Mai Galat Nahi Hoon

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hi frends mera naam manisha hai….main v apni story aaplog se share karna chahti hu..maine apni story aajtak kisi ko nahi bata paayi aaj v ye mere andar tak hi simit hai..par ab aur jayda dintak ise main apne tak simit nahi kar sakti huon….ye baat undino ki jab main class 9th main thi aur us samay 2nd terminal exam start hone wale the uske kuch din hi pehle maine 1st time facebook join kiya tha …main bahut excited thi…usidin facebook main mere classmate se first baaten huin…use main apne ek bhai ki maanti thi…usne baato hi baato main mujhe bahut saari aisi baate pata chali jisse main ajaan thi…usne mujhe bataya ki mere hi class ka ek ladka jo ki muslim family se belong karta hai mujhe class 7th se hi bahut pyaar karta hai…uss wakt to mujhe uski baate majaak lagi par aisa nahi tha…agle din maine uss ladke k baare main apni saari frends ko batayaa ..par unsab ne meri help karne ki jagah mera majaak uraane lagi aur kehne lagi ki ye baat tumhe aaj pata chali ye sab humlog bahut pehle se hi jaante hain …unki baate sunkar am shocked ..ki jab ye sab we jaanti thi to mujhe kyun nahi batayi..ye saari baaten mujhe issliye bahut ajeeb lag rahi thi kyuki maine kabhi kisi ladke se baat nahi kiya tha aur na hi kabhi kisi lakde ka jikr apni frends se kiya tha…first time mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki filmo k alawa real life main v love jaisi koi chij hoti hai ..lekin abhitak main isse uss ladke ka pagalpan hi smajah rahi thi…oh am sorry maine uss ladke ka naam nahi bataya uska naam hai aryan(badla hua naam main uska real name nahi bata sakti)..aryan pehle v mujhe humesha follow karta tha class main v wo meri taraf hi dekhta rehta tha ..par maine ye sab kabhi jayda dhyaan nahi diya magar mujhe samjh aaraha tha ki wo meri taraf hi kyu humesha dekhta rehta hai ..kyu mujhe follow karta rehta hai..class main ye baat sabko pata thi par mujhe hi nahi pata tha…wo issliye kyuki mere ussamay behave bahut alag tha main kisi se v baat nahi karti thi…aur choti choti baaton pr mujhe bahut jayda hi gussa aata tha…so aryan pr v mujhe bahut gussa aaraha tha aur main bas use daantne k liye mouke dhondne lagi par exam ki wajah se usse baat nahi ho paati..maine kuch soch rakha tha ki usse ye baate bolni hai bahut dantna hai…aur last exam khatm hone k baad jab main school se bahar nikla rahi thi tabhi mujhe aryan bahr akela khada hua mila …wo mera hi wait kar raha tha …akle use dekh main use dantne k liye uske paas gayi lekin main pehle kuch kehti usne mujhe i love you kaha ..mujhe ajeeb lag raha tha ye sab maine jo socha tha use kehne k liye wo sab bhul gayi..infact pata nahi mujhe uske saamne kyu darr lagne laga main sir jhukaaye khari thi aur kuch samjh nahi aaraha tha tabhi usne fir se mujhe kaha ki kya tum v mujhse love karti ho.? jaruri nahi ki aaj hi iska jawab do ….par iska jawab jarur dena …uske itna kehna tha ki mujhe fir se uspar bahut gussa aaya aur maine bs usse itna kaha ki maine iss love k baare kabhi nahi socha aur na hi kabhi kisi ko iss najariye se dekha hai…so plz ye bewkufi mat karo…isse pehle ki main aur kuch use kehti wo waha se chala gaya…uske baad main v ghar wapaas aagayi uss samay mera dimaag hi kaam nahi kar raha tha ki kya kiya jaaye….kher usdin fir se maine facebook log out kiya uss samay aryan ka hi frend req aaya tha aur ek msg tha …usme usne kaha tha wo bahut pyaar karta hai nd mere bina nahi reh sakta hai…maine uske ye msg dekh kar turant fb logout kr diya …thik usi smay meri ek frend ka call aaya ..wo call aryan ne hi usse karwaya tha …mera jawaab jaane k liye…maine apni frend ko bhi bahut bhala bura suna diya ki tumlog ki wajah se hi wo ladka itna sir par chad raha hai…itna kehkar maine phone kaat diya …agle din jab main school gayi to pata nahi kyu aryan se najre nahi mila paa rahi…thi..uska meri tarf dekhne matr se hi mujhe bahut ajeeb feeling hone lagti ..agar kabhi aryan mere saamne se gujarta to mujhe bahut ghabrahat hone lagti…ye silsila chalta hi raha aur dhire dhire aryan ka ye pyaar ka jonoon v…ab pure school main ye baat fael gayi thi ki aryan mujhse pyaar karta hai….mujhe aisa lagta tha jaise saare school k student usi ki side hai aur use sahi maante hain ….nd mujhe galat kyuki maine uske loveko accept nahi kiya hai issliye …meri frends v mujhse jab v ye baat karti to bs aryan ke baare main hi…kyuki aryan ek bahut hi smart nd handsome tha …nd kaafi ladkiyaan uspe martyi thi par uska behave sabke liye ek sa aur acha tha……yahi silsila chalta raha …aur ab hum class 10th main aa chuke the….pata nahi kaise magar class 10th main mera behave bilkul badal gaya aur mujhe ye samjh nahi aaraha tha kaise…main sabse ache se hans k baat karne lagi….kabhi kisi ko v help ki jarurat hoti main humesha teyaar rehti jabki pehle kabhi aisa maine nahi kiya tha magar ab mujhe khud hi nahi pata chal raha tha ki achanak se mujh par badlaaw kaise aa raha hai…dhire dhire meri aryan se bahut achi dosti ho gayi..magar uss wakt tak v main use sirf dost hi maanti thi…aur usse v humesha hans k baat kia karti ab sabko yahi lagne laga tha main v aryan se pyaar karne lagi huon…aur ye baat v pure school main jungle ki aag ki tarah fael gayi …ab jab main kisi dusre class se gujarti to sab mujhe aryan ki girlfrend kehkar pukarte ye baate mujhe andar hi andar fir se gusse ki jagah lene laga …par chah kar v kisi ko kuch nahi keh paate the…isi tarah ab boards exam paas aarahe the …exam ke 2 months pehle se hi aryan ka behave bilkul change ho gaya usne mujhe pareshaan karna suru kar diya baar baar yahi kehta ki main tumse bahut pyaar karta huon ..plz maan jao…ab hmlg school se nikal jayenge to tumse main kaise baat kar paounga apna phn number do…aur jab hm mana kar dete to class main mere baare me galat salat baaten faelaane laga isse maine aryan se frendship tor li…iske baad to usne hadd hi kar di…bich road main mujhe red rose dene lagta sabke saamne mujhe i love you bolne lagta …uski in harkato se maine pareshaan hokar kai baar teachers ko batane ki kosis ki par nahi bata paaye yahi sochkar ki agar teachers ko pata chala to we use t.c de sakte the uska exam na kharaab ho issliye maine nhi bataya …aur ghar main v maa ya papa ko batate to bahut bara hungama ho sakta tha…issliye maine kisi ko v nahi bataya ..fir khud hi maine jaan bhujhkar aise kaam kiye jisse ki aryan mujhse nafrat karne lage par harbaar ulta hi ho jata wo nafrat karne k bajay usse harbaar meri acchaai hi najar aati…atlast maine apne ek facebook frend ki help li…uska naam tha jeet(name changed). maine jaan bhujh kar jeet ko apne school...

k paas bulaya taaki aryan ko aisa lage ki wo mera boyfrend hai…aur aryan k hi saamne jeet k saath hans k baat karne lagi aur apne frends ko v yahi bataya maine ki jeet mera bf hai…lekin aryan manne ko teyaar hi nahi tha …to fir ek jeet apne bahut saare frends ko lekar mere school k paas aaye aur aryan ko bulakar use daantnge lage ko manisha se dur ho jao..warna tumhe jaan se maar denge …asal main jeet ek awaara kism ka ladka hai aur apne usi mawali language main wo baat karta tha…maine khud ki image kharaab banane k liye hi jeet ki help li thi taaki aryan mujhse nafrat kare…bahut kosiso ke baad atlast aryan ko ye beleive ho gaya ki…hm ek achi ladki nahi hai nd jeet ko hi love karte hain…par uske dil main abhi v mere liye wahi love tha wo appni saari baaten apni bhabhi aur meri ek frend se share karta tha…mere itna kuch karne k baad ab mere saare frends se dosti tut gayi…kyuki we sab abhi v aryan k tarf hi thi…aur mujhe galat maanti thi…lekin kisi ne ye jaanne ki kosis nahi ki kih ye sab kuch maine kyu kiya ….agar mere family ko aryan k baare main jara sa v pata chalta to meri study band kar di jaati aur aryan ki bahut pitaai hoti aur uski family se v jhagra ho jata …meri family main ye love bahut bara gunaah ki tarah mana jata hai..aur agar main aryan ki propose ko accept kar v leti …to v apne family se uske liye kabhi nahi jhagra kar sakti thi…kyki wo dursre religion ka hai main dusri… kher itna sab kuch hone k baad ab meri aryan ya kisi v frends se koi dosti nahi rahi…lekin iss bich main jeet ko pasand karne lagi thi…usse baat karte karte pata hi nahi chala ki kab mujhse usse love ho gaya…ye jaante hue v ko wo ek acha ladka nahi hai par fir v mujhe usse love ho gaya…jeet ko v mujhse love tha so jaise hi usne mujhe propose kiya maine accept kar liya…ab hm ghanto facebook main chating karte bahut saari baate karte …haan par kabhi kisi park ya kahi v ghumne nahi jaate ..haan par roj wo mere ghar k paas aata aur main use apne ghar ki chhat se dekha karti…usse baat karne k douraan mujhe pata chala ki jeet pehle ek girlfrend thi ..unka relation 3 saal tak chala tha…par fir unka breakup ho gaya …jeet ne mere kaaran apni saari buri aadate chor di thi…par fir v usme awara pan baaki tha..jeet mjhse love karta hai ye baat jab uski pehli girlfrend ko pata chala ..to usne mujhse fb k jariye kaha ki wo mujhse milna chahti h par ye baat main jeet ko na batau…so socha ki usse milne main kya harj hai..ek baar mil lete hai…agle hi main priya (jeet’s ex girlfrend but name changed) se mili usne mujhse apne aur jeet k relation ship ke baare main bahut kuch bataya …aur kaha wo aaj v jeet se love karti aur humesha karti rahegi…unka breakup hone ka kaaran jeet ka hi ek dost hai jisne priya se kuch puraani dushamani k kaaran use jeet se alag kar diya…usne jeet ko jhoot bataya ki priya ka ek bf hai aur wo tumhe sirf use kar rahi hai apna kaam kaam niklawa ne k liye…naa janaae kaha se usne priya ki ek dost ko behka kar jeet ke mann main priya k liye galatfehmi daal di aur iss karan unka breakup ho gaya …priya ne bahut baar jeet se baat karne ki kosis ki magar jeet ne usse baat karna v jaruri nahi samjha …wo priya se bahut love karta tha magar na jaane kyu use apne love k bajay apne dost ki baato par yakeen ho gaya ….priyaa ne mujhe jeet ke baare main bahut kuch bataya jo baate jeet ne mujhe kabhi nahi batayi thi aur jo batayi thi wo jhoothi nikli..ye sb jaanne k baad v mujhe samjh nahi aa raha tha ki main kispar yakeen karu priya par ya apne lovepar…usdin mujhe raat bhar neend nahi aayi…kuch samjh nahi aarha tha ..par fir v maine jeet par wiswaas kiya ..magar kuch dino baad uska baat karne ka tarika bilkul badal gaya maine ye baat priya ko bataya ..priya fb k jariye mujhse roj jeet k baare main puchti thi ..uski baaton se mujhe ye pura wiswaas ho gaya ki usne jeet ko koi dhokha nahi diya hai….jb maine jeet se priya k baare main pucha to..usne ye bataya ki priya achi ladki nahi thi …magar uski har baato se uske pehle pyaar ki jhalak milti thi..baato baato main wo mujhse kabhi priya ki baate batane lagta …ki wo aur main ye baate ya fir kaam kiya karte the use pasand tha use wo pasand tha . magar fir khud hi kehne lagte ki priya achi nahi h usne mujhe dhokha diya…isse mujhe pata chal aaj v priya ko hi love karta hai. jab maine jeet ko ye bataya ki main priya se mili thi to mujhse puchne lage ki priya kaisi thi mere baare main kuch puch rahi thi ya nahi …fir achanak se mujhe daantne lage ki tum usss dhokhe baaj se kkyu mili…. undono ki baato se mujhe aisa lagne laga ki main jaanbhujhkar undono k bich main aagayi hooun ..mujhe aisa lagne laga jaise maine kisi ka pyaar chhina hai ..hurt kiya hai…fir maine ye decision liya ki ab mujhe hi kuch v karke priya aur jeet ki baat karwaani hogi ..chahe iske liye mujhe jeet k dost se jhagra hi kyu na karna pare …meri kismat achhi thi uss samay jeet ka wo dost iss city se bahar gaya hua tha kuch dino k liye…maine kisi tarah jeet ko milne k bahane bulaya aur priya ko v…uss din pehli baar breakup k baad undono ki baat hui…uske baad main priya saamne jaan bhujh jeet ki hi baat karti aur unki relationship ki baate karti aur jeet k saamne priya k baare main ki..priya aaj v aapko bahut love karti hai..usne ye kiya wo kiya …dhiree dhire unke bich ki galat fehmi dur ho gai ..aur jeet ko v apni galti ke ehsaas ho gaya ki usse ek baar priya se baat karni chahiye thi na kih apne dost ki baat maan kar breakup kar lena chahiye tha…bahut kosiso k baad unki fir se frendship ho gayi..aur we dono aapas main baat karne lage… mujhe apne love ko khone ka dukh to hai par ek sukoon v ki unka relationship thik ho gaya..aur ab maine jeet se baat v karna chor diya hai …magar baar baar priya mujhse yahi kehti rehti hai ki jeet bhale hi mujhse aaj v love karta hai magar tumse atleast frendship nahi torna chahta …magar ab main jeet se baat kar hi nahi paati… abhi kuch dino pehle mere school main pehle bacth ka milan samaroh rakha gaya ….uss school se paasout hue sabhi student waha aaye the main v gayi thi…achanak se aryan se meri mulakaat hui..magr main use ‘hi’ tak nahi bol paayi… aaj mujhe apne love ko khone ka gam to hai magar ye v ki maine aryan k feelings ko bahut hurt kiya hai..sayad mujhse maafi magni chahiye..isse sayad mere saare frends fir se mujhse baat karne lage… to ye thi meri kahani…plz advise me…ki maine kya sahi main aryan k saath galat kiya…aur mujhe usse maafi mangni chahiye..ya nahi…..mujhse aaplog ke jawaab ka intjaar rahega ,…

 

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  1. ricky

    Dekho pyaar mai jaat paat nhe dekhi jathi h kya hua bechara muslim cast k h per vah bhi ek hessan h usse bhi feeling hote h jaise apko ek mawle jeet naam k ladke k sath hue agar kisi ko pasand h tho aryan ko karo vah apko bahut pyaar krta h ussko hurt kr k bahut bura kiya apne becchare k sath i hate you agar aap aryan se sorry bolte ho toh becchare ko kafi acha lage ga aur ho sakhe toh aryan ki gf ban jao plz plz plz plz plz plz

  2. Amrit Jassal

    Pyar te o chez hai jis ch banda kaye vari dub v janda te kaye vari nikle v janda….agar je oda sacha pyar c thanu jarur mafi mang lene chide aa…bhave us de gf banno….

    • dijeet

      Jo aapne priya ka saath diya or jeet la gltfami ko door karke 2ka 1,2sre ka pyar waps mila k bahut acha kiya..for that I’m verry happy…e sab janne ka baad v aryan aapse pyar krta or abhi v aapko chahta toh accept krlo…aryan ka propose..
      Agar aap v usse like krti h toh..aapko aryan ka propose accept nhi krna h toh v saara sachae bata k maaf maglo usse..or frndshp krlo…or pyar me religion se kch lena dena nhi h…

  3. Aashish*7505901485*

    Comment to le leti ho

    Lekin-

    “sunana sub ki karna apne man ki…..”

  4. ayan

    agr aapne aryan ko accept kiya hota ti ye sub problem nahe hoti

  5. Asif

    dekho pyar kabi jaat paat nahi dekhta koi b ho pyar to pyar hota hai q k o hi life partner hota hai jo hota hai ache k liye hota hai tum agar aisa na karti to wo do premi kaise milte so jo hua acha hua kabi pyar nahi karna ok shadi k baad pati se karna ok

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