Pyar Hai Ya Saza


hi my self Dharmendra,i am b.e final year student.
yaha m apse apni love story share krna chahta hu,plz aap log ese poori padhe aur last m mere kuchh que. h jinka ans cmnt m de,plz help me.
Jindagi m har kisi ko kisi na kisi se pyar hota h,m bhi yahi sochta rhta tha ki koi to hoga jisse mujhe pyar hoga aur hoga to kb milega,b.e 3rd year tak koi esa mila hi nahi ki jise dekhkr esa lage ki sari jindagi iske liye jiyu,mtlb kisi k liye kuchh esa feel hi ni hua.

me 6th sem tak hostal m rhta tha,uske bad 7th sem m room lekr rhne lga.
mere landlorn ki ek ldki thi jiska name shona(badla hau naam) tha.
wo m.tech final year m thi aur private engg. clg m asset.profesor thi,mtlb ki wo mujhse age m 2year badi thi.

waha 1st month normal rha,phir mene usse fb pr req.bheji usne mujhe add krliya.
3-4din bad mene fb pr ek pic upload ki to uska cmnt aya waha cmnt m hmari thodi si fight si hogyi, phir hm mess m bat krne lge,dhree2 ham fb pe daily chat krne lge.
mujhe esse bat krna bahut achha lgta tha,meri to habit si ban isse bat krne ki m atract hone laga es pr.
hame bat krte 1month hogya tha phir achank uske mess ane band hogye, 3din hogye usse bat kiye huye me to paresan rhne lga ki kya bat ho gyi wo rply q ni krrhi mere mess ka.
phir m wo room chhodkr kahi aur rhne lga.
phir next din uska fb pe mess aaya usne btaya ki uska net pack end hogya tha isliye wo mess ni kr pa rhi thi.
phir mene use apna no.diya aur hmari moba.m chat aur call krne lge.jb meri usse 4din tak bat ni huyi thi tb mujhe ehsas hua ki m usse love krne laga hu.
kuchh din k bad mene ese prapose kiya isne mere love u ans ni diya aur ye me tumse age m badi hu aur 1year m meri shadi bi hone wali h.
pr mujhe viswas tha ki wo ek din mere praposal ka ans jarure degi.

pr us din se hmari bate aur jyada hone lgi shayad ye mujhe poori tarah se janna chahti thi, pr uske liye mera pyar badhta hi jarha tha.

phir hmne milne ka plan bnaya hm ghumne gye city se 30km door ek acha place h, waha ham 4log gye ek mera frd aur ek uski frd.waha hmne ek doosre ko phli bar itne kareeb se dekha.
bate ki ye shayad mujhe smjhne ayi thi ki dharmendra hm frd hi rhe,if hm relation m ate h to bad m bht prob.hogi,pr me to usse itna pyar krne lga ki mujhe kuchh bi smjh m ni ata tha.

mujhe uska smile krna,uski sararten,uski pyari si aankhe aur uske nature se pyar hogya tha.
mujhe viswas tha ki wo jarure ha bolegi aur esa hi hua.
waha pr jb hum ek rock pr baithkr bate krrhe the aur phir wapas jane lge to usks leg slip hau aur wo girne hi wali thi to mene uska hath pakd ke use support diya.
ye 1st time tha jb mene uska hath pakda aur hmari nazre mil gyi, aur khte h ki pyar hone k liye ek pal hi kafi hota h shayad wo pal aa gya tha meri life m, aur usne kuchh der bad mere love u ka rply diya love u 2 dharmendra.
phir waha se hum ek hi bike m bathkr aaye raste m ek dhabe m lunch kiya.

phir hum ek doosre se bht bate krne lge m daily eske yaha jata aur ese dekha krta tha aur cell m bat krta tha.
hmara pyar dino din badhta jarha tha,ham dono ab ek doosre ko jaan kehkr bulane lge.
sach kahu dosto jb wo mujhe jaan kehti thi to dil ko bada sukoon milta tha,m bhagwan ka sukriya kiya krta tha ki koi aaj mujhe itna pyar krta h.
m hmesha apni jaan ko khush rkhna chahta tha.

phir hmne maihar(matarani ka mandir) jane ka plan bnaya hum 5log waha gye iski wish thi ki me waha pora tym uske sath rahu,uska hath thama rhu, hmne waha ki sari stair hath pkdkr chadi,
bht pyar arha tha hame ek doosre pr hmne phli bar 14hour ka time ek doosre k sath bitaye ye din meri jindagi ka sbse achha din tha jb m apni jaan k kareeb tha aur wo mere sath thi,hmne waha mannat ka dhaga sath2 bhandha aur ek doosre ki khushi k liye prayer ki.
aaj bi yad h mujhe wo date jb hamne itna sara tym continue sath m rhe 13/10/2012(satday)
wo train m sath m bathna,wo mere kande m uska sir rkhna mujhe aaj bi yad h.
isne mujhe ek short name diya dev .

usne meri kuchh buri habit jese ki rajshree,cigrate etc.ko apni kasam dekr chhudwa diya,mujhe bi inhe chhodna pada.
usne to mujhe kafi change krdiya, wo bi mujhe bht pyar krne lgi,ham dono ki pic apne lapy m rkhti aur jb bi mun hota dekh leti.
kehte h ki pyar ek esi feeling h ki hamara sara din gujar jata h usse yad krke.
wo clg m teacher thi to busy rhti thi phir bi ek lecture lene k bad mujhe call krti ki khana khaya ki nhi,padhai kiya ye sb puchhti thi.
wo hmesha mujhe study krne ko khti aur m bi bht study krta tha qki mera dream h i.e.s bnne ka.

m navratri m poore 9days ka fast rhta hu meri jaan ne mera pora khayal rhka mujhe tym2 pr fruits,joos etc ko bolti rhti thi,mujhe usne itna pyar diya ki mujhe thodi si bi problem ni huyi ki mere fast chal rhe h,poore k poore 9day badi asani se beet gye.
wo mujhe itna pyar krne lagi ki kbi2 to mujhe dar lgne lgta ki agar ye meri life se chali jayegi to mera kya hoga,m to iske bina reh bi ni pata tha.

ye tha wo pyar jo usne mujhe diya phir ek din ki bat h uske bhaiya aaye the to hamari bat ni ho pati thi aur us tym uske clg ki bi chhuti chal rhi thi to uska jana bi ni ho pata tha kahi,to hmne 3din tak bat ni ki pr m usse bht miss krta tha.usne bi mujhe bht miss kiya un dino m apko uska ek mess dikhta hu jo usne mijhe tab bheja jb hmari bat ni hoparhi thi….

Gn sd jaan..
miss u..ache se padhna tme pr sojana..
dreams me muje hi dekhna k. /> love u jaan..

pata nhi uske bhaiya k aane se kya hogya aur jb uske bhaiya chale gye tab uska call aya aur wo khne lgi dharmendra m tumse door hona chahti hu,mene bht socha me tum pe bht atract hu,aur tumse continue bat krti rhti hu, to bad m tumhe&mujhe bht prob.hogi ,usne kaha hmari shadi hona bht muskil h bht prob. h so hme door ho jana chahiye qki.
tum age m chhote ho,aur mere ghar walo n mere liye ldka pasand krliya h,ab m unhe mana bi ni kr skti.
ye sunkar to meri saanse di tham gyi esa lga ki meri sari khushi ek pal m mujhse juda hogyi ho.

mene kaha mujhe 1year dedo aur tum shadi mat kro m 1year m degree cmpt krke kuchh bankr hi wapas aunga aur tumse shadi krunga…to pta h usne kya kaha…
tumhe time chahiye aur mere paas time ni h,m gharwalo ko 1year tak ni rok skti ki meri shadi mat kro,so finally hame apna relation break krdena chahiye..
ye sb bate hmne last tym milkr ki wo date aaj bi mujhe yaad h jb mene apni jaan ko last tym jeebhar k dekha tha 10-11-2012.
us din mujhe pata tha ki aaj m apni jaan ko last tym dekh rha hu,jb usse dekh rha tha to man krta tha ki iske samne bathe2 sari jindagi gujar jaye.
jb wo milkr ja rhi thi to esa lag rha tha jese ki mere dil ke 2tukde se ho gye ho aur ek tukda doosre tukde se door jarha h,mere to ankhon m aasu se aane lge pr mene usse wada bi kiya tha ki m uski life se rote2 ni haste2 jaunga,
mujhe aaj bi yad h uski wo dress jb wo mujhe last tym mili thi wo black jeans aur ek lining(check) wala top pehnkr aayi thi.
mera breakup mere exame ke 2din pehle hua na to mera study m man lgta aur na hi kuchh achha lgta,wo hamesha kehti ki dev tum college m top krna,pr smjh m ni aarha tha me kese top karu me to padh hi ni parha tha,yaha tak ki jb me exame hall me exame derha tha tb bhi iska chehra meri ankhon ke samne rhta,phir bi mene jese bhi krkr padhai ki dimak m ye na rhe to ears m hadphon lgakr study ki aur es tarah exame diye.
aur sach batau jb 3feb.ko jb b.e 7th sem ka result aya,aur mujhe abi tak beleave ni horha ki mene college me top krliya h,us din ek taraf to khusi huyi pr doosri taraf es baat ka dukh bhi tha ki agar aaj wo meri jindagi m hoti aur me jb usse ye batata to wo kitna khush hoti.

aaj hame alag huye kareeb 2month ho gye h, hamesha sochta rhta hu ki akhir mujhse kya galiti hogyi ki wo aaj mujhse door q jana chahti h me kese use apne dil se nikalu wo to mujhe har pal yad rhti h.
jb m 2nd tym maihar gya to mujhe bht dukh hua m waha rota rha,ek din wo tha jb m uske sath yaha aya tha to wo din meri life ka sbse achha din tha,aur ek din ye h jb ussi jagah m me yaha aleka aya hu aur usse yaad krte2 meri ankho m aashu aa rhe h,waha pr mujhe itna dukh hua ki mere seene m 3bar dard utha tha.
pr krbi kya skta hu mene usse promise bi to kiya h ki m usse kbi call ya mess ni krunga aaj hmare pas ek doosre ka no.to h pr aaj door jane ki wajah se bat ni krte.
jb bi mere cell m mess ata h to mera dil ek bar jarure khta h ki shayad ye meri jaan ka mess hoga.
m to usse door hua ki mere pyar ne phli bar kuchh manga h wese usne to meri jaan hi maang li.

jaan agar kbi ye story tum tak pahuch jaye aur tum ese padho to plz jaan mene jo tumhe last tym gusse m jo kuchh bi kaha uske liye m sry.bolta hu,tumne to mujhe meri chhoti2 galatiyo ko hmesha maaf kiya h.
mene tumhe bht kuchh kaha gusse m pr m majboor tha yar waha tum mujhe galat lgi isliye gussa aaya.aakhir m insaan hu galatiya insaano se hi hoti h.

uski to shayad shadi bi fix hogyi h aur wo to shayad mujhe bhool bi gyi hogi,pr m usse aaj bi utna hi pyar krta hu,m use ni bhool paya,
mere bht se frds n smjhhya ki bhool ja pr me bholu bi to kese, kya bhool jau wo phli mulakat,wo pyar ki bate,wo uska hath pkdna bht muskil h.
meri jb usse last tym call m bat huyi thi to usne bi mujhe kaha mujhe bhool jao dev..tab mene kaha..
m tumhe hmesha pyar krta rhunga
,pr lgta h meri kismat m tumhe khokr hi pyar krna likha h.
jindagi m sbse jyada taklif tb hoti h jb koi aapko bht sara pyar dekr aapse door chala jata h,phir ham hmesha ussi pyar ko yad krte rhte h.
kisi ne sach hi kaha h mohhobat m kuch bi baki nahi rhta sirf yaad aur yaad hi baki reh jati h.

mere man m bht se que.h plz aap log ans dijiyega…..
usne mujhe q itna pyar deker apni judai dedi jisse m hamesha tadpta rhta.
m kiski bat manu ek taraf mera dil khta h ki wo galat ni pr doosri taraf mera dimak khta h ki usne mere sath galat kiya,aakhir m kiski bat manu.

kya life m kbi ham ek doosre ke samne aayenge,mtlb jindagi k kisi mod m takrayenge.
jis tarah usse door hokr m tadapta rhta hu,mujhe uske jane ka dukh hua kya kbi wo bi mujhe yad krti hogi,usse bi dukh hua hoga mere door jane ka.

kya pyar sirf apni barabri ki age ki girl se krna chahiye,badi age m pyar krna gunah h kya.
kya kbi ye love story us tak es site k jariye pahuchh payegi.

aaj bi m usse utna hi pyar krta hu
uske liye meri feelings aaj bi wesi hi h,agar dunia m sachha pyar h to kya meri feeling kbi us tak pahuchengi aur usse apni galati ka ehsaas hoga.

mujhe in que.k ans aaj tak ni mile mene to inke ans. time pr chhod diye h sochta hu time aane pr mujhe khud wa khud in que k ans mil jayenge,phir bi aap log plz in que k ans dijiye,qki m manta hu ek pyar krne wala hi doosre ki feelings ko smjh skta h aur ans bi sachhe dil se deta h.

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28 Responses

  1. Shreeshti

    Love har kisi ko thodi mil hi jata h etc norml

  2. jyoti jangra

    I undrsnd ur feeling bt shyd jo hme chde kr chle jate h une hmri feelings ki kdr ni hti. H wo soachre h unse dur rhkr hm khush rhege pur jo chdkr chla jata h wo to jee leta h pur jo rhe jata h wo roj roj mar mar kr jeeta h … Pur. Hm kiski ke sath jabrdsti ni kr skte h esly apne apne apko smjana pdhta h life me age bdna pdhta h yhi life ka rule h shyd tmra or uska sath itna he likha tha kismat me ..

  3. jyoti jangra

    I undrsnd ur feeling bt shyd jo hme chde kr chle jate h une hmri feelings ki kdr ni hti. H wo soachre h unse dur rhkr hm khush rhege pur jo chdkr chla jata h wo to jee leta h pur jo rhe jata h wo roj roj mar mar kr jeeta h … Pur. Hm kiski ke sath jabrdsti ni kr skte h esly apne apne apko smjana pdhta h life me age bdna pdhta h yhi life ka rule h shyd tmra or uska sath itna he likha tha kismat me …. B hpy

  4. jyoti jangra

    I undrsnd ur feeling bt shyd jo hme chde kr chle jate h une hmri feelings ki kdr ni hti. H wo soachre h unse dur rhkr hm khush rhege pur jo chdkr chla jata h wo to jee leta h pur jo rhe jata h wo roj roj mar mar kr jeeta h … Pur. Hm kiski ke sath jabrdsti ni kr skte h esly apne apne apko smjana pdhta h life me age bdna pdhta h yhi life ka rule h shyd tmra or uska sath itna he likha tha kismat me …. B happpy move in ur life

  5. pratik

    sry me tumhe kya sujav du……
    Love me tujse buri halat meri he…
    Tum 2 monts ki bat kar rahe ho mene to apni jan se break up hua 1.30 sal ho gaya phir bhi aj use itna hi love karta hu….

  6. jatinder kumar

    Jatinder Said To Dharminder:-
    Yaar Abh TO Kisi bhi cheez mein Dil Hi Nahi Lagta Kya Karu, Kal us ki shadi hai OR Mein Us ko Dekh Bhi Nahi Sakta Na Wo Ek Bar Mujh Se Mile Pata Nahi Yaar Us Ke Baad Mera kya Hoga Na Mer Payuga Na Je Payuga Bus Yaar Mein Or Kuch Nahi Likh sakta Kyu ki Abh to bus Us Ko Bhulane hai or Usk koi bhi bat nahi Kar sakta ok buy sahyad is Ki baad Mere Aap se Koi Baat na Ho Jatindervikas@yahoo.Co.in My Id Ok Bhai Mein Kuch Dino Ke Liye Bahar Ja Raha Hu Shayad Wapis aana Bahout Muskil Hai Ok Again Buy I Love.

  7. Dharmendra

    jitender bro..m only itna hi kahunga ki aap ya me ab chahkr bi kuchh ni kr skte shayad yahi kismat ka likha hua h.
    dost agar apne pyar kiya h to dard bi jarure milta h usse door jane ka.
    m smjhta hu ki tumpr kya beet rhi hogi yar har pal yad aati hogi,pr hum chahkr bi kismat k likhe ko ni badal skte na,mene to bht koshish ki kismat ko badalne ki pr nakam rha.ek bat yad rkho jo kuchh bi hota h wo achhe k liye hota h.hame aaj bhale hi es dukh ka gam h pr dekhna ek din esi judai k karan aur apne hardwork se itna bada bnna tb hame pta chelega ki hmare pyar ne hame kitna bada bna diya.
    dost ek bat mano tum aur me unhe paa to ni sake pr socho ham unhe q ni paa sake qui aaj ham settle ni h,hum job na hone k karan koi kadam nhi utha paye, to apne pyar ko to ni paa sake pr usse jarure achieve krlo jiske karan pyar ko ni paa sake mtlb life m ab hardwork kro aur succes ho yar…

  8. jatinder kumar

    Jatinder Says To Dharmender:-
    Mujhe To Aap ki Kahani Mujh mere payar Jaise Lagi Hai kyu Ki jise mein bhi payar karta hu wo bhi mere say 3saal bhari thi or realy 28/02-2013 ko uski ssadi hai Aur Mein Bhi kuch Nahi Kar Sakta Kyu Ki Mera Bhi Civil Engg. ke paper Diye huye Hai Aur Result Ane Ke Baad TO mujhe Bhi Saal chye tha aur 28 Feb Ko uski sadhi hai aur mein kuch nahi kar saka samaj Me Nahi Aa Raha Kya Karu Dil to uski Jhalak Pane Ko Bhi Taras Raha Hai Per Majburi Hai Us Se Milne ki Aur Kya Baat Karu Us se Kyu Ki Na wo kuch Kar Sakti Na Mein Kuch Darminder Mein TO bus Ander Say Tute Chuka hu Kyu ki ek Taraf Dono Ke Maa Baap Hai Aur Ek Taraf Isque hai Friend agar Aap Ko samaj Aye To Aap Jarur Batana per Koi Fiyeda nahi Jub Tek Ye msg read karo ge jub tek uske shadi ho jaye gi. is leye bus intzar hi hai uska uske intzar mein I Love You Jaan This is not a Story This is real life story for me . kisi ne isque kiya wo hi samaje ga nahi to lover story

  9. Dharmendra

    pr kya kru aaj m usse door hokr bi utna hi pyar krrha hu jitna phle.
    pr itna mujhe malum hogya h ki ab future m
    kisi bi tarah ki pro. ko face krne m mujhe pareshani ni hogi qki me aaj bi pyar se door hone ka dard seh rha hu,es dard k samne to baki dard bht chhote h.

  10. Simran

    Bro.apne sche dil se use chaha.or mujhe pora vishvash hai ki kisi na kisi mor pe vo apko jror milegi.or us din use apko samne dekh kr glti ka ehsas hoga.becs same stry is mine.bt mujhe cheat ldke ne kiya.bt i undrstnd ur feelings bro.

  11. sagar chandra

    mere dost pyar es dunia me sv karte h pr sv ko pyar nhi milta.aur rahi bt sahi aur galti ki sara glti us time ka h jo es trah ka disson lene pr majbr kr deta..mere dost es dard me v jo maj h wo pyar pane me kaha h ye v ek pyar ka part h.so enjoye..

  12. Shubham

    Hats off to you… bro….aap ne apne pyar ke liye bahut kuch kiya hai and hum sab kewal god se pray kar sakte hai k vo apko mil jaye..

  13. sapna

    Bro….apko apni life me self depnd hojana chaye….ho sakta hai ki wo apki kismat me ho to….syad wo v apka wait kar rahi ho…or av wo jav apko mile to aap unko duniya ki nazro se churakar lejana…bcoz sacha pyr har kisi ke naseb me nsi hotan one thng….jis date par apne baat na karne ka decision liya tha…ussi date ko humne v apne pyr se baat na karne ka decision liya tha but hum uss par amal nai kar paye….

  14. reet angel

    kehte hai na k pyar ki koi umar nahi hoti to usme choti ya badi age ka to sawal hi nai ata .. Agr apko pta hai k wo apse bht pyr krti thi to wo aaj b apko jrur yaad krti hogi …. Or kehte hai duniya bht choti hai wo zindgi me kisi na kisi mod pe apse jrur milegi…. Agr aap pyar krte hai to unki yaadon ko lekar apni zindgi me aage bdhiye lekin unki yaadon ko apne upar havi mat hone dijiye k apki zindgi hi badal jaye unki un achi bato ko yaad kriye jo wo kehti thi bs ………….

    • Dharmendra

      thanks,finally i’m decided ki ab me uski achhi yado ko lekr apni life jiunga aur hardwork krke apna dream jo uska bi tha usse achieve krunga.

  15. sneha

    mere pas enke ans hai.
    Love krna nai chaye , love is such feelng jo khudi hojati hai like air pta bhi nai chalta like magic n ye ek slw poisn hai eslye avoid love.

    Agr uski qsmat m ye msg padhna hua to may be wo padh le ya uske koi or frnd ye padh ln bt jb bhi wo ye padhegaaj bi m usse utna hi pi usko na bhat bhat rona aega may be wo yaha reply bhi
    kui na kre.
    Nd ha wo may be prtnd krti hogi k she 4gtx u bt ap abi bhi uske heart m lockd ho kuki she stills love u. N uski mistake nai hai usne to pehle apko mana kia tha na bt apne usko realize krwaya wo majbur thi jo family jaha wo bachpn se pali hai kya uske against jana koi asan hota hai nai na thn nthng cn last forever..! N wapis agr ap log mil gae thn kamzor pad jaoge eslye mt milna.

    • sneha

      aftr marge usko bhulne k lye apki lyf m ek partnr ati hai as wife ab uske bare m socho kuki ab wo apki lovr hogi use har khush dna wo samajh jo ap us grl ko dna chahte thay . Tb apki lyf khudii dna jo achi hojaegi 🙂

  16. AMAN

    uski yadon ko dheere dheere bhula do bro kiun ke uski yadon ke sahare to ham jindgi gujar nahi sakte meri bhi yahi feleng thi mai ne bhi kisi ki yad me 3 saal tadpa hai abhi bhi uski yad aati hai to ankhnu se aansu khud nikl aate hain

  17. nimanshi sinha

    Kahte hai na ki vaqt baut badi chiz hai bade bade ghav bhar deta hai plz wait for gud tym and try to forget her

  18. mehak

    hmmm bhot dukh hua apki story parh ke par ak baat kahun ap say aj ke zamane ma payar sirf naam ka ha ma apku samjh sakti hun wu majbour the par bewafa nai ap khud ku masrouf rakho bhoul tu nai pao gay par kch dard kam hu jaye ga allah pak apku saber ata kare ameen sumameen

  19. krishna

    bhai tumhari jo condition hai,meri bhi waisi hi hai..bas fark itna tum jawabo ko dhundh rhe ho aur maine apne apne sawal hi bhula diye hai..suna tha dard baatna se kam hota hai,agar jyada lonely feel karo to mujhe contact krna. krishnasinha57@gmail.com

    • Dharmendra

      krishna brother kya kru ye sawal aaj bi mere dilodimak m ghumte rhte h,m aaj bi pareshan rhta hu.
      aaj mene wo karnama krdiya h jo wo hmesha chahti thi ek taraf to khusi h ki mene uski iksha poori krdi college m top krke,phir bi uski yaad ke samne ye khusi phiki lgti h brother.

  20. karan shahwal

    Ap agr bahot pyar krte h or bhagwan ko mante h to mai apke bhagwan se bs yhi magunga ki apka pyar apko mil jye

    • Dharmendra

      pyar to usse aaj door jane ke bad bi utna hi krta hu,mene to usse bhagwan se usse har dua me manga tha,pr mujhe eske badle uski judai mil gyi.
      phir bi pta ni esa q lgta h ki kbi na kbi usse mere pyar ka ehsaas hoga.
      thanks brother tum jarure god se prayer krna mere liye sayad tumhari prayer me mujhse jyada siddat ho.
      thanks again bro..

      • babita

        uske eshas ho jane se ab kya hoga sirf ur dard hi hoga aap dono ko

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