i m anjaan aj main baat karunga us pyar ki jo kabhi mera na ho paya. bt 2014 ki hai main ik ladki se mila dekhke hi aisa lga jaise main ussi ka ho gya. hum dono hi ik dusre se anjaan the. fir kabhi kabhi mrkt me mile ya frnd ki party pe. humne ik dusre se dosti ksrli or jaise jaise baat badti gae maine usko apne dil ki bt btadi. or usne pehle to mna kar diya lekin fir kuch dino bd usne ha keh diya. main bhut khush tha jaise bas mujhe kisi or ki chahat hi na ho. humne ghanto baate karni din kaise nikal jata pta hi nae chalta tha vo bhi mujhse bhut pyar karti thi. main agr thoda sa bhi gussa ho jau to vo sara sara din mnane me lagi rehti thi. dekhte dekhte 4 saal beet gye hum me bhut se ache relation van gye the hum aise rehne lag gye the jaise husband wife ho har cheej me ik duje ko rakhna ghr ki har bt me. fir na jaane usko kya ho gya. ki usko meri baato se prblm hone lag gae. vo ladki jo meri har ik cheej se khush hua karti thi like kya pehnogi kaisa pehnogi sab puchke karti thi or khush hua karti thi achanak ab sab baato me usko prblm hone lag gae. ab vo ye kehne lag gae ki main bachi...

mae hu jo har cheej puch ke ki jaye. mujhe bhi pta ki kya pehnna hai kya nae. mujhe btane ki jrurt nae. main ye soch soch ke dukhi hone lga ki aisa ab kya ho gya. main aj bhi usse bhut pyar karta hu. jo ladki ik pal nae mere bina reh pati thi aj mahino mujhse bt nae karti. or agr main kuch kahu to kehti hai isliye nae karti kyuki tumhe hamesha prblm hoti mujhse. ab usko ye kin samjhaye prblm tujhko nae mujhe hoti ki mujhse bt nae karti. mujhe nae pta usko ab kya prblm hai mujhse ho sakta uski life me ab koi or a gya ho. but mere liye aj bhi wahi hai sab kuch. aj bhi main ussi ka wait karta hu. is kahani ke jariye main ye kehna chahta hu ki dosto agr ap kisi se bhut pyar karte ho to usko is bt ka ehsaas kabhi mt dilana ki ap unke liye kya ho maine ye galti kari or aj pachta rha hu. aj bhi main ussi ki wait akr rha hu or shayed hamesha ussi ki karta rhunga kyuki jo pyar maine usko kiya shayed na kabhi kar paunga or na hoga.

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