe usse lene delhi aane k liye kaha par main uska exact address nahi janta tha. Main jab bhi puchta to wo baton ko ghumadeti thi and jujhe batati nahi thi. Pehele ekbar usne kaha tha ke wo lodhi colony se hai bus yitna hi malum tha mujhe. Shipra chahti thi (plan) ki main delhi jaaun and hum dono ek achi hotel main kuch din rahakar sub formalities puri karke uski jo shadi k 10 lakhs ka provision thaw o paise lekar hum kahi door jakar rahane ki. Maine kaha tha k paise k chakkar main hume nahi parna hai hume bus ek hona hai. Maine kabhi paise ko usse jada important nahi diya tha though I do not have any money. But usse to wo paise nikalna hi tha. Main usko sath dene k alawa kuch na kar sakta tha. Then ek achi hotel main room book karne k liye (usne kaha tha k sasti hotel main police ki red parsakta hai so safe nahi hoga) 40 thousand ic send karne k liye mujhe request kiya. Mere shop v naya naya tha loss main run horaha tha. Samajh nai aaraha tha kaise paise arrange karu. Then maine sales karke aaye huwe paise saman lane k jagah usse send kardiya. Shipra uski cousin vinod k sath kaise interact karta tha mujhe nai malum bus main Mangalore k fren ko send kardeta tha and mera fren vinod k account par deposit kardeta tha. Phir paise send hone k baad 2 3 days wo gayab sa hojata tha pata nahi kiu. Puchne par wohi kahti thi k moka nahi mila mail karne ka. Din bitte gaye but uski room book karne ki, id proof banana ki, koi kam nai hoparaha tha. Mere puchne par kahti thi subkuch yitna aashan nahi hota hai jo 5 6 din main hi kam khtm hojaye and wo kam main laga hai.yaise hi one and half 2 month bit gaye par planning ke hisabse kuch progress nahi ho paraha tha and phir se mobile and sim leneki bhi kosis kar rahi thi but no progress. Kuch din yehi koi 8 10 din wo out of contact rahi bina kuch inform kiye. Tab mere bharose par thoda dhakka laga. Phir wo online aaye and kaha k uski cousin brother ka bike accident hogaye that’s why wo contact nahi kar payi thi. And uski cousin brother ka halat bht vura hai, sar par bht geheri chot hai. Maine kuch nahi kaha. Wo ng rahi kum hi baatain hota tha yaise hi 2 months jitney bitgaye kuch khas baat nai ho paraha tha. Ek din maine usko pucha k sim leliya a nahi, to wo kehene lagi k tumhe sirf apni padi hai yaha mera family itni badhi problome horaha hai aur tumhe mobile sim ki padi hai. Phir main kuch nahi kahapayaa. Bus uski wait karta raha subkuch bhagwan k haaton chhodkar. Ek din usne kaha k uska cousin brother ka death hogaya and Uske operation k liye bht paise kharche hogaye around 80 lacks to ab unlogo ki economical status fir gaya hai. Phir main usse mobile sim k bare main kuch bhi baatain karma chhod diya. Time nikalta raha main vus uski wait karta raha ekdin shipra ne mujhse kaha uske sath bht badhi problem horaha hai. Kaha k uske cousin brother k treatement k liye usne uske best friend k jariye auro se 50 thousand paise lekar uske ghar me diya tha to ab wo log paise return mag raha hai and wo log bht bure ghatiya kisam ki log hai kuch v kar sakta hai. Main kuch samajh nahi paraha tha main kya karu. And shipra mujhse paise magne lage. Kaha k unlogo ko jaldi paise return nahi kiye to wo log ghar main aakar babal kardega and uski sath bhi bht bartamizi se pess aaye.ye sunkar mujhe bht bura laga. And maine paise send karne ki than li but mere psh to koi cash nahi tha so main kuch din bad send karduga kaha shipra ko. Shop se jitney bhi sales hota thaw o paise save kar raha tha. Wo mujhe jaldi paise send karne k liye bht pressure karne lagi thi. Wo kaharahi thi k wo log usse bht paresan karta hai baat yaha tak huwe ki mujhe kahane ko bhi bht bht bura lagraha hai. Shipra ne kaha k Agar unlogo ko paise nahi depaye to unlogo k sath do raat k liye aajao and sub problem solve hojayega. Ye sunkar mujhe bht bht gussa aaya and shipra ko yaad karke bht roya. Shipra ne kaha wo sirf meri hai ussi koi tauch bhi kare yisse pehele wo apni jaan dedegi. Maine usse bht samjhaya. Mujhe bhi ab bahat fast karna tha and maine paise arrange karke 60 thousand send kardiya. 50 thousand pay karne k liye and 10 thousand shipra mere yaha aane k liye. But usne kaha k unlogo ne 60 thousand hi maga 10 thousand as an interest. Ye problem bhi solve hogaya. Dil ko bht sukun mila. Shipra mere pass aana chah raha thaamd main bhi par wo juhhe delhi aanek liye permission nahi derahi thi pata nahi kiu. Time nikalta gaya and bich main mujhe ek offer aaya. Mere ek close friend tha jo china jane wala tha and wo mere shop k bare bht kuch malum tha. Wo aksar mere yaha aata rahta thaw o bhi IT field ka hi tha, computer laptop technician tha. According to him china se laptops bht saste main aate hai and wo jaraha hai to agar mere liye bhi kuch lana hai to batane k liye kaha. Uski bbton main aakar maine usse 2 lakh 81 thousand nepali rupees dediya tha laptops lane k liye. Maine hare k baat shipra ko bataya tha. Wo paise maine apni cousin brother se 3 lakhs loan lkear diya tha. My bad luck mere friend china jakar wapas to aagaya bt mere liye laptops nahi lapaya. And jo paise usse diya thaw o bhi wapas leneko mujhe bht juskil huwatha.2 months mera paisa wo wapas nai kar raha tha. Uss time shipra ka death huwe cousin brother ka kuch tha I forgot. Shipra ne kaha k uss occasion par uska ek mama aaya huwa hai jo sony k laptops dilwa sakte hai agar main chahu to and shipra mujhe force karne lagi laptop lene k liye coz yisse sayed hamara future acha ho sakta tha. Main shipra ko na nahi kahpaya and wo jo loan k paise the usse return na karke maine shipra ko 1 lakh 25 thousand ic send kardiya. After then shipra laptops k bare main kuch khas baat nahi kar rahi thi. Maini uspar pressure nahi dala kabhi, puchta to wo excuse banata tha. Yis bich humare bich bht jhagde bhi hota tha maine usse bht bar tum mujhe use kar rahi ho mere feelings k sath khel rahi ho bhi kaha tha. Shipra excuses deti thi and main manjata tha uski baat. Main gusse main negative kahdeta tha but mere dil main shirf aur shirf shipra thi. Maine usse ya to mujhe delhi aane do ya fir t jaldi mere yaha aaneko kaha and kuch planings hone laga hum ek hone k liye. Aise main maine shops k maximum saman sale kar chukka tha but haath main bus thodi si paise baki raha tha. Maine to laptops aaneki umeed bhi chhod chukka tha and mene usse bht baar laptops liye bina hi mere yaha aane ko kaha bhi tha par wo nahi mani. Time nikalta raha tha aur ek bar shipra ghar se nikal aane ki baat hui within one month. And yis bich maine shop close kar diya and mujhe mere ghar main puch rahe the k mere pass kitne paise baki hai. Maine kahdiya tha mere pass paise baki hai and kahi invest kar raha hoon to tension ki koi baat nahi. Shipra mere yaha aane k liye phir paise mag raha tha phir maine paise send kar diya. And then maine socha k ghar main rahuga to ghar...

main paise k liye pressure hoga so main mere friend k yaha jakar rahuga. Wo friend mera school mate tha tab wo kam k silshile main boarder najdik raha raha tha. And ghar main ussi friend k yaha kuch din rahkar mind fresh karke aauga kahakar nikal gaya. Soch tha ab ghar wapas nai aauga and main aur shipra ek hone k baad mere bro ko sub kuch bata duga. Main mere friend k yaha rahne laga shipra ki ghar se nikalne ki wait karte and wo bhi nikane k tayari main jute huwe the. Around 1 week baad shipra phir se out off contact hogaya. Maine bht mails kiya but koi reply hi nai aaraha tha. Mujhe bht rona aaraha tha and thoda gussa bhi. Yahi koi 18 days baad mail aaya kaha tha k wo bimar hui so reply nahi kar payi. Maine kaha thik hai treatment karke aajana me wait karta hoon yahi. Par wo to aaneki naam hi nahi leti. Wo kahne lagi k usse typhoid hogaya hai to bht weak hogaya hai. Kuch din baad mail aaya k wo hospital main admit hogaya hai. Mujhe samajh nahi aaraha tha main kya karu usse wait karu ya ghar wapas jau ya phir kahi door jaau jaha mujhe koi pehechanta na ho. Main wait karta raha meri shipra ki. Maine pure 2 months wait kiya but aaneki koi positive side dikhai nahi deraha tha bus 3 4 days main 2 3 lines k ek mail aata tha. 2 months wait karne k baad main aur sabar nahi kar paya and maine usse kaha k tum ne sirf aur sirf mera use kiya hai tum shipra nahi vinod (shipra ka cousin brother) hi ho and so on……… to reply main usne kaha k main kohi dudha pita bachcha nahi hoon jo uski behakawe me aaye jiske pass koi sense na ho, agar main usspar blindly trust nahi karta to wo mere liye apne ghar chhodkar nahi aane wali and usne mujhe kabhi paise send karne k liye force nahi ki main khud apni margi se karta tha. Ye sunkar mera to dil beth gaya saanse ruk sa gaya, jiske liye maine apna career ko laat maara apne shop ke investment tabaah kardi ghar me yitna jhut bola finally ghar tak chhod diya usine mujhe yaisa kaha. Mujhse raha nahi gaya main bht roya kitne raat so hi nahi paya. Tabhi humare yaha ek festival Dashain (Dhasahra) aanewala tha and ghar se bhi jaldi wapas aane k liye calls aaraha tha. And main night bus se ghar wapas chala gaya. Bus main v pure night rota hi raha. Wo jo bhi kahe jitney bhi jhagde ho main nail karta rahta tha. Uski ek mithi mail hi mujhe kafe hai mujhe manane k liye kiu ki ye kambaqt dil pyar jo karta tha usse. Phir dhire dhire baat normal hone laga tha. Phir bhi mind kahta tha k ye ek fraud hai par dil humesa uski sath tha. Dil se kabhi mind jit nahi paya tha. Wo pure 2 months hospital main admit tha. Humare bich baat hora raha. Par maine usse mere yaha aaneke liye ab kuch nahi kahta tha. Yis bich maine naa koi kaam kiya na to koi job dhuda cause mujhe to ghar se nikalna tha jab bhi wo bulaye so main bus uski w8 kar raha tha. 5 6 months k baad shirpa kahne lagi k ab wo puri tara pehele ki tarha healthy hogaya hai. Phir baat aage badhne laga and mere pass ab jada paisa bhi nahi bacha tha yehi koi 1 lakh nepali rupees. Socha tha yitne hi sahi yisi paise se hum kahi door jakar life chalane k liye kuch karenge. Shipra ko phir paise chaiye tha ghar se nikalne k liye and ek mobile lene k liye, jo pehele send kiya tha sub khtm hochuka she said. Mere pass uski baat manne k sivaye aur koi chara nahi tha because I love her so much. Phir shipra kehene lagi ke usska uncle k sath baat ho gaya hai laptops k liye and minimum 6 laptops nikalwana hota tha. Jo paisa pehele send kiya tha wo sirf 5 laptops k liye tha So wo ek laptop k liye bhi paise send karne ko kahrahi thi. Yis bar paise send karna muskil tha coz uska cousin brother vinod ka shadi hochuka tha and wo ab gujraat main shift hogaye and mera mangalore wala friend bhi after study ghar wapas aachuka tha. And yiss time shripa ne kaha ki uska cousin brother ka ATM card shipra k pass hi hai. Maine mere boarder wala friend ko help kane k liye kaha but uski najdik area main AXIS bank ka koi branch nahi tha and friend ne kha k SBI bank hai. Maine shipra ko SBI bank k account k liye puchha. Phir usne apni cousin brother k SBI bank ka account num diya then paise send kardiya. Humare plan k hisab se shipra laptop lekar ghorakhpur aane wali thi and mujhe shipra ko Gorakhpur main pick up karna tha. Milne k baad to kya hona tha kisse pata. Paise send to kardiya but wo tickets nahi le parahi ti sayed 2 weeks bit chuke the. Kuch din baad usne kahi k usne tickets 23rd feb 2013 ko hogaya hai. Mujhe laga k ab to hum 100% milne walen hai and fir 2 3 din baad kahi k 27th feb ko ticket conformed hogaye hai. Uski birthday 24th feb ko hai. Soch tha k wo 23rd ko ghar se nikalegi to 24th ko hum milenge and birthday sath main hi celebrate karenge but its ok on 27th. Maine bhi socha k uski aane se 3 4 days pehele main boarder side jakar rahuga and woha ki environments samjhuga. Finally 27th feb k 5 6 din pehele main kuch din mere uss boarder wala friend k yaha hokar aauga kahkar nikal gaya Gorakhpur k najdik k boarder par. Woha meri ek friend v tha woha. Main Friday ko night main bus se nikla tha and next morning meri friend mujhe lene aayi. Wo ek din uski sath raha and nights k liye hotel main ek room liya. Kaha tha k 7 days rahuga hotel main. Next day Sunday tha boarder cross karke ghorakhpur jane ki station dekhkar aaya. Tab tak shipra se subhi baatain thiki chal raha tha. Next day Monday ko uski mail aaya k laptops uske cousin brother k yaha gujraat main aaya huwa tha to wo pehele gujraat jayegi and then woha se Gorakhpur aane wali hai. Mujhe shock laga pehele to usne yasa kaha tha. And maine puchha k Gorakhpur kab tak kitne dinno main pahochjaogi to shipra ne kaha k 27th feb ko gujraat jana hai and woha se ticket book karane main kitne din lagna hai pata nahi so kab tak Gorakhpur pahchuga. And usne kaha k phir 6 thousand ic usse send kane ko gujraat se Gorakhpur aane k liye. Then ussi din main night bus pakad kar ghar wapas aaya and next day first hour par paise wo boardwala friend ko send kar diya and usne ussi din dopahar ko SBI k vinod k bank account main deposit kar diya tha. Ussi din sam ko maine shipra ko puchha vinod k account main paise aagaye ya nahi and she said no. phir next day puchha to tab bhi kahi paise deposite nahi huwa then maine friend ko request kiya k ekbar bank main jakar conform karne k liye. Then friend ka jawab aaya k paise to agle din hi deposit hokar bhi ussi din withdraw hochuka hai. Mujhe apne frien par pura bharosa tha so maine uske cousin brother ko blame kiya k paise ussine nikalchuke hoge but shipra mujhpar gussa hone laga. Aur kahne lagi k uska cousin par blame mat karo, Agar usse beimani karna hota to ab tak yitne paise nai aate, jo hume help kar rahi ho tm ussi par blame kar rahi ho? What the hell is this? Ye bhi sahi hai. Aur baat wohi khtm hogaya 6 thousand ka. Jamin nigal gayi ya aasaman kha gaya pata nahi chala. 2 days before of the day befor 27th feb shipra ka ek chokane wala mail aaya. Mail main kaha tha k uski ghar wallon ne phir se usse pakad li wo gujraat k ticket, mobile phone and kuch paise k sath aur bht mara usse to ek leg fracture hogaya. Gujraat main unlogo ki koe relatives nai the to shipra gujraat jane wala tha uske cousin k pass ye jan kar vinod ko bhi bht data padi bht bhala bura sunna pada. So he is no more to help us. After then me kuch nai kahe paya. Sub kuch khatm horaha dikhne laga mujhe. Shipra kahne lagi k sayed uski kismat bht bht kharab hai jo bar bar kam bante bante bigad jata hai and main apne kismet ko kochta raha. Phir kuch din mails bund hogaya online bhi nai aarahi thi. Mind main thoda bht negative negative baatain bhi aaraha tha. Cause ye peheli baar nai huwa tha bht baar hochuka tha final time par. Phir normally baatain hone laga time nikalta gaya. Yis bich wo bht kum mails karne lagi kabhi 2 3 days main to kabhi kabhi 10 12 dyas main ek mail karti thi. Ab main umeed chod ne laga shipra ki aane ki. Sayed april 2012 tha maine job suru ki ek computer sales and maintenance shop main. Main tab bhi shipra ka wait kar raha tha and jitna hosake paisa save karta tha. Na kahi jata tha no to koi shopping, kuch main bhi, kahin bhi paise waste nai karta tha. maine job ki baat shipra ko nahi bataya aaj tak bhi. Job karne k time tak mere pass jitney bhi paise the sare k sare shipra ko send kar chukka tha. yis bich ghar main kya kya problem huwa ye apni jagah hai. Ghar main ki hui jhut se family ko diye dhoke samajhkar aaj bhi main bahot sarminda hoon. Time nikalta gaya batain hota raha. Ekdin shipra ne yaisi mail ki mera sara sapna tutsa gaya. Usne kaha tha k uski ghar main shadi ki baat chalraha hai. But wo bhagkar aana chahti hai mere pass par phir wohi paise ki baat aata tha. ab to mere pass thoda sa hi paisa baki tha. shipra phir paise send karne k liye kahne lagi and maine kaha k ab mere pass koi paisa nahi kaha se lau paisa, mere pass paisa falne wala pair to hai nahi. And maine pehele ki baat usse remind karwaya kitne baar wo sure aauga kahi but aayi nahi. Shipra kahne lagi k ab ki baar sure sure kaise bhi aauga tum bus mujhe kum se kum paise send kardena main manage karluga. Mujhe to laga nahi tha k wo aayenge. Wo kahne lagi k sub kuch mere hat main hai agar main kuch nahi karuga ho hum sada k liye bichhad jayenge jo na wo chahti hai na to main hi chahta hoon. And iska jimmedar main hoga. Then maine socha k yita kuch karchuka hoon to jo bhi ho ye last time kiu kosis na karu and maine 8 thousand ic send kardiya. Then kya prob huwa tha I forgot yis baar bhi pehele ki tarha hi huwa. Hum contact main hi the countinuously. Mere ghar main bhi mere brother k shadi ki baat chal raha tha and sath hi sath main mere liye bhi bat kart a tha. jab bhi mujhse koi ladki ka jikar karta tha to main bht gussa hojata tha so mujhe kuch khass force nai kiya. Kisse pata ki main to meri shipra ki wait kar raha tha. maine shipra ko kaha k ab me hi delhi aauga and hum sath main kahi door chali jayenge. uss time sayed mere pass yehi koi 40000 nepali rupees the. Yitne paise se hi main bhag jana chahta tha shipra ko lekar. Maine aage piche kuch nahi dekha nahi kuch socha. Par shipra meri baat nahi mani wo kahne lagi k uski family ache log nai hai mere sath kuch bhi kar sakte hai. So main delhi jau wo ye nahi chahti thi. usne kaha tha k uski sadhi November ya December 2012 ko hone wala hai. Waise hi mere yaha bhi mere bro k shadi fix hogaya feb 2013 ko. Yis bich maine shipra ko ek call karne ko bht baar request karchuka but aaj tak ek call bhi nahi ki hai. Time nikalta gaya November bhi aaraha tha and fir shipra ne kha k ladke wale ab holy k baad hi shadi k baat k liye aayenge. Baad main kabhi main uski shadi k bare main puchta tha to kahti ti jab baat hogi to bataduga. So maine kuch pucha nahi time nikalta gaya mere brother ki shadi bhi hogaya and maine yissi bahane job bhi chhod diya taki jab bhi shipra ready ho mujhe koi rukawat na ho. Main shipra ki aane ka wait karta raha and shipra ne uski shadi ki baat ki nahi. Yaise hi baatain horaha tha time nikalta raha tha. sayed may 2013 k earlier days par ek din shipra ne mail kiya k uske ghar main se 30 thousand ic chori hogaye hai and uski parents usse hi blame kar raha hai. Shipra ne bataya k chori huwai din uska ek cousin brother aaya tha wo kuch thik bhi nahi hai ussi ne chori ki hogi. Par shipra ki baat uski parents nahi man rahe the and kaha k shipra ne hi paise churake gharse nikalne ki kosis kar rahi hai. And bht tourcher karne lage shiprako. Phir wo mujhe help karne k liye kahne lagi and main kahta tha k jab tumhe koi chori ki hi nahi to tumhe koi paisa wapas karne ki jarurat nahi hai tum but ab kaise bhi ghar se nikal aajayo. But wo nahi man rahi thi kahi k paise wapas kare bina wo kahi kuch nahi kar payegi. Uski family usse kadi najar rakh rahe the and tourcher bhi kar rahe the. So usse to kaise bhi paise wapas karna tha. yaise main shipra ne mujhe kaha k usne apni mum (aunty) ko saaf saaf kahdiya k paise return karne k baad shipra jo bhi karegi uski parents koi rok tok nahi karega. Then mera dil fir har har gaya uske aage. Mere pass to abb koi paisa bacha nai tha job karke 50 thou nepali rupee jitna save kiya tha wo brother k shadi main kharche kar diye. Shipra ne mujhse 30 thou ic uski mum ko dene k liye and kuch paise shipra ko yaha aane k liye bhi send karne ko kaha. Maine apni halat batadi and usne apni best friend himani ko bhi help k liye mail kiya tha. to wo bhi 7 thou ic help karne k liye ready huwa according to shipra. And main paise arrange karne main aur paise send karne k liye medium dhudne laga. Tabhi mujhe malum huwa k mere pados k eek bhai Bangalore main study k liye gaya huwa hai to maine uska help help leke Axis bank k vinod k account par 27 thousand ic deposit karwa diya. Maine paise apni sister se ek kam k liye kahkar as loan liya tha. Maine to send kardiya but uski friend ki taraf se thoda late hone wala tha. fir usne thodi kum mail karne lagi thi mujhe laga k tyme nahi mila hoga. 15 days bit chuke the par uski fren ka koe reply nahi aaraha tha usse. And 2 3 din baad shipra ne mail kiya kaha tha k himani ka dad ka death huwa tha so himani reply nai kar rahi thi. Ab himani se umeed karna bhi bekar hogaya. Then normally baatain ho raha tha kabhi gusse se to kabhi pyar ki to kabhi bhagne ki plan k bare main. 23 april ko mail aane k baad to kho gayi. Maine mails kiye bt koe reply nai aayi kuch din laga k shipra ko time nai mil raha hoga reply karne main. Main wait karta raha 16 17 days bit gaye koi reply nai tha then maine negative mail kardiya. Maine kaha k usne sirf mera istamaal kiya hai mera feelings ke sath khela hai, u are fraud, tum job hi ho main kaise bhi such jankar rahuga etc. and 12th june 2013 ko abtak e aakhari mail aaya tha. kaha tha kwo mere liye ek fraud tha aur rahegi, main jo bhi pata karna chahu welcome, ab wo kuch bhi nahi kahegi coz usse mujhe koi farak nahi padne wala, such baat yehi hai k shipra jis mobile k wifi through mujhe mail kiya karti thi wo uski parents se khogaya tha so mail nahi kar pai n ye last mail v uski yaha ek relative aaya huwatha ussi k mobile se kit hi and next mail kab kar payegi ye bhi pata nahi. Yaisa hi kuch tha mail main. Phir maine sorry kahekar excuse dekar mail kar diya. Meri story yehi khtm nahi hoti. Main abhi bhi har din 5 6 times mail check karta rahta hoon. Pata nahi ab mail aayenge bhi ya nahi. Main kuch kar bhi to nahi sakta wait karne k sivaye. And friends I want to request you please help me. Mera mind kahta hai ki wo fraud hai par dil kahta hai k wo bhi mujhse utna hi pyar karti hai jitna main karta hoon. Main asliyet jaanna chahta hoon uski bare main so please help me. Yiske liye Agar main police ki help loon to meri shipra ko jada pareshani hogi so main yesa kuch nahi kar sakta. Agar aaplog help karna chaho to plz contact mail me roshann@live.com I have vinod’s account num and mobile num also.

Submitted By:-Roshan