Tune Saath Jo Mera Choda


hi friends..i m shrutika.meri prem kahaani thodi ajeeb lagegi aapko. kyunki,meri story kuch hai hi aisi.maine school,collage me kabhi kisi ladke se baat nahi ki.12th me main jis classes pe jaati thi wahi par Prem aaya karta tha..bahut handsome tha aur padhaai me bhi bahut smart..mujhe accha lagta tha wo.par jaise ki maine aap se pehle hi kaha maine usse kabhi baat nahi ki.bus chupke chupke dekha karti thi use.woh bhi mujhe kabhi kabhi dekha karta. par meri kabhi himmat hi nahi ho paayi ki main use kuch kahu.12th khatam hone k baad f.y. me hum usi class me jaate the. Isi beech pata nahi kaise Prem humari hi classes ki ladki Nisha k pyar me pad gaya.Nisha khoobsurat thi aur usi ke cast ki thi.muze jab unke affair k baare me pata chala to thoda boora laga. par fir socha agar main use apne dil ki baat bata bhi deti to itna smart ladka mujhe reject hi kar deta..is liye baad me maine use ignore kar diya. tabhi kuch dino baad woh class band ho gayi.aur humne dusri class join kar li.uske baad prem ka kya hua mujhe pata nahi.fir mujhe uski yaad bhi nahi aayi.Naye classes pe meri 1 ladke se dosti ho gayi aur fir pyaar ho gaya..par 4 saal baad kuch reasons ki wajah se humara breakup ho gaya.fir 2 saal maine 1 job join kar li.tab timepaas k liye maine apna f.b. a/c khol diya. f.b.par main jyaada baithti nahi thi kyunki maine job chodkar apni further studies shuru kar di thi.but failure k kaaran main depression me chali gayi.mujhe padhaai karna accha nahi lagta tha.fir tabhi humne ghar pe internet lagwaya aur main subah shaam f.b. par baithne lagi.taaki meri frustration kam ho jaay.main roz apne friends search karti aur unhe request bhejti.yahi kaam ban gaya tha mera roz ka.tabhi 1 din jise main bhool gayi thi usi Prem ka naam mere man me aaya..fir kya tha maine f.b. par use dhoondha aur request bhi bhej di.Prem ne use accept bhi kar liya.yahi nahi meri friend request dekh kar wo bahut khush bhi tha.uski baato se pata chal raha tha. us din maine expect bhi nahi kiya tha itni baate humne ki.ab Prem CA ban gaya tha ye jaankar bahut khush thi main. baato baato me muze pata chala ki Prem ka Nisha se breakup ho gaya hai.humne 2 din ek dusre se bahut baate ki.din raat main f.b. par usse baat karti thi.woh bhi mujhe miss karne laga. use bhi mujhse baat karne ki bahut iccha hoti thi.mera frustration to maano kahi k kahi chala gaya tha.fir humne apne mobile no.exchange kiye.hum raatbhar phone par lage rehte.tabhi aur 1 baat muze pata chali ki 12th me wo bhi mujhe pasand...

karta tha.fir hona kya tha muze to wo pehle se pasand tha. maine use propose kiya.usne bhi ha keh di.fir 1 din hum mile.poore 8 saal baad hum ek doosre ko dekh rahe the.woh mujhse bahut pyar se baat karta.hum ek dusre se milne ka intejaar karte.maine use apne ateet k baare me sab kuch bata diya.usne bhi apni kuch problems mujhe batayi.wo apni life se bahut sad tha par chehre par aise dikhata nahi tha.mushkil se 2 hi baar mile the hum ki achanak 1 din usne keh diya ki ab wo mere saath relationship me nahi rehna chahta.mere liye ye bahut bada shock tha.jaise taise use manakar hum fir mile.milne par bhi wo kehta raha ki aaj humari last mulakaat hai par mujhe wo majaak laga.milkar aane k baad maine call kiye but usne uthaye nahi.fir khudne hi kiya aur kehne laga ki kyun aap meri zindagi barbaad kar rahe ho.mujhe laga shaayad woh mera ateet jaan ne ki wajah se aisa keh raha hai par usne ye bhi kaha ki use mere past,present ya future se koi lena dena nahi hai.main bahut royi.khana peena chod diya.usne apna f.b.a/c bhi band kar diya.msg se ya gmail se main use batati rahi ki main usse kitna pyar karti hu.jaise taise wo mujhse milne k liye raazi ho gaya.main bahut khush ho gayi.par beech me kuch aise ho gaya wo muze milne bulata par main majboori ki wajah se nahi ja paati.dheere dheere usne phonepar baate band kar di.yaha tak ki mera no.bhi block kar diya.hum msg se baat karte.ab wo mujhe milne k liye nahi bulata.main bulau to ata nahi.kehta hai wo bahut pareshaan hai apni life se.uski priorities kuch aur hai isliye mujhse milna nahi chahta.ab to 3 mahine ho gaye hum mile nahi hai.mere call ya msg ko bhi reply nahi dete.kehte hai main ab aapse pyar nahi karta.mujhe aisa lagta hai ki shayad pareshani ki wajah se wo mujhe ignore kar rahe hai.har baar main unhe samaz leti hu.bahut pyar karti hu na isliye.mera insult bhi kare to main unke peeche peeche chali jati hu.kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki usne mujhe use to nahi kiya…par yeh pagal dil kehta hai ki wo pyar karta hai tujhse. usne mera no.block kiya,mujhse baat karna chod diya,meri care jo thodi bahut karta tha wo bhi chod diya par maine kuch nahi kaha adjust kar liya kyunki main use khona nahi chahti.par wo ab milega bhi nahi to ye baat main adjust nahi kar sakti. 2 mahine pehle kaha usne ki jab pareshani khatam ho jaayegi tab milega mujhse par ab 2 mahine ho gaye hai.roj unki yaado me ye aankhe behti rehti hai..pagal ho chuki hu main.aur ab fir se frustrate bhi ho gayi hu.ab aap hi kuch bataiye…

 

Submitted By:-   Shrutika

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  1. Ayaan

    mere glfrnd ka bhi same haal hai
    wo bhi mujh sy itna hi pyaar krti hai
    But mujhy abhi apny future ki chinta hai kya kru
    .
    usky touch mai rehta hu to padhai ekdm barbaad ho jati hai. kaise samjhau usy

  2. babu

    Kahani bariya hain, par eisi kahani eisi jagah main FIT nahin hain. Yaha to chudai ki hi jagah hain. Haina darling!!!?
    :-P:-P:-P

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