Hiii.frns…mera naam ajit h,actually I’m frm nepal..aaj mai mera love story batana jaa rah hu…its my true life story…
Mera bachpan ka pyar sumi(name change)mai use pyr se sumi bolta hu.hum bachpan se hi 1 2sre ko janta tha ek hi school me padhta tha,sumi mujhse 2year choti thi hum bachpan me bahut jhagadte the,khilte the,saath hi school jate the,khana 1hi plate pe khate the,school saath hi jaate the .hum 1 2sre ke ghar pe aate jate the aisa hi chal rah. Continue……….
Baat un dino ki h.jab mai class 10th me or sumi class 9th me padhti thi..hum best frnd toh tha har bate share krte the..pata nhi chala kab mai sumi se pyr krne laga..maine bahut baar kehne ki koshis ki but keh nhi saka tha ki mai sumi se pyr krta hu.1 din Saturday 2per sumi mera ghar aaye..or hum 2no tv dekhne lage,school ka baat,new year school ka program ke bare me baat ki..hansi majak kr rhe the hum 2no..usi time pe maine sumi ko propose kiya”i love u sumi”par sumi hansne lagi or boli majak mat kr hum ache dost h. tum mera bst frnd ho phir maine kaha ki ha hum frnd h but its true i really love u sumi pta nhi.chala mai kab tumko pyar krne laga..phir sumi kch.nhi bol ke chali gae…mejhe pta tha sumi v mujhse kahi na kahi pyr krti h.Sunday sumi mujhe baat hi nhi kr rahi thi bas muskura k chal rahi thi..2din baad sumi ne mujhe 1 chota sa pepper di us me likha tha”i love u 2 a….” mai bahut khus huwa…hum school ka stage program saath2 krte the couple dance..drama..etc.humara pyr badti jaa rah tha..maine 10th v 1st division me paas kiya.or sumi ne v acha sa no.laa ke 9th pass ki..aisa hi 1and1/2 year bit gaya..sumi bhi +12me padh rhi thi..hum kafi ghumne jaate the ek dosre ko haath pakad kr door2 jaate the..sunsansa jagah par baith ke pyr vari baate krte the..mai sumi ki godh pe aapna head rakh ke sota tha….maine kisi reason se 12+krke padhai stop krchuka tha..or maine pardes jane ki liye visa apply kiy tha…sumi ne toh manah kr rhi thi jab mai jane ki baat krta toh roti thi..kehti thi jaldi wapas aaja na mai aapke bina jee nhi sakti hu..1month baad mera visa v agaya flight ke 2 din pehle hum mile 1,2sreko gala laga k bahut roye hum…humara relationship k baare me humara family sab ko pta tha..woh log v khus the..phir mai meri jaanu ko chodke pardes laga….hum hamesa phn par or fb par hamesa baat krte the pyra pyra baat krte the phn par kiss krte the..jb v mai cll krta tha toh sumi ko kiss chaiye na toh naraz hoti thi.is tarh mahinau saal bita jaa rah tha jab sumi ko paisa ki jarurat ho toh main deta tha 2sal bit gaye tha mera pardes me or mera pyar ko 4year 05month ab 3 month banki tha wopas ghar jane ka in 2 salo me kabhi sumi ne mujhse hurt hune baat nhi ki or maine v 050/09/2012 ko maine cll kiya tha sumi ko hum pehleki tarah pyara2 baat kiya or mai v jaldi waps aa rah hu bataya sumi ko.sumi bahut khus hue.kya pata tha mujhe usi raat mera liye aankhri raat or sumi se baat bhi aankhr usi raat sumi ne fb me mgs veja ki uski mbl toot gaya h repair krneko dediya hu hum 2 din tak baat nhi.kr pate aap tens mat liya kro maine kaha ok dear…2 din hogaye but sumi ko cll nhi aa rah tha na toh phn hi lag rah tha uski ghar pe v phn krke pucha woh log ka v pta nhi sumi k bareme kyun ki sumi city me baith k college padh rahi thi…mujhe baut tens ho rah tha phir maine aapna bhabi ka phn kiya bhabi sumi ka college ka pas hi rehti thi toh jaisa hi bhabi ne phn uthaya ki woh bolne lagi ajit tumhari sumi ne saadi ki h vaag ke dosre ladke se…mujhe biswas nhi ho rah tha kaise kr sakti sumi aisa woh to mujhe bahut pyr krti thi..maine bhabi baato par biswas nhi ki or ghar pe bhai ko phn kiya toh bhai ne bhi wohi bola….maine phn ko toda or mai rone laga..room ka sara saman tod diya 1hi pal me aisa laga ki maine saara chij kho diya…mai pure tarf se tut chuka tha maine aapna haath chaku se cut ki…mera dost logne mujhe clinic leki gaya..phir maine baad me faisala ki k mai wapas nhi jaunga mera 4 year 5months ka pyr ko tukrake sumi chali gae ….aaj sumi ko saadi ko 1 year ho chuka mai wapas ghar nhi gaya hu abhi v pardes me hi hu..aaj bhi utna hi yaad aata mujhe sumi ko…woh bite hue pal ko bhula nhi pa rah hu..aaj v mai sab aapna family se door hu…kya kru mujhe samaj me nhi aa rah h dosto..plz batae na aap log…maine suicide krne ki bhi koshis kiya tha lekin aapna family ko yaad krke kr nhi paya…sumi ko bhul jaane ki koshis krta hu ye bhi nhi ho rah h mujse… mai jinda hu lekin dard or jinda las ki tarah kab tak jiu mai.?…na mai jee pa rah hu na toh mar…kya karu mai…??

Submitted By:- Ajit