me aqib student of b.tech mechanical second year …….me kuch likhne wala hu us khuda se mera wasta he ki mujhe sahi sahi likhne ki tofeeq de or me chata hu ki meri is story se kise insan ko koi nuqsan na pahuche…
me aaj aap sbhi ko ik essi ghatna sunna chata hu jise sunana namumkin tha kyoki ye kahani meri thi ….sbse pahle me “layba” se ijjajat lena chata hu jo meri girl friend hai meri muhabbat he mera sb kuch hai or use yha tk pahuchane ke liye usse mafi chata hu.. me aqib apni dastan suru krta hu.. muje aaj bhi yaad he mera us vkt bchpan tha me layba ke peche bhag rha tha or vo mere aage aage bhag rhi thi tbhi mere big (baday) bhai ne layba ko pakad liya or muje bhi pakad liya mujse kahne lge sadi krega layba se mene kha kra do or hm dono yani layba or me vaha se ye bat kah kr bhag aay ghar,me us vkt bcha tha kah diya tha, thek usi trah me aaj bhi uske peche bhag rha hu….kuch time baad….me us vkt yani 2011 me class 11 me tha tb mere hi relation ki ik girl jiska name layba tha mere ghar aai chuttiya mnane ,ik din me movie dekh rha tha to layba mere pass a kr leyt gai pahle to me dr sa gya magar fir himmat krke leta rha,rat ko jb me pdhta tha to song sunta tha ik din
layba apne ghar vapas aligurh ja rhi thi hmare ghar se or me tusion jane wala tha mene layba se kha tum ja rhi ho layba ne kha jane ko mn to nhi kr rha kya kre ma bap ki mrji he,me ye bat sun kr pagal ho gya or us din se uske pyar me jine lga vo us din meri dayri me kuch likh kr gai thi ….vo bchpan se hmare ghar aati thi mere sath khelti thi lekin ab me thoda smjdar ho gya tha dhere dhere muje usse pyar ho gya tha yha tk ki muje hi nhi blki use bhi mujse muhabbat ho gai thi…..me mahsoos krne lga tha ki muje pyar hone lga hai…uski ik aadat thi use gussa kafi tha bchpan me vo jb bhi gusse me hoti thi kahti thi “bk”muje acha lgta tha ye uske moh se.
2012 me aligurh ik sadi thi me vha sadi me chala gya layba ka ghar aligurh me hi tha…..jinke ghar me sadi me gya tha vha mere bhai ki sadi hone wali thi …jisse mere bhai ki sadi hoge uska name “jiya” tha or uski ik choti bahen thi “roji khan”.. me jis sadi me gya tha vo jiya ke chacha ki sadi thi..us sadi me layba bhi mojood thi…layba ne muje vha bahut pyar dikhaya me layba me loleen ho chuka tha or layba mujme loleen ho chuki thi me nadan tha hr kam me hr trah se layba ki pahel rahti thi.. us sadi me hmare bech kafi njre mili isare chale …hr bat btai nhi ja skti diwane ho to mahsoos krlo mere yaroo..sadi puri hone ke bad layba hme apne ghar le gai…vha hm dono akele thy kahne lgi aapse ik bat puchu aapki gf he pahle to me dr gya fir mene jwab diya nhi he..usne cooldrink mngai..or ab aane ka vkt ho chuka tha mere father ne kha chalo beta ghar chalna he me khada ho gya layba meri side me aai or kahne lgi “sbse pahle khade ho gay jane ke liye”,mt pucho yaro mere
dil ki ghanti bj rhi thi kya ise pyar nhi kahte me pagal ho gya tha……mera bhi mn nhi kr rha tha aane ko magar kya krta aana to tha hi…..
me ab apne ghar yani saharanpur a gya tha me ye sochta tha ki usse apne pyar ka ijhar bhi kr paoga ya nhi khuda se duwa krta tha muje itni himmat de jo me ijhar kr saku…ab mene apni pdhai me dheyan diya or twelve (12 class) pass ki…mene duwa me admission ke liye aligurh manga or khuda ne automatic muje b.tech krne ke liye aligurh bhej diya vha se me esa b.tech kr ke aaya jindagi bhar nhi bhulunga……me apni bhabi yani jiya ke ghar aligurh rahta tha or layba vha roj aati thi pure din rahti saam ko jaati mene 4 mahine kaat liye thy magar kise ko khabar na hone di ki me layba se pyar krta hu…magar ik din meri dayri jiya ne dekh li us dayri me layba ke hatho se kuch likha tha jiya ne hame milwa diya jiya kahti thi or aaj bhi kahti he ki aqib layba ne muje pahle se bta rkha tha ki me aqib se pyar krti hu….me ijhar krna nhi cah rha tha meri pdhai chali jati magar jiya ke pressure dalne ke bad mene ijhar kiya layba rone lgi or kahne lgi ki mere papa hm dono ko jaan se mar
denge….layba us din mujse pyar krne se inkaar kr gai….3 din use neend nhi aai presaan rhi or call krke kahne lgi me tumse pyar krti hu muje vo paper de do jis pr i love you likha tha vrna me mr jaogi,or kahne lgi ki mere sr me dard tha is liye mna kr gai thi jo kahna he samne kahana aqib peche ka koi bharosa nhi paper se kya hota he or me kal aaoge…layba agle din a gai me or vo mil gay mene apna pyar pa liya tha kyoki muje sirf or sirf usse pyar ho gya tha…ise trah hmari kahani chalti rhi kbhi nfrat to kbhi muhabbat lgbhag 5 mahine gujar gay thy…. 3 march 2013 thi roji khan ka birth day tha vha roji ne mere sath sayd esa kuch kiya jo layba ko bura lga ho sayd or layba ko muj pr or roji pr sk ho gya lekin mujse kha nhi…ik din me layba ke ghar gya tb hm dono akele thy layba kahne lgi ki muje lgta hi sayd roji tumse pyar krti he mene layba ko kafi smjaya or kha jb me tera hu to usse kyo krunga layba kahne lgi ki aap nhi roji krti he aapse mene kaha layba esa kuch
nhi he yaar…me gusse me layba ke pass se a gya or roji ki bahen jiya se a kr kaha ki layba ne esa kha he …dosto mera mksad tha layba or uski ye galat femi nikalne ke liya jiya or roji se kha tha …blki roji se to yha tk kah diya tha ki plz roji tum layba se kah do ki aqib sirf tera he or kise ka nhi …..lekin roji ne ye baat aaj tk layba se nhi kahi …blki dono bahno yani roji or jiya ne layba ko gndi gndi galiya di …mene vo sb record krke apne pass rkhi or me bahut roya me kya krna chata tha kya ho gya …layba ki aakho me aasu thy or muje dekh rhi thi ….me bahut roya magar ab kya krta bahut deer ho gai thi layba ko mujse nfrat hone lgi thi or idhar jiya or roji mujse bol nhi rhi thi me krta to kya krta…me presaan tha mujse meri muhabbat door ja rhi thi ab uski na koi call aati thi na koi sms …vo kmjor ho gaai thi sirf meri khatir vo ik achi ldki thi chup chap sb galiya sunti rahi or ro rhi thi..mujse vo aasu dekhe na gay or mene jiya se ldai kr li…me 3
din kise se nhi bolo or rat ko vo sb gali ki recording sunta to aasu a jate…kher jyada nhi ghusna chata vrna muje itne aasu aaynge puri nhi kr paoga story…..mene us din se kasam kha li thi ki layba ko vo ijjat vapas jror dunga chahe kuch bhi krna pade …me sbki njro me ye sabit krne lga ki me apne layba se door hu magar me layba itna pyar krta tha ki pucho mt blki ab or jyada bdh chuka tha….me or vo chupke chupke kbhi kbhi bat krte thy….dosto me aaj bta du ki me vha se apni pdhai chod kr a gya kyoki ab me dusre mission pr tha …mera mission tha layba ko uski ijjat vapas dena kyoki mere karan vo tut gai thi usne itni gali sayd spne me bhi na suni ho vo srminda ho gai thi roji or jiya ke samne….dosto yha se kahani ka rukh badal rha he dheyan se pdhna ik dm such he…..me apni pdhai chod kr ghar a gya or muje pta chal gya tha ki roji mujme lupt hona chati he me smj gya tha ki...

roji mujse pyar chati he bs mere ik isare ki jrorat thi mene roji ko puri trah apni or k
r liya tha vo ab mere bager nhi rah skti thi sayd uske spne bhi mujse sjne lge thy me use becheen kr apne ghar saharpur vapas a gya …..may 2013 ka mahina tha or layba delhi ik relationship me gai hui thi vha se vo hmare ghar (saharnPur) aai ,,hm log ghumne gay vha pr hmne khub maze kiye vo hans rahi thi magar me uske aasu nhi bhula tha vo mere sath khuss rahti thi….lekin kuch din baad layba ka bhai aaya or use aligurh le gya apne ghar….june 2013 me roji a gai aqib ke ghar aqib ne dusre tarike se roji ko purpose kr diya or roji fit yani aqib ki ho gai aqib janta tha ki roji mna nhi kregi or esa hi huwa…..roji ne is riste ka name 2 dil ik jaan rkha….roji to kafi teej nikli jese vo mere intejar me thi…….roji ik alag trah ki girl thi vo hr vkt mast rahti thi use kise se koi mtlab nhi tha …..ise trah meri kahani chalti rahi roji to janti thi ki me pahle layba se pyar krta tha lekin layba ye nhi janti thi ki me use uski ijjat vaps dene ke liye kis nadan ko dao p
r lga betha…..muje aaj bhi layba se utna hi pyar tha jisna ki pahle …meri kahni ise trah chalti rahi me roji se phone pr bat krta tha or layba se bhi magar layba mujse jyada khuss nhi ho pati thi me uska dil nhi jeet pata tha kyoki baat kete krte pichli bate yad a jati thi use bhi or muje bhi…dono sath sms krti thi mer pass layba apne ghar se or roji apne ghar se …ik bar ki bat btao me train me tha ghar ja rha tha layba se or roji se sms pr bat kr rha tha…fir achanak dono ka ik sath sms aaya layba ka sms tha ki ab sms nhi krenge me namaj pdhne ja rhi hu roji ka sms tha me namaj pdhne ja rhi hu namaj ke baad krungi sms or baat mene dono ko ik reply diya thek he….time gujarta gya or me roji me badalta gya yha tk ki layba ke samne bhi muje roji apne order pr chalati thi me chalta tha kya krta mjbor tha mission lmba tha bus me me layba ke pass bethna chata tha magar roji ne apne pass bithaya..me dupaatta layba ke jism se utar kr bhaga tb roji ne muj pr apna hq j
taya..magar vo nadan roji itna nhi smj pa rhi thi ki mene hr vkt layba ko manga he or kise ko nhi….ab layba ke ghar wale uski sadi krna chate thy layba ne muje btaya or kha tum muje bhool jao magar me kese bhulta khuda ka krisma ye huwa ki jaha layba ka rista ho rha tha vha se vo toot gya ….ab layba mujse ik hi bat kahti he ki muje bhul jao meri sadi kr rhe he mere ghar wale meri mrji nhi he…girl isara hi kr skti he krna to sb hme hi pdta he ….magar me kya krta mera 4 year(saal) ka course tha or abhi me second year(saal) me tha…roji aaj bhi mujse baat krti thi magar muje usme interest nhi tha ….me ab meerut pdhta hu vha pr meri nani rahti he….layba ghumne ke liye meerut aai nani ke yha or me meerut city me rahta tha or me vha usse mila muje lg rha tha mera pyar abhi jinda he mene layba ko apna mission aaj tk nhi btaya or jb me usse mila to uski njro me mera pyar jinda tha use mera intejar tha…me jb usse milne gya vo to 15 october 2014 thi usne apna hath me
re hatho me de diya or mene usko ring pahnai or dubara se usko apna liya or dil me rkha ki mission finish ho chuka tha…mera mission tha layba ko jiya ke samne sr uncha krke khada hone ka hq dena kyoki roji wali bat ko lekar layba aaj tk jiya ka samna na kr pai thi or srminda thi us bat ko lekar….me bahut khus tha mene layba ko kafi jangha ghumaya or mission off krne ka program bna liya lekin layba ko ab bhi nhi btaya tha ki me esa kr rha hu ….magar layba jb mili mujse to vo bhi kah rhi thi ki jiya ka ghamamd todna he muje aqib chahe me kuch bhi karu magar vo nadan layba kha janti thi ki jiya ka ghamand to mene tod diya roji ko apna bna kr sabit kr diya ki dekh aaj roji kiski bahen he or kis ki gf he…ab layba jiya ke samne sr utha ke jee skti he magar abhi layba ko mene mission btaya nhi….ab mene jiya ko wrong sms bhej kr presaan krna suru kr diya or jiya ke dil me peda krne lga ki roji meri ho gai mr. jiya jb me hd se jyada gujar gya or jiya roji ko mujse a
lag kr ne me nakamyab ho gai to jiya ne apne hone wale husband ko sb kuch bta diya A to Z …..muje is bat ka gm nhi huwa ki mere bhai ko mere or layba ke bare me sb pta lg gya kyoki me ab sahi raste pr tha pdhai achi chal rhi thi layba ne kasam di thi agar tum fail ho gay to mera mara huwa moh dekhoge us din se me pdhai pr dheyaan rkhta tha….ab jb roji ko jiya mujse alag kr na pai to mere bhai ka sahara le kr yani jiya ne apne husband se kah kr roji ko mujse bat krne ke liye roka or yha tk ki jiya ne roji se kha ki agar roji tu meri bahen hogi to aaj se aqib se baat nhi kregi…..roji 2 din ruki uske baad mere pass phone aaya ki me ab tumse baat nhi nhi krungi muje is is trah kasam di gai he or bahen ka wasta diya gya he ,me ab kise se baat nhi krta tha muje intejar tha ki layba se kis trah bat kru kyoki me usse mil kr apne mission ke bare me sb bta dena chata tha ……17 n0vember 2014 ko mere nana ji expire huy yha pr meri puri family or roji ki family or layba ki fa
mily mojood thi…..me roji se nhi bola na uski taraf ko dekhaa …..mene layba ko bulaya vo aai magar mere pass koi boys bethe thy vo vapas chali gai……sb apne apne ghar chale gay …..18 november 3 bj kr 15 mint pr roji ki call aai or kahne lgi ki itna to me nana ji ke expire hone pr bhi nhi roi jitna ghar aa ke tumhe yaad krke roi me kitni bdnaseeb thi tumhe salam bhi na kr pai tumhe dekhne ki himmat na hui or mene tumhe apne pass bulana chaha lekin bula bhi na pai kafi time bat hui or kahne lgi ki jiya ko mt btana mene tumse baat ki he muje tumhari bahut yaad a rahi thi…….dosto mera kahni likhne ka mqsad ye nhi ki me kise ko bdnaam krna chata hu ya kise ko pana chata hu,mera mqsad he ki such ko such tk pahucha du or jhut ko jhut tk pahucha du…….me aaj kuch baya to nahi kr skta kyoki is story likhne ke baad muje pta he ki na to roji meri hogi or na hi layba…..dosto such to ye he ki aaj me bhi roji se bahut jyada pyar krne lga hu or layba ko bhula nhi pa rha
hu or ye bat bhi such he ki aaj layba se jyada muje roji pyar krti he ……me us nadan roji ka dil kese tod du kyoki me apna mission layba ko btaoga to vo jiya ko btaygi or jiya ko pta lgega to vo roji se puchegi ki roji tu aqib ki 2 saal se gf he ….jb roji ko puri kahani ka pta lgega to vo nadan apne aap ko jinda maar degi..dosto mera mksad to layba ko pana he magar me esi janga khada hu jis mnjil ke 2 raste he….dosto aaj muje tumhari jrorat he muje vo rasta btao jo kise ko nuqsaan na pahuchay……mera sirf itna hi kahna he ki roji muje layba se jyada pyar krti he or me layba ko bhula nhi pata…..dosto or roji ,layba.jiya ,muje maaf krna agar mene kuch galat likha ho …..khuda hafiz…

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