Hi frnds
today i want to tell my true love stories ( he will never be mine but i still love him)…
Mera nam aamir hai aur mere age 23 yrs hai mai ap log ko mere true or sad love storie sun na chata hun mere gf ka nam shifa hai maine us jab pehle bar dekha to mai bus dewanna sa ho gya ua k liye aur tabhi muje us se pyr ho gya mai jab kabhi us dekhta rehta to wo mujhe dekh kar muskurate aur chale jate aise he 1sall chala gya aur 1 din maine himat kar k use first time bat karte hi i luv u bol diya aur us n kha k mai kuch din bad batounge toh phir mai ne use apna no de diya aur us k phone k intezar karne laga us ne 1 mehne k bad phone kiya aur yes bola mai to itna kush huwa k maine apne tamam frnds koparty dey aur us k phone k intezar kar ne laga wo muje roz nhi but month me 1 ya 2 bar call karte thi aur kehte thi kus k ghar me bahut tight hai aur us k pass phone bhi nahi tha wo apne mom ya dad k phone se call karte thi aise hi maine us k sath 3 sall se pyar karta rha aur is 3 sall me hum ek bar bhi ek dusre se nhi mile sirf kabhi us k ghar k samne ja kar use dekh kar kush ho
jata tha aur aise he chalta raha aur us ne muj se promise kiya k wo sirf muj se hi pyar karte hai aur muj se hi shadi karege aur muje us par bharosa tha achanak aj us ka phone msg aya k mai use aj k bad call or msg kabhi mat karun aur kabhi us k ghar k samne bhi na aoun maine pucha to kha k wo muj se luv nhi karte aur marrige bhi nahi karege maine us se pucha to us ne bahana bata diya k us k ghar me love marriage k khilf hai maine us se kha k muje kuch waqt do mai hamere luv ko arrange marriage karwounga to us ne mana kardiya…..
Aisr hi 2 mehne khatam ho gaye wo jab bhi muje msg karte yahi bolte wo muj se marry nahi karege mai usr samjta aur wo mana kar dete tabhi maine smoking shuru kardiya ur thode din bad drinks bhi ….magar mai use nhi bhula saka aur ek din jab us ne muje msg kiya to maine us se promise liya aur pucha kya reason hai to us ne kha k wo kise junaid se luv krte hai tab mere ankh se ansu nikal gaye aur duk ne soha sucide karlu aur maine 2 bar try bhi kiya maine us se us k bf ka no manga us ne pehle mana kiya phir bad me de diya maine use call kiya aur pucha kya tum shifa se pyat karye ho to us ne kha yes maine shifa se bhi pucha us ne bhi kaha wo sirf junaid se pyar karte hai aur us se hi shadi karege ye sunte hi mere dil me ek darad sa huwa maine himat kar k kaha k mai dono ko milounga aur dono k shadi karounga dono ne muje thnx kha magar mera dard koi nahi samaj saka mai dono k help aj bhi kar raha hun aur mere dil me us k liye mohabat aj bhi hai maine us se kha tha k mai ap k liye
kuch bhi kar sakta hun to maine kiya maine apne mohabat us k mohabat k liye qurban kardiya agar us k khusi dusre me hai to maine use kha k mai us k bech mai kabhi nhi ounga mai ne apna khushi apna pyar dil me daba diya kabhi bhi us k yad ati hai to mere ankhon me se ansu nikal ate hai mai jab tak zinda rahunga sirf us si pyar karta rahunga ur uski khushi k liye kuch bhi karonga wo muje aj bi msg kartw hi kisi help k liye aur mai apna sara kam chor k us k help karta hun aur karta rahunga bus sirf itne arzoo hai k us k aur us k bf k marriage kara k kahin door chala joun us k yadon se aur kabhi sochta hun k sucide karlun us k bina bhi koi jina hai ….muje kuch samaj nhi araha hai frnds ap log hi bataye mai kya karun …plz muje msg kar k batye mai ab kya karun plz ek dost hi dost ko sahi rasta bata hai…. 8123255230
mdaamir8123@gmail.com
some time i feel im a failure….

Submitted By:- Aamir