mera naam shanavaz h.aaj mai ek faishon designor hu. To ab msi apni story pe aata hu…

Ye story aaj se 8 saal pahle ki h jb hum log class 8th me padhte the.
Uska naam nagma tha,
2007 me mera addmition us school me huwa jaha wo pahle se padhti thi. First day mai school gaya to dekha wo sb ko diction bol rahi thi kyo ki wo class ki monidor thi,
Jaise hi mai class ke door pe gaya to usne pucha k kya h?
Tb humne kaha class 8th yahi h.
Usne kaha ha..
Wo bahot hi zyada khubsurat thi use dekhte hi dekhte hume pyar ho gaya but fir dheere dheere din katte gaye thum log 9th me aa gaye meri kahne ki himmat nahi howi usi class me mera ek dost padhta tha jiska naam tha anuj usne use prapose kiya aur wo maan gayi us din hum bahot sad howe bt maine kisi se kuch nahi kaha.
Dheere dheere hum log k 12th k exam bhi ho gaye. Fir hum sb alag ho gaye.meri aur uski baat hona bhi band ho gayi..
2012 ne alag hone k baad hum log hamare ek teacher ki marriage me mile tb hume pata chala k uska break up ho chuka tha. Fir hum logo ki baat hone ligi ye 2014 k aug ki baat h hum log poori poori raat baat karne lage fir 12 aug ko humne use i love you bol diya fir wo maan gayi.
Humne apne ghsr me bhi baat kar li, aur usne apne ghar me.ab hum log saath me h Inshaallha kuch dino me hum logo ki saadi ho ne wali h.
Dosto aapse request h k hum logo k liye dua karna…..

Submitted By:- Shanavaz khan..

Hi friends mera Naam Jai hai main Nagpur se hun …Main apne adhure pyaar ke baare men aap logon se share karna chahta hun…

Main 1 class se 8 class tak ek hi school men padha fir kisi wajha se mere Papa mujhe us school se nikaal kar dusre school men 9 class men Admission kar wa diye mere naye school ka naam Hussamiyah Boys High school tha us school men sirf Boys hi padhte they Wahan girls bhi padhti thi par une ki school or hamari school alag alag hamari school ek hi Building men thi par unki school ground floor par thi or hamari 1floor par thi hamare school men or unke school men bahut different tha unke school ka naam Hussamiyah Girls High School tha unki padhayee alag hoti thi or hamari alag..

Jab main 1 Time school gaya to main wahan kisi ko bhi nahi janta tha na koi mere paas baith ta tha or nahi koi mera friend ban na chahta tha ..Main hamesh akele hi rahta tha ….Jab hamare school ki Lunch break hoti thi tab main apne school ke ground men chale jata tha wahan sabhi boys cricket khelte they Main wahan baith kar cricket dekhta tha jab hamare school ki lunch break hoti thi tabhi un girls walon ki bhi hoti thi …Unke school men ek ladki thi jis ka naam Saniya thi wo bahut khoob surat thi sabhi ladkiyon men se woh alag dikhti thi woh 9 class men padhti thi usko kabhi apne khoob surti par ghamand nahi tha ….Kai ladko ne use propos bhi kiya par woh ignore kar deti thi..Par mujhe in sab men interest nahi tha Main roz akele ground men baith ta tha…
Ek din saniya ne mujhe dekh kar muskurane lagi aise hi woh roz mujhe dekh kar muskurati thi par main use dekh kar ignore kar deta tha or main apne class men chale jata tha… aise hi kafi din tak chalta raha …
Ek din unke ke school men faction tha or hamare teachers ne unke school ke faction men chalne ko kaha.Saniya khush thi ke hamare wale unke school men aa rahe hai ..personaly mere liye …..Hamare school ke sabhi boys or Teachers gaye par main nahi gaya…..Jab saniya ne dekha ki main wahan nahi aaya to woh bahut Upset huyee….
Dusre din jab main school gaya to woh fir mujhe dekh kar muskurane lagi or kuch kah rahi thi…
Shayed woh ye puch rahi thi ki kal main unke fanction kyun nahi aaya tha….Maine kuch bole bina wahan se chale gaya…. Woh mujhse milna chahti thi shayed mujhse baat karna chahti thi par use aisa koi mauka hi mil pa raha tha ki woh mujhse aa kar mile…Fir usne kai dino baad ek letter ek ladke ko diya mujhe dene ke liye us ladke ne woh letter lakar mujhe diya us men likha tha ki ……..Mera naam Saniya hai mujhe aap se milna hai or zaroori baat karni hai aaj sham ko 6 baje apne school ke pass wale garden men milenge….Maine woh letter padh kar faad diya….. Sham ke 6 baj chuke they Woh Shayad garden men mera wait kar rahi thi… par main milne nahi gaya …..Dusre din woh mujhe mili jab mere school ki chutti huyee tab main apne ghar jaa raha tha tab woh mujhse kahne lagi ke aap milne kyun nahi aaye they main wahan aapka kaafi samaye tak wait kya …..Maine puch ki aap mujhse kyun milna chahti ho main to aapko jaanta bhi nahi….Usne kaha ki ye zaroori nahi ki jab jaan pahchan ho tabhi milna chahiye mujhe aap se zaroori baat karni hai is liye….or agar aaj aap nahi to main aaj ke baad kuch nahi kahungi….. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki woh kis baare men mujhse baat karna chahti thi…..Jab sham ke 6 baje to main wahan garden men gaya…Saniya ne wahan mujhe dekh kar khus ho gayi or kah ne lagi ke ham baith kar baat kar te hai….Ham log ek jagha baithey woh kuch kahna chahti thi par use dar bhi lag raha tha…. Main unse pucha ki kya baat karni thi aap ko…. unhone mujhe apni aankhe band karne ko kaha maine apni aankhe band kar li or woh kahne lage I LOVE YOU ye sun kar main wahan se jaane laga ki unhone mera haath pakad liya or kahne lage ki Main such men aap se bahut pyaar karti hun..Maine aap se pahli nazar men mohabbat kar baithey or main tumhare bina nahi rah sakti..Maine kaha ki Ham yaha padhne aaye hai na ki ye sab karne…
or mujhe in sab men interest nahi hai…..ye kah kar main wahan se chale gaya ..Dusre din jab woh school aayi to chutti men mujhe mili or kah rahi thi ke…Aap mere boy friend nahi ho sakte to Kya Ham friend bhi nahi ho sakte? Only friend please..Maine kaha ham sirf dost hi rahenge maine use friend is liye accept kiya kyunki mera koi friends nahi tha..Fir Ham log dost ho gaye ham saath men school aate the or saath men wapis ghar bhi jaate they jis din ham school ki Holiday rahti thi tab ham log ghoom ne jaya karte they kabhi shopping to kabhi dinner ham din bhar ghooma karte they jab ham log school aate they to lunch break men bhi mila karte they Saniya apni har baat mujhse share karti thi…Or main apni baat unse share karta tha Ek din usne mere family ke baare men puch ki aap ke family men kon kon rahta hai maine apne family ke baare men bataya to woh rone lagi…Maine unse pucha bhi ke aap ro kyun rahi ho woh kah ne lagi ke unke family men koi nahi hai woh apne Nana -Nani ke saath akele hi rahti hai unke mummi papa unke bachpan men hi death ho gayi thi..ye sun kar mujhe bahut afsos hua….Fir ham log apne ghar jaane lage ham hamesh saath men ghar jaya karte they Usne mujhe apna what’s ap number bhi di ham log what’s ap par bhi baate kiya karte they ..Mujhe pata tha ki Saniya mujhse bahut pyaar karti or mujhe bhi usse pyaar ho gaya tha par main majboor tha main yaha padhne aaya tha main or agar main ye sab karta to mujhe mere padhai par bahut fark padta tha mere papa ko mujhe par bahut ummid tha ki main achhe number se paas ho jaooo..Or main apne papa ka dil nahi dukhana chahta tha kyunki main apne papa se bahut pyaar karta hun ..Ek din Saniya ne kaha ki ham ek baar fir usi garden men milna chahti hai main sham ko unse milne gaya woh kahne lage ki kya ab aap mujhe apna banaonge main aaj bhi aap se bahut pyaar karti hun or Hamesh karti rahungi mujhe aap se pahli nazar men hi pyaar ho gaya tha par main aap se kahne se darti thi is liye maine aap ko garden men milne ke liye bulaya tha ki main apne pyaar ka izhar kar saku tab aap ne kaha tha ki mujhe in sab men interest nahi hai main ye sab nahi kar sakta..Us din main bahut royee fir mujhe aap se kisi bhi tarah se friendship karni thi or fir ham friends ho gaye aaj main aap se aakhri baar baat karne aayee thi ke agar aapne mujhe apnaya to main school aaungi nahi to main mar jaungi par main kisi or se pyaar nahi karungi..Ye sab sun kar mujhe bahut gussa aaya or usi gusse men Maine use kah diya main tumse pyaar nahi karta tumhe jo kar na hai woh karo ham sirf dost they or ab ham dost nahi rahe..woh rote rote wahan se chali gayee…Us din…. Raat bhar main soya nahi jab aankh band karu to mujhe bas usi ka hi khayal aa raha tha….
Fir mujhe bahut afsos hua or mujhe apne karni par pachtawa ho raha tha maine soch liya tha kal main use ja kar sorry bol dunga…. or Love Accept kar lunga….Par jab main dusre din school gaya to woh school nahi aayi thi aise hi 2-3 din tak woh school nahi aa rahi thi fir Maine unko call bhi kiya to unka phone switch off aa raha tha maine unke friends se puch to woh kahne lage ki mujhe nahi pata…..Mujhe laga ki unki tabiyat kharab hongi esi liye woh school nahi aa rahe honge mujhe dar is baat ka tha ki saniya ne jo kaha tha kahin woh sach na ho jaaye ..maine dusre din unke ghar gaya to woh wahan nahi they unke ghar men lock laga tha ..Maine unke padosi se pucha to woh kahne lage ki woh log yaha se 4-5 din pahle chale gaye…. Ab mujhe bhi saniya ke bina kuch achha nahi lagta tha main ek dam akela mahsoos karta tha Maine unhe kai baar massage bhi kiya par koi reply nahi aaya….
Shayad woh meri galati thi Jo main unke pyaar ko samajh nahi paya….Main us garden men bhi jaya karta tha jahan ham aakhri baar mile they main pagalon jaise use dhoondhta tha par uska kuch pata nahi chala na hi uska koi phone aata tha or na hi uska koi massage poore 1 saal ho gaye they use wahan se gaye..Mujhe usi din se apne aap se ek nafrat si hone lagi..Maine soch liye tha ki jab tak Saniya nahi mil jaati tab main kisi or se pyaar nahi karoonga.Maine God se pray karta hun ki jahan kahin bhi ho sahi salamat ho..I am Sorry Saniya But I Love You..I Miss You.

Submitted By:- Jai Khan