Hiii dosto mera nam rishab hai or me jaipur rahta hu me apko mere dard ke bare me batane ja raha hu ye bat tab ki hai jab me 11th class me padhta tha mene apni ab tak ki life me itna pyar kisi ko nhi kiya tha or ussi pyar ki vagah se me aaj apna sab kuchh bhul gaya hu Ab me apko batane ja raha hu……. 11th class me papa ne mughe lapi dilaya tha or mene facebook par apna account banaya tha or me roj fb chalata tha apne friends se chat karta tha Ek din meri id par janvi nam ki ladki ki friend request aayi mene accept kar liya or fir evening me mene jab fb chalai tab janvi ka message aaya Usne bola hiii fir mene reply kiya or fir usne mujhe mere bare me pucha or apne bare me bataya wo bhi 11th class me hi padhti thi fir hmne uss din bahut sari bate k thi mene issse pahle kisi ladki se bat nhi ki thi mujhe usse bat karke aacha laga tha Fir dheere dheere hum roj chating karne lage hum apni sari bate ek dusre ko share karte the Hamari bahut si bate aapas me milti thi wo bahut acchi thi usse bat karke mujhe bahut accha lagta tha me man hi man usse pasnd karne laga tha me uske message ka wait karta tha … Fir ek mene usse uske phone no. Le liye or fir hum phone se bat karne lage uski aawaz mujhe acchi lagti thi wo bahut sweet or acchi baate karti thi in sab karno se mere man me uske liye pyar badta hi gaya me kai bar sochta ki usko bata du par meri himmat nhi hoti thi fir ek din mene usse milne ko bola to usne bola thik hai hum kal jawahar circle pe sham ko 5 baje milenge Agle din hum dono waha par mile hum dono ne bahut si bate ki par me usse apne dil ki bat batane se darta tha fir usne mujhe bola ki rishab me tumhe bahut dino se kuch batana chahti thi par bata nhi payi to mene bola ha bola Fir usne kaha ki me tumhe pyar karne lagi hu ye sunkar mere to jese pankh lag gaye ho mene usse kaha ki me bhi tumse bahut pyar karta hu fir mene usse i love u bola or ussne bhi mujhe i love u 2 bola or mere ko ek chandi ki ring di mene wo ring le li or hum dono us din waha se aa gaye or rat ko hmne phone pe 3 ghante tak bat or hun roj bat karte the janvi rich thi or me thoda normal family se belong karta tha janvi mujhe bahut pyar karti thi or wo kahti bhi thi ki me tumhare liye kuch bhi kar sakti hu me bhi usse bahut jyada pyar karta tha sare din room me pade pade usi ke bare me sochta tha mujhe uske milne ke bad apni life se koi shikayat nhi thi me bahut khush tha Us din ke bad hum kai bar mile or hmne kai bar kiss nhi kiya Dheere dheere din bitte gaye hum ek dusre se utna hi pyar karte the Bas meri ek problem thi ki mujhe gussa bahut aata tha me uski kisi bat par bshut tej gussa karke usse dant ta tha...

or bat nhi karta tha or wo fir majak karte karte mujhe mana leti thi wo meri galti hone par nhi hamesa khud hi sorry bolti thi Hum kai bar jhagda karte or fir vapas raji ho jate the janvi mere se hamesa majak karti thi or kahti thi ki tum haste huye bahut aache lagte ho … Ek din school time me janvi ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi or usko uske papa ne doctor ko dhikhaya to uski report me aaya ki usko blood cancer hai Usne jab mujhe ye bat batayi to mene usse bad me bat karne ko bola or phone kat ke bahut roya or fir usko call karke bola ki kuch nhi hoga tum thik ho jaoge fir me dusre din us doctor uncle ke pas gaya or unko uske bare me puccha to doctor bole ki wo 2/3 month or jeeye gi ye sunkar me dang rah gaya mene puccha uncle janvi bach nhi sakti kya to unhone bola ki pata nhi beta har month uska blood change hoga har bar uska oppreation hoga oppreation succses ho ya na ho Fir me ghar aa gaya par mene janvi ko ye bat nhi batayi or me us din ke bad paresan rahne laga par mene us din ke bad fir janvi pe gussa nhi kiya wo roj mere se bat karti or apni ek photo bhejti thi Fir ek month bad uska pahla oppreation huaa or wo succses ho gaya me bahut khush huaa or roya bhi Blood change hone se pahle janvi bimar rahti thi fir first oppreation ke bad wo thik rahne lagi but thode dino bad usko khoon ki ulltiya hone lagi thi or uski body pe red red dag hi gaye the usko fir dictor ko dikhaya to doctor ne bola ki ab ye nhi bach sakti hai iska last step hai isko jitni khushi de sako de do Mene ye bat sunke apne aap ko control kar liya tha par fir bad me to janvi ko bhi pata chal gaya tha ki ab wo nhi bachegi to fir wo rat bhar roti rahti par mere samne khush rahti thi or kahti ki ab tum koi acchi ladki dhund lena or mujhe bhul jaana me acchi nhi hu isliye god mujhe bula raha hai uske bate sunke me bahut rota tha or me bhi har waqt uske bare me sochke rota tha wo muje kahti thi ki tum mere marne par rona mat plz ye mere se promise karo ki tum muje bhul jana or kisi acchi ladki se friendship kar lena Me bhagwan ke pass jakar bolungi ki mere sweetu(wo muje sweetu kahti thi ) ko mere se bhi acchi ladki dena uske sare bate sunkar me uske samne to rota nhi ta fir bhi apne aansu nhi rok pata tha fir usse jhooth me ye kahta ki mujhe neend aa rahi hai or fir phone kat ke khub rota tha wo sari rat roti thi or kabhi kabhi mujhe kahti thi ki muje baccha lo me nhi marna chahti hu Fir dheere dheere usko last time aane laga uska rij blood change hota but fir bhi wo nhi bach payi or last me jate jate me liye ek message chhod gayi thi …….

Submitted By:- Rishab