Hy friends. My name is TARUN SAINI. Main SAHARANPUR se belong karta hu. Maine apne story jada deeply nhi sunauga. Ab se 3 years before jab maine 12th pass ka the or maine free tha or Mujhe friends pe massage karne ka bahut spoke tha. Maine pura din massage me hi uljha rehta tha.Too Ek din mere chacha ji ki ladki jyoti (naam change h) ne bola k Tere massage free h to maine apne frnd se baate kar lu. To maine Apna mobile usse de diya.Phir kuch Dino bad wo mere number par jyoti Samjh kar massage karne lage to maine bhi jyoti ban kar reply kar diya karta tha aasa kafi din tak chalta raha or phir Ek din maine usse massage par hi Sab such bata diya.Too usne bola ki agar mere pass ab kabhi msg kiya too Acha nhi hoga. Or hum Ek ladki ki dhamki sune ke chup kase rahte. Too many 30-40 msg continue send kar diya or last me bola ki dhamki mat dena or ab maine kabhi msg bhi nhi kahuga Kyu ki me nhi chahata ki mere wajhe se Tumhare frndship kharab hoo.They 2 days later Uska msg aaya ki tumne aasa Kyu kiya. Maine bola such too bata diya. Or aase hi baato baato me baat bane gaye…Phir dhire dhire friendship or phir love. .Ek baat or wo other cast ki the.Aase hi hume 4 month ho gaye baate karte karte.Ek din humare bech fight ho gaye or maine usse bhut Galiyan di or phone disconnect kar diya.4 din tak humare bich koi contact nhi hua. Phir maine usse sorry ke Msgs kiye but usne koi reply nhi diya. ..Ek din jab uska B.Com 1st year ka result aaya too uske call aaye ki maine pass ho gaye.Maine usse pucha ki baate karte h ya nhi. Too usne KAHA KABHI KABHI “DOST KI TARHA”. Too maine kaha maine dost ki tarah baat nhi kar sakta. ……….Uske bad usne kabhi call ya msg nhi kiya. “Ap bataya jise ladki ne shaddi tak hi kasame khaye the usse Ek frnd ki tarah maine baate kase kar sakta tha. “Or frnd hum in 10 month maine kabhi nhi mile naa he kabhi photo dekha h.Agar aaj bhi Wo mere samne ho to bhi nhi pehachan sakta.

Submitted By:- Tarun Saini

Hi dosto mera naam diya hai aur mai Nepal se ek jhapa district se hu. haal mai avi foreign country main ek sales assistant ki job kar rahi hu. jis time mai choti tha ush time kuch pata nahi tha aur thoda badi huyi toh pata chala ki maine bahut galat kiya tha. Pata nahi wo kyesa feelings hain jab teenegers mai huwa tha. aaj se 11 years pahele ki baat hain jab mai class 7 mai padthi thi ek ladka tha ush ka naam nabin dekhne mai toh wo yenta handsome nahi tha par wo mera ek dream boy tha jish ko mai hamesa dream karti thi.mere liye kohi hoga toh nabin jyesa hona chahiye yesha soch ta tha.ush time wo school mere liye naya tha aur hum ek hi section mai tha wo ush time hamare class ka monitor tha. ush ka ek adat mere ko bahut achha lagta hain ki wo kisi ko hurt nahi kartey thiye aur kisi se naraz b nahi hotey hain bahut hi frank tha aur study mai hamare class ka topper boys mai tha. hum log sabi ush ko respect karta tha. mai ush k saath yenta baat nahi karti thi kyun ki mai ladke k saath ush time jhayda baat nahi karti thi.ush time mai bahut hi sidhi sadi bole bhali ladki thi aur avi toh mai ush type ki hu hi nahi.mere ko wo bahut hi pasand tha aur pata nahi ush hi year hamare school mai charchaa hone lage ki hum relations mai hain.humare dosto hum log ko tease karna start kiya aur pata nahi ush time mere ko feel hota tha ki wo b mujhse pyaar karta hain. yesha hi din gujhartai gaye aur dil mai ush k liye aur jhayda hi pyaar batda gaya. mai ush ko bahut chahane lagi.
aaj tak ush ka jyesa crazy mai kisi ladke k liye nahi huwa.mai kitna pagal thi ush time ush k liye dil magta tha ush k liye sab kuch kar duu.mai bahut pagalpaan tak guzar rahi thi fir class 8 ko final exam k baad maine ushko purpose kardi aur ushne koi jawab b nahi diya.dil bahut hi ro raha tha ush time ush k liye fir bat mai bola ki we r just friends aur avi padai karna hai ache se toh life mai kuch baan sokoge.hamare bich yesa kuch hoga toh avi nahi baad mai mene b ushka feelings ko samjha aur fir hum dono ka bahut hi ache se friendship ho gaye.class 8 se ush ka section hi change huwa tha fir b break time launch time mai hamara class jab b ata tha aur mere ko bahut khush lagta tha. yesha hi chal raha tha hamare din ush school mai aur mai b padai mai meheneti thi aur wo b.hum log padai ko continuous karte huye aur friendship ko b continuous kar raha tha.sab log ko pata tha hamare bich kuch chal raha hai par saach toh ye tha ush time ki mere dil mai ush k liye kuch tha par ush k dil mai yesa kuch nahi tha.sab dost log mere ko gali diya karte thiye kyun ki mai bahut hi crazy hone lagi thi.fir class 9 mai hamara1 class same hone laga ush ne b optmath liye thiye aur maine b so 1 class same tha and coaching class.fir b mai bahut khush thi.pata nahi kidar kidar se ushka sab baat mere ko pata chalta tha wo b mere liye kuch thoda sa interest dekha ta tha.meri ek bstfren thi aur wo b ushka bst fren tha. mere bstfren ush ko kitna samjhatha tha mere bareme phir b wo ush ko b yehi bolta tha ki hoga toh baad mai.so still we r friends.ush time mere chahat ush k liye aur barta gaya aur fir aya class 10 wo last year hamara school life ka tha.ush time mera bahut sarey ladke log dost bangaye jis k saat mai kabi kabi exzam k time hi baat kiya karta tha.finally hamara group mai ladka ladki saab log ho gaye aur ush time hi hum logo ne bahut hi enjoy kiya tha student life mai.saab log mere ko bolta tha ki nabin b mujhse pyaar karte hain avi wo nahi bolta mere ko kyun ki hum log study kar rahey hai.saach mai dil ne kisi ko gale se laga tha toh wo tha ush time.finally hum log ka student life b finished hogaya and hum log sab edhar udhar ho gaye. nabin apna mama papa k sath ktm chala gaya aur mai ghar mai mama k saat jidhi karne lagi ki mai b ktm mai padai karungi par mera mama nahi mana baat mai ma udhar hi ek college mai admission liya ja ki mera mostly school k friends thiye par college mai school k jyesa majja kabi b nahi kiya. hum log ek anjaan sa hokey rehgaye . ush k baat maine fir nabin ko purpose kiya jis time 12 mai padti thi.ush time tak mere dil mai kohi ladke k liye kuch feelings nahi tha.jab maine ushko purpose kiya still I remember those day maine yesha bola tha phone mai…..
me: oi nabin kyesa ho?
nabin:mai thik hu aur tum ?
me:mai b thik hu
me:bg ho kya?
nabin:kyu kuch kam tha?thoda bg hu
me:aaaa ok than baad mai call karti hu
nabin:bolo na kya baat hai plz
me:ok
feelin nervous……
me:oi still I love u yaar
nabin:I knw
fir ush k baat mai saant hogayi aur wo b fir mai kuch nahi bol paya fir wo bolne laga wo thoda bg hai aur baat mai phone karenge so maine b ok bola ush ko maine kitna baar phone kiya ush ne kabi response nahi kiya fir ush k 4 days after mere school ke friend ne ushse call kiya and asking him why he is abusing me fir ush din mere ko phone kiya aur ush time se maine ush ko kabi b kuch nahi kaha jitna jo b huwa wo mere dil ka andhaar tha.ush time mene paheli baar shraab b piyi li aur dil ka darad finished karne ki bahut hi kosis ki so finally I did it. jish k liye maine 5 saal wait kiya tha baat mai ush ne bola ki wo mere bstfriend ko pasand karta tha bt really I was happy at that time aur fir I told to my bstfren abt it she knows it and she never let me knows abt it because she knows how much I love him .she don’t want to hurt me that’s why she didn’t tell me.i feel so lucky at that time ki I had such a bstfren.and she told me clearly that she never feels anything for him and finally she had boyfriend too.
fir maine decide kiya ki lets move on in life.so finally I had move on now I had boyfriend and he loves me a lot and I do.we are planning to marry soon .I told him everything about my past to him.he understand me cares for me.we are in relationship for almost 5 years .I am happy for him.and with nabin still we are good friends and we will be friends for ever.this is my love story when I was teenege.

Submitted By:- DIYA