Mai Kya Kru ??


Hi.Me arpita hu.Me B.A. 1st year me study krte hu.Mene bachpan c aapne sath kuch acha hote hue dekha hi nhi hai.
Or mere liye mera bf bhut special tha jise me aapne hr problem or khushi shayre krti thi or wo hamesha mere sath hota tha.

Mere Bf ka nam ashwani hai jo tourism company me kam krta hai.Usse mere mulakat 22nd sep. 2011 ko hue the usse phele mujhe uske msg aate the or kbhe kbhe phn bhi aata tha.Hum dono ek dusre k sath relation me 24 sep. ko aaye mujhe unka baat krne tarika bhut acha lagta tha or unki smile to sabse achi thi. Hamre relation me sab kuch sahi chal rha pta ni achank unhe kya ho gya wo kafe change ho gye. Bs wo kam krna chate the agar unhe phn kro to response kabhe kabhe dete.Pta ni kyumujhe lagne laga tha ki wo kisi or c pyar krte hai . Pr Mene us din unhe aapne jayada dur paya jab me bhut tensionme the or unse baat krna chati thi pr unho ne mera phn ni uthya na mere msg ka koi jabab diya. Pher jab unse agle din baat hue to unho ne mujhe sorry kha pr pta ni wo kafe badal gye the.Ek din unho n ese baat bole jo shayad hi pyar krne wale soche v sake wo chahte the k hum alag ho jaye kyuki wo mujhe jayada khusiya ni de payege.Us din me bhut roi or unhe kha k ek baar milo pher fesla krege or ulta mere ghar me bhi problem chal rhi the kuch samjh ni aa...

rha tha kya ho rha.Pher hum sham ko kisi tarah mile or me unke gale lage kr kafe roi unhone tab v woi baat boli pr bade bole agar tum adujust kr pauge to thk hai pher mene kha aap mere kasam khao mujhe chod k ni jauge unho n kasam v khahi. Pher sab kuch thk chal rha thoda bhut khe sakte hai wo ashwani ni tha jise mene pyar kiya tha jisne mere sath h pal rhe ko kha tha.Bs pher kya unka phn ata to ata ni to ni mude hua to msg ka reply krna ni to ni pta ni kya hua.Mera Bday 31st ko tha mene unhe phele kha tha wo apna kam c chuti lenge or hum us din matha tekne aandpur sahib chelege.Me bhut khus thi k unke sath jauge mene sari tayari kr rkhi.Mere Bday c ek din phele unka phn aya tha ki wo milna chate hai or kuch baat krna chate hai mene kha thk hai jb milna ho bta dena.Or mujhe umid the mujhe sab c phele wo wish krege pr unka phn hi ni aya mera bday p na h wo aye.Me subah c sham tk unka wait kte rhi na phn aya or na hi khud kabhe wapas aye.
Me unhe aaj v bhut pyar krti hu pr kuch samjh ni aa rha kya galti hui mujhe c jo wo etne dur chelege…………………….. Pls mujhe batao me kya kro wo mere liye bhut special kuch samjh ni aa rha hai pls help me me bhut tension me hu kya kru pls help me…..

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13 Responses

  1. Don

    Saxena beta yahi baat tu apni bahan ko jaaker bol. Saalo saxenao filmo me bhi yhi role or original bhi yhi role . Tera number nhi mil rha . Koi Na tera address mil gya h

  2. Don

    Dear usne tujhe dhokha diya h or dhokhe ki sjja moot hooti h. Give me his number . I will see. Or ha kisi ke liye itna bhi pagal mat ho ki apne aap ko or apne maa baap ko bhul jao. Mujhe uska number do koi Na koi reason hoga I will ask n tell u.

  3. Anuj saxena

    Uski maa ki aap mujse kar lo
    bahut maze karege …..
    Bol kya bolti
    uski yaad bhi ni aygi tujko
    jab aap log pyar karte hai toh apko malum ni hota ki iske side effacts hote hai
    ready rahana padta hai
    anyways: 8588973927

  4. sajid

    Hay bhol jao yar osne aapko koch nahi mana to aap kyu ose itna man rahi ho yar dunya aesi hi he jaha achha waha jaaegi dill nahi dekh ti to so pls pls bhol jao or apni jindgi ke maze lo

  5. sarita

    dear…….bhul ja use jo aapko impotns nhi deta to aap kyun uske liye apna kimti time kharab kr rhi ho….i know u love him….bt he dont love u..or yar hum jabrdsti kisi ke apne nhi bn skte…usko aapse kbi pyar tha hi nhi so now u also leave it…and make strong to yourself

  6. srivastava ruchi

    bhul jao use jise tumse pyar nahi jise tumhari parwah nahi or shadi kr lo ek baat yaad rakkho pyar usse karo jisse tumhara dill kare pr shadi hamesha usse kro jo tumse pyaar kare bhul ja jo hua use bhul ja hai kasam tujhe muskura khud ko u na de tu saja un yadon ko tu bhul ja……

  7. Aditi sharma

    bhul jao. Vo kbi b tumhara tha e ni.

  8. Kamal

    Bs ena k keh sakda va k agge ton kisi te yakin na kri nd j o pyr sacha krda va ta jrur vaps auo ga

  9. Ninder Chand

    @Rani Kumari agar woh tumhe sach mai pyar krta to kisi aur ladki ke liye tumhe kabhi nahi chodta. ho sakta hai kal use koi aur ladki mil jaye aur woh use v chod de, itni tension nahi leni chahiye, pehle 1-2 hafte jroor feel hota hai, lekin baad mai apne aap man lagne lag jata hai, dont worry

  10. rani kumari

    mera bf ne muze chhod diya, mai bahut tension hu mai kru, khana to mul se ugla ja raha, maine bahut din se thik se khana nhi khaya h, plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz help me, meri takat, meri himmat sara kho gaya, mera bf ko kisi ne dusre ladki chhin liya tv aisa kiya nhi to wo waisa nhi krta….help me sayad aisa bf milna muskil h, bahut hi achha tha, jiski tarif krte mai thakti nhi thi usi ne muze quit kr diya……….

  11. Amit kumar

    Tujse dosti karne ka hisab na aya,

    Mere kisi bhi sawal ka jawab na aya,

    Hum to jagte rahe tere hi khayalo me,

    Aur tujhe so kar bhi hamara khawab na aya…

  12. Amit kumar

    Aap jhute pyar ki sikar hui ho. Ya fir wah insaan tume chahat ho mager uski bhi koi majburi rhi hopi. Lekin yar wo banda aapko phone tak nahi karta tab to uski koi majburi na hai.
    Jindagi dhukh se bhari hai. Esa aap ko lagta hai kyoki jo khusi ke pal aap ki life me aaye the une aap ne samjha nahi. Jitna khus rh sako utna rho. Or ager pyar sache dil se kiya hoga aapne to ek bar to kismat ki lakir bhi bdaljayegi.

  13. lucky

    yaar arpita insan ki zindagi main log aate jate hai
    kisi k aane se or kisi k jane se apni zindagi ko kharab mat karo. kya pata wo acha nahi hai. tumhari life main use bhi acha aane wala ho. :)sabse pehle khush rehna sikho sab kuch god acha kar dega
    luckybhandari18@yahoo.com

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