Mai apni story poori to bayan nahi karsakta par kuch lamhe apne liye or aap logo ke lea share karna chahunga ….
Mera naam SYEDD MOHSINN hai mai LUCKNOW ka rehne wala hu jisse maine mohabbat ki usne mujhe ik aisi raah par chordia jaha se mai age nahi badh paya ajh tak …..
Starting-2006 school
Exon Montessori inter college classs -6
First day admission in school
Pehle din jab mai school gaya tab mujhe apna class nahi pata tha to mujhe floor par ek ladki dikhi jisko dekhte hi meri poori body vibrate hogai n that time i was in love then i asked her were s class 6th she said follow me or mai uske peeche peeche chala gaya or class me jaise hi enter hue to pata chala ki wo bhi usi class me padhti ….. now kuch din istarah beet gai uske peeche ki seet par baithna usse baate karna free time me chor sipahi badshah khelna ?lolz hahaha isi tarah 1 saal beet gaya or school me partition alg hone ki wajh se ladkia or ladke alag padhne lage or use saari cheeze kam hogai to usi tym mere ek se friendship hui uska naaam FARHAN tha kafi din baad pata chala he also love her to mai kuch nahi bolpaya usse… isi tarah 3 saaal beet gai
After 4 years we r in 10th standard
N school ki taraf se ek function hua usme couple ko participate karna tha then mera coupl usko banaya gaya jisse mai pyaar karta tha khair function ke last din maine usko propose kia or usne mana kardia mujhe fir maine gusse me usi wakht apna coupl change karlia or uske sath dance nahi kiya fir function khatam hogaya or mai bohot zada pagal hogaya ye soch ke ki kya kami mujhme .. fir ek din mera ek friend aya wo uska bhi friend tha uska naam TALHA tha maine usse uska numb lia or sry bolne ke lea call kia to usne mujhe maaf kardia par yaar mohabbat thi kaisr bhool jate ek din phir propose kardia or usne mujhse kehdia aajh ke baad kabhi baat na karna fir gusse me maine ek ladki ka proposal accept karlia uska naam MUSKAAN tha par mai use nahi bhool pata tha to maine muskaan ko boldia ki suno mera koi futur nahi tumhare sath please meri help kardo to usne daily usko jealous feel karaya or akhir ek din usne call karke mujhe propose kardia or mai khushi ke pagal sa hogaya fir hum log bohot khush rehne lage isi tarah 2 saal beet gai or laggai nazar kisi ki 31 jan 2013 ko usne ladh ke breakup karlia or kehne lagi mujhe abhse baat nahi karni or call kat dia mujhe 2din tak neend nahi ai or 2feb ko pata chala ki wo kisi or ke sath date par hai to mai usko dhoondne ke lea nikla to dekha mera jigri dost FARHAN uske sath tha movie dekhne gai the wo dekh kr bhaag gaya or mai usko gadi par bitha ke lekar ara tha or mai bohot rora tha or sirf itna poochra tha ki maine aisi kya galti ki jo mujhe ye din dikhaya or maine ek pul par gadi roki or usse kaha mujhe nahi jeena ab or pul se latak gai or usne aisi cheez boli ki mai wapas chadh gaya ye soch kar ki mai is bandi ke lea jaan dera jisko meri mout par dukh bhi naho pata kya bola sunoo
agr tumko koodhna hi hai to mujhe ghr chor do uske baad akr koodo mai kya karta …zindagi barbad hogai meri or ajh bhi usi gham me hu bohot koshish ki move on hone ki par ajh tak hona pai …
thankz to every 1 jo aap lgo ne meri story padhi par ek seekh zaroor dunga dost jitna khaas ho ladki ke masle me uski aukaat jaanni hoto sirf apni gf ka numb dedena or asli dost ki parakh hojai gi…
mujhe to ladki ne bhi dhoka dia or dost ne bhi…
allah na kare kisi ke sath aisa ho..
take care all of you

Submitted By:- Syedd Mohsinn

M a student yet studing in 12th std 🙂 . I dont know my story has a good ending or a bad ending.. i just know ki mai mere bhoot(my love) se bht love karti itna ki mai khud b nai janti….. But now its toO LATE :'(
Me and my love his name is VAIBHAV .. We wer besties from wen i waZ in 6th std and he waz in 9th .. we had spended a grt tym together.. even we play together study toghether . he helps in completing maah projects.. and everytym i jzt want him too be wid me… 🙂 One dy wen he wer helping me in maah project we went on terris d project was to count d street lights of our area. nd we both went up strtd counting it.. we had enjoyd it.. nd as similar we plays hide and seek together. so i supposed to be wid him only. wer he hide thr only i toO wnts to hide 😉 thoes days wer GOLDEN DAYS of my lyf sacchi 😀 One day he texted me during midnight too come in balcony .. mai gai nd usne bola ki kuch bolna hai i said haan bol na.. he suddnly said I LOVE UH i waz shockd .. laddo toh mere maan mai b foot rahe thh but fir b usko bola bd mai batati… 😉 niche gai nd usko LOVE UH TOO txt kiya… thn hw our relation shp started 😀 Hum log ka wo silently milna.. usko dekh k smile krna hours nd houra tak usiko dkhna .. i jzt love that abhi b mekko ye sb krna bht psnd hai 😉 Babu i know maine bht galtiya ki tuzse jhagda ki bin faltu tekko hurt ki .. i apologise.. dil se mai maanfi manti yr .. Humne 2 years baat nai ki .. breakup nai kiya tha baasa aavai maine usse baat krna bandh kr diya tha . wo bht roya bin matlab sorry bola maine ek nai suna uska sb apne maan ka kiya.. aur un do years mai 2 bd b banaye :'( sorry jaan but tb b pata nai Q mekko usko dekh k usiki yaad aati thi.. un do years mai my lyf was changed . fir b wo banda mekko aapnane k liye ready tha.. still maine hurt kiya.. nd nw jab mekko regret feel hua tht maine aisa Q kiya.. nd mekko samaz aagya ki I JUST LOVE HIM .. I LOVE HIM ALOT wo mere se bht door jaa chuka hai. jb samaza nai tha toh wo samzata rha . ab samaz gaya hai toh wo samazta nai hai :'( . But baat krta hai muzse milta b hai but he dont love me .. mai tujhe ye nai bolungi ki tu meri life mai return aaja. i knw mai tere layak nai hu . par fir b babu i love uh nd tere aalwa koi b meri life mai nai ayega.. humesha i ll wait for uh . tere dubai jane k bad b .

So please guySs agr koi apko itna love krta h toh plss uae kbhi hurt mt kijiye. coz aisa love krne wala banda haar kisiko nai milta :'(

#LoVe_Uh_ShOnA :·

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Hello Freinds ,
mujhe story likhna nahi aata . Lekin mene esa suna tha ki jab insan ko bewafai ya pyar me dard milta he to wo apna dard kisi ko describe ni kar pata. Ye story meri khud ki h jo mere sth hua or ye sachi h.
Me shuru se hi boht chup chaap or shant rehne wali insan hu. Jab mera clg me admission hua to boht pareshni hui kunki me boht chup rehti thi jis kaaran Friends ni bn paye mere . Dheere dheere waqt beeta or mera first semester ka result agya jo itna acha ni tha To mene coaching join krli .Coaching me thodi boht girls se meri frdship hui . Ek sham jab me coaching gai to waha meri batch ki girls milkar coaching k sir se kuch baat kr rhi thi. Jab me waha un sab k pas gai to waha sb girls sir se ek ldke ki complaint kr rhi thi . Us ladke k bare me complaint ye thi ki – wo ldka dusri ldkio ko comment pass krta h . Mujhe tab ye sab Baato ka pta ni tha or na hi us ldke k bare me kch pta tha to sir ne mjse b pucha ki kya tm b complaint krne ayi ho to mene tab haa keh dia kunki mujhe lga ki jb sab ladkia bol rhi h to kuch to baat hogi.
Ek din mere bhai ne mjhe meri coaching me drop kia .To us din me coaching k khtm hone k bad bhai ka wait kr rhi thi . Tab mene dekha ki do ldke mere hi batch k boht der se khade h or baate kr rhe h . Jabki meri coaching ki sari girls apne ghr ja chuki thi .And coaching ka shutter bnd krke sir b ghr ja chuke the .Thodi der baad un dono ladko me se ek ldka apni gadi lekr ghr chla gya .Lekin dusra ldka abhi bhi wahi akele khda tha .
Me us ldke ko janti to ni thi bcz wo tha to mere hi batch ka but uska clg different tha.
Tab mene usse jakr pucha ki “tum yaha kyu khde ho .? Kisi ka wait kr rh ho kya? ”
To wo bola -” ni me kisi ka wait ni kar rha , but tum boht der se akele khdi ho or me ni chahta ki yaha tum akeli khdi raho kyunki yaha pr akele girls ka khada rehna thik ni he sham k time”
Tab mene usse kaha -“Thanks ,tum girls ki safety k liy itna sochte ho ek boy hote hue bhi .
Tab usne mera naam pucha .to mene bta dia .and fir usne apna naam btaya.
uska name mukul he.
Tab wo mjse bola ki -“tum ab kal Se ese late tk apne bhai ka wait mt krna. Kyunki kal se me bhi ni rahunga .is time .”
mene kaha kyu?
to usne btaya ki -“aj kuch girls ne milkr sir se uski complaint krdi h or sir ne uska batch change krdia h”
To mene kaha ki -” Sab girls tmare bare me bolti h ki tum sbko comment pass krte ho .”
mukul bola ki -” esa kuch ni h . . .hum boys milkr aapas me mazak krte h and girls ki to bt tk ni krte lekin .girls ko hm log se prob h to unhone complaint krdi”,
To mene mukul se kaha ki -“sorry Aj un girls me se ek girl me b thi jisne tmari complaint me ha krdi thi bina soche smjhe ,”
Mukul bola -” its ok.koi bt ni ,”
tab mera bhai agya or me ghr chali gai mukul ko bye bolkr.
Then next day mene coaching me dekha ki sir mukul ko daat rahe h or bol rh h ki tum ab is batch me classes attend ni kr skte or mukul sir se keh rha h ki -” sir, me dusre batch me classes ni attend kr skta kunki us batch me course piche chal rha h . ”
Tab sir ne usse kaha ki -” mukul tum aj bs ye class attend krlo ,aj ke baad tm dusre batch me hi jaoge”
Tab mjhe boht bura feel hua .
jab class khtm hui to me apni frds k sth khdi thi or mene dekha ki mukul bhi apne frds k sth khada h .
Thodi der baad mukul mere ps aya or bola ki -“thodi der baat kr skti ho mjse? ” To mene kaha ha .
Tab mukul ne meri frds ki taraf dekha or kaha ki-” mjhe tmse akele me baat krni h ,pls kuch der baat kr skti ho ?” Tab mene kaha thik h or meri frds thoda dur jaakr khadi ho gai .
Mukul ne mjse kaha ki . . ” pls help me . .tum log pls sir se bolo ki mukul ka batch change na kre kyunki fir mujhe .coaching chodni pdegi kunki me dusre batch me ni askta ”
Mene kaha “thik h ,i will help u”.
or me fir dusri girls ko bhi jakr boli .ki pls tum log mukul ko galat mt smjho .wo acha ladka h or fir hm sb girls ne milkr sir ko bola to sir ne kaha ki thik he ab wo isi batch me rahega .
Uske baad sab normal tha mukul or me khub ache frds bn gye the coaching me thodi boht baat krte the lekin kabhi ek dusre ka phone no. Ni maanga hm logo ne , .fir kuch months baad hum dono k 2nd semester ke final exam agyae or coaching bnd ho gai . Is br mera result first sem se acha tha .
fir coaching. . start hui 3 rd sem ki but me coaching join ni kri .kyunki mene socha ki khud hi study kr lia krungi ghr pr . Lekin meri mom ne bola ki tum coaching join krlo kyunki isse tmara result improve ho rha h .To mene join krli
First day tha 3rd sem ki coaching ka to me jb waha pauchi to dekha .ki mukul bhr hi khada tha or usne mjhe dekhkr smile di . . .or mere pas akr kaha ki .-” .thank god tumne coaching dubara join krli ,mjhe to lga tha ki ab hm kbhi .ni mileng. But destiny ne hume milwa hi dia firse”
mene kaha .-” ha tum sahi keh rhe ho”
Uske baad roz coaching me hmari baate hoti thi . . Hum boht ache frds bn gye the . Best frds bn gye the. Ek din mjhe mere project k liy kuch chize kharidni thi coaching k baad to . . Mukul mjhe bolta ki -“me tume le chalta hu shop pr project ka material khridne” to mene kaha ki -” nahi tmare sth ek hi gadi me jaungi to sab log galat smjhenge ”
mukul bola -” esa kuch ni hoga , tum chalo to”
tab mene socha ki chali jati hu Or me usk sth chali gai shop.or shop se pura material khrida mene.or usk bad hm apne apne ghr chale gy.
tab next day se meri frds ne or mukul k frds hum dono k bare kuch galat smajh lia .unhe lga ki hm frds se kuch jada h . But mukul ne sb Ko smjhaaya ki hm dono sirf best frds h.
bas usk baad hum dono ki frdship boht gehri ho gai . . .ab hm.dono ne apne phone no. b Exchange krliye .or khub messages me baate krte the . . Khub mazak masti chalti thi .
or dheere dheere . . Time agya 3rd sem k final exams ka or is baar mere 3rd sem me mene top kia .apni class me .mjhe boht khushi hui .
Mukul ne mjhe . . Congrats kaha .but uska result acha ni aya tha .
tab mjhe boht bura lga .to mene mukul ko kaha ki-” tum mere liy lucky charm.ho tum mere frd bne or meri study improve ho gai ”
mukul.sad tha . To mene usse kaha ki -” sad mt ho tmara result agli br or acha ajayega “.
mukul bola ki-” me sad isliy hu kyunki tum ab coaching ni aogi or ab hm mil ni payeng”
or ye baat sach thi kyunki meri branch electrical he or uski mechanical or ab hm dono k 4th sem se common subject ni the .
to mene usse kaha ki-” sad mt ho . . Hm phone pr to baat krte hi hena”
tab usne kaha -“ni ye sahi ni he”
fir hm dono ki coaching to bnd ho gai or isi k sth hmara milna b bnd ho gya .
lekin hm msgs krte the ek dusre ko boht or sari bate share krte the.
ek din mene mukul ko msg krke bola ki -” tum meri itni care krte ho . .mere se baat krna tme itna psnd h .lekin iske piche reason kya h ??”

to mukul bola -” koi reason ni h bs achi lgti ho tum . . Baaki girls se boht alag ho tum boht unique ho tm.”
ab hum log itne pkke dost bn chuke the ki mene mukul ko bola ki -” Tumare liy achi si gf dhundungi me jo tmari tarh sachi or achi hogi ”
ye bt sunkr mukul kuch ni bola . .uska koi reply ni aya.
To mujhe lga ki use bura lg gya meri is baat se to mene use sorry likhkr bheja msg me
mukul ne reply kia ki -” its ok ,but angel tum sach btaogi mjhe .kya tmara koi bf h ? Ya tha school me ?,”
to mene usse reply kia -“ha school me tha 12 th class me mene school me top kia tha or uski second rank
ayi thi .or hum.log bs school me bt krte the thodi boht but usne 12th class end hote hote mjse breakup krlia . Mene usse boht pucha ki tum kyu mjse dur ho rh ho . Pr usne ni btaya or end me wo mjse dur ho gya. Usk baad mene suicide krne ki bhi sochi pr meri school ki 3 best frds ne mjhe us time pe boht sambhaala or mjhe khush rkhne ki boht koshish ki . . .lekin insab chizo k baad me chup or shaant hi rehne lgi .”
ye msg pdhkr mukul.ne mjhe koi rep ni bheja .
or next day uska msg aya ki – ” mujhe us ldke ka naam btao jo tmara bf tha phle to mene bta dia ”
or coincidence ye tha ki wo ladka mukul ke cle me mukul ki hi ki class me hi tha or wo bhi mechanical engineering branch me hi tha .
tab mukul ne us ldke se clg me.sab pucha . To wo ladka palat gya or Mukul se bola ki “angel tmse sab kuch jhut bol rhi h me to use jaanta tk.ni ”
Lekin.mukul.ko mujhpr boht trust tha or usne yahi baat us ldke k best frd se puchi to usne sab sach sach bta dia mukul.ko
Us time mjhe ye sab ni pta tha.
Fir next day mukul ne mjhe sb btaya ki usne us ldke se baat ki or usk best frd se bhi .
Tab mene mukul se pucha Ki Tumne ye sab kyu kia ?
to mukul ne kaha ki -” me tumse love krta hu or tme koi preshni me ni dekh skta. Isliy mene us ladke.se sab baat ki.or use bol dia ki ayenda se angel ka naam tk mt.lena.apne.muh se”
ye sab sunkr.mjhe ajeeb sa laga .or mene.mukul se kaha ki -” mene love k kaaran boht.ansu bahaye h boht pain mila h mujhe isliy ab love pr bharosa ni h. Me love ko ni maanti”
mukul ne kaha ki -” Me janta hu tum b mjhe boht like krti hu .boht pyar krti ho.,bs tm.darti ho ki kahi me bhi tume dhoka na dedu . . Lekin hr ldka same ni hota h . .tum mjhe ek moka to do”
tb mene b use ha keh dia .or ab hum best frds k sth sth ek dusre ko pyr b krne lge the…
ab hm milne lge the bahar bhi kuch na kuch bahane se or tab mukul ne meri life hi change krdi thi . Usne mjhe boht pyr dia . . Hum ghumne jate the ek sth . . Khub bate krte the .khub khush the hm.
meri study b boht achi chal rhi thi .wo mujhe mandir le jata tha hum dono kai ghante ese hi ek dusre ka haath pkd kr bhete rehte the. wo mujhe barish k mosam me bhi ghumane le jata tha or hum.khub der tk.baarish me bheegte the or bs ek dusre ko dekhte rehte the . Meri life me pyar ka asli defination mujhe mukul ne btaya .
sab acha tha .pr hm.log ki ladai b hoti thi boht.
ek br to itni ldai ho gai ki mukul ne mjse kaha ki -” Me tme chod rha hu ab mujse bt mt.krna”
tab me boht roi thi. . Is relation me frst time me roi thi.
lekin tb usk bad mene mukul ko mna lia tha usse mafi mangkr or fir sab normal ho gya tha.(us ladai ka reason ye tha ki mene usse ek din milne k liy mna kr dia tha ,or mukul ko gussa boht ata h.)
sab normal.chal rh tha . . Mukul.or.me.boht close agye the boht.
hm.ni ji skte the ek.dusre k.bina
hmare beech boht ldai hoti thi lekin thik b ho jata tha sab .
ek din mukul mjhe ghumane le gya Sham k time or waha mjhe . . usne sab k smne propose kia ki kya tum mujse shadi krogi .
wo meri life ka best moment tha .
usk bad mene usse kaha ki -” ha krungi pr abhi to hm student hena .phle study to complete hone do. Or fir job lgne do . Fir krenge apan shadi ”
ye bt sunkr wo or me dono hasne lge or usne kaha- “thike .job Lagne do meri fir aata hu baraat lekr tmare ghr”.
sab sahi tha lekin october 2015 Me mera clg me phli company ayi .meri branch k liye.or mera usme selection ho gya .
mukul ye sunkr boht khush hua lekin usne mjse saaf saaf keh dia ki wo job apne home town me hi krega kahi or bahar ni jayega apne parents ko chodkar.
lekin jis company me meri job lgi h
wo hmare shehar me ni h balki mumbai me h .to mjhe mumbai jana pdega 2016 k end tk jb hm dono ki B.E. Khtm ho jayegi. Or mjhe ye job chaiye hi thi kunki mene apni engineering k liye loan lia hua .he jo mjhe chukana he.kese b krke.
ye bt jaankr mukul.bola.ki tm.chale jana bhr lekin shadi tak yahi vps ajana kunki me tme bhr ni rehne dunga .

me uski sari baate maanti hu or sb acha chal rh tha.
lekin . isk baad hm dono kafi busy ho gye kunki last semester agya h or hme khub study krni h . . Fir b hm.dono mil.lete h bhr . . .kabhi kabhi.or khub pyr se ek dusre se baate krte h . Hum milkr ghanto tk ek dusre ko bs dekhte rehte h or ab hum boht close achuke h.
lekin abhi 3 din phle ki hi baat mukul ne mjhe ek msg kia ki -“angel me tme chod rha hu . . Ab tm mjhe msg ya call mt krna .ni to me tmare papa or mumy ko phone krke ye bol dunga ki tm mere piche pdi ho.”
ye msg pdhkr to mere ansu nikl gye .or mene use boht pucha ki kya hua . .kya baat h . .? Kya mjse koi galti ho gai h . . Pls btao me tmse per pkd kr maafi maang lungi .pr usne abhi tk mjhe koi jawab ni dia
.aj 4 th day h . Or jis insan ko mene apna sab maaana . Apna bhgwan maana apna sab dedia .aaj usi ne mjhe whats app pr msg pr call pr . Har jaghe block kia hua h .
usk pas mere mom dad ka bhi number h ..
frds me is situation me . . Suicide krne ki soch rhi hu . Kunki meri life me hi dhoka likha h . Me ni ji skti usk bina . . . Wo mjhe . Kyu chod dia me ni janti . .yadi mjse koi galti hui h . To me . .hr tarike se us galti ko sudharungi but wo to mjhse baat hi ni kar rha h ..
ab mere ps suicide k alava koi raasta mjhe nazar ni arha .h .
wo mere boht karib achuka h ab me usk bina ni ji skti .
me roz roti hu itna pain h mere andar pr . .koi ni h jisse ye sb share kr saku . . Suicide ka hi mann krta h ab bs mera .

meri life me itne ansu h ki ab jine ki icha ni rahi. Ye meri sachi . . Kahani h .sab sach h

Submitted By:- Angel Mishra