pyar ke khubshurat ahsaas ko sirf wohi smjh skta h, jo pyar krta h or har lamhe ko jita h. yeh baat bilkul sach h ki umar ke har ak praab par eski feelings alg hoti hai.
Aj v nhi bhuli mai pandra saal ki umar ka wo pahla pyar. es umar me pyar ke mayne hi kuch or hote hai.
yeh baat un dino ki h, jb mai 10th ka final exam de chuki thi, or mera ruslt net par aa gya es baat ka mujhe khabar tk na thi. Achanak meri mom ke phone par ak anjan no. Se ak ajnabi ka call aya, chaokane wali baat to ye hai jb usne mera roll. no. or roll code puchha. uski ye baat sunte hi meri raato ka nind or din ka chain kahi andhero ki gahrayo me gum ho gya. ab to mai har pal bechain rhti ki kb mom ke phone se no. nikalne ka mauka mile, or mauka milte hi maine bhai ke no. Se call kr ke janne ki koshis ki woh kon insan h jise meri ruslt ki mujhse jyada fikar hai. baat krne pe pta chala wo ajnabi wohi pagal ladka tha jo kv mera pichha kr ke apne pyar ka izhaar kiya krta tha or mai use nafrat or gaali ke siva kuch na deti thi.
fir ak sham usne call kiya or kaha sona tum mujhse nafrat karti ho es baat ka mujhe dukh nhi dukh h to sirf es baat ka ki itne dino me mai ak achha tumhara dost v nhi ban paya,itna kahte hi uski ankhe bhar aya ho jaise or wo pal tham gya ho. fir maine topic change krne keliye kaha don’t worry, I don’t like friendship and love. usne mere baato ko an suna kr ke zid krne lga ki mai usse roj dosti ke naate baat kiya kru or mai v maan gai. esi daoran baat krte – krte usse mujhe kb pyar ho gaya pta hi nhi chala, kb meri dosti mohabbat ki jagah leli. or ak din mai usse pyar ka izhaar kr dali. hum dono ak duje se bepanah mohabbat krte jaise smjh lo do jism ek jaan ho gae the, sacha or pavitra pyar dekh kr sv ko lgne lga kahi itihaas na ban jae. esi tarh sv ki nazro me hmara pyar aa gya or kaha jata hai jo cheez duniya ki nazro me aa jaye to jb tk khatm na hoti tb tk unhe chain nhi aata. or aisa hi hua wo v mujhse baat krna km kr diya lekin mera pyar uske liye din par din badte gya or wo mujhe ignore kiye jaa rha tha,pr mai paglo ki trha pyar kiye jaa rahi thi. or achanak uska shadi ho gaya or wo mujhse nafrat krta h or mera pyar ko bhul gya. uske jaane ke baad mere life me bahut ladka aya pr mai na kisi se pyar karti hu or na krna chahti hu. mai usse bahut nafrat karti hu pr uske siva kisi or se mohabbat v nhi karti hu, bas itna hi puchhana chahungi kya baat hui jo tum mujhse dur chale gae pr jo v ho tum mujhe yaad rkho ya na rkho mai tumhe hamesha yaad rkhungi… mai aaj v uske liye paglo ki tarh roti hu…… I missing my first feeling love…….
** tum mujhse jyada kisi or se pyar kr sakte ho,
pr mujhse jyada tumhe koi or nhi pyar kr skta,
ye hm nhi dosto, ye to duniya wale kahte hai………. **

Submitted By:- sona