Yakeen Na Kari Dila

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Mera naam Preet aw. Te main bhan ponam. Ponam di mangni ho chukii cc. Main ik munde nu bohut pyar kardi cc. Par oh kise hor kudi nu pyar karda cc. Oh menu jhoth te jhoth bolda rhya te menu ohnde dost sara kuch ds dende cc main fir bhi ohnde te yakeen kardi cc. Fer bhi ohnu Chad nhi payi. Menu pta cc ki oh menu dhoka de rhya aw par main sab sach jan ke bhi sach nu sach nhi cc mandi. Fer ik din menu pta laga ki ohndi te ohndi girlfriend di mangni ho chuki aw te doo hafteya bech viyah bhi hai ta mera dil andro andri bohut Ronda cc.
3 January di raat nu main te meri bhan khana bna rhiya cc. Te menu kehndi ki main ohnde dewar nal gal baat kara. Main ohnu mana kar dita ki main phla hi apne dil nal bohut vadda dhoka kita aw hun hor nhi karna chundi. Par ohne menu keha ki main ohnde te yakeen karke ohnde dewar nal gal baat kara. Par main dubra mana kar dita. Mere mana karn te us ne menu sirf ik baar gal karn li keha. Main fer mana kar dita. Par us ne menu mere dosta di sooh pa diti. Mere dosta di payi sooh nu main tudh na payi te ik baar ohnde nal gal kiti par main us nu aha nhi dsya ki main ohndi bhabhi di bhan aw. Ohnde gal karn da tarika bohut badiya cc. Buses din ohne menu phn kita te menu friendship karn li keha main mana kar dita te keha ki oh ik wrong number c. Te main phone cut dita . Par oh roz roz phone karke ik hi gal karda ki main us nal friendship kara. Main phle hi ik baar apne dil nal dhoka kar lya cc. Te dubra nhi karna chundi cc. Poanm mere bare sab jandi c ki meri family mere te phle hi yakeen nhi cc kardi kyuki main hmesha apne dil di maan marji kardi cc te jo dil ohnda cc ohi kardi cc. Meri family de hunde hoye bhi main kalli hi cc. Main satya toh dorh bethi rhndi c. Te kuch bhi karn li dil nhi cc karda. Oh roz roz phn karda cc te ik hi gal puch da cc , main ohnu keha ki main us a friend gal kar sakdi aw par roz nhi. Te us ne meri gal man li. Mere kol apni gal share karn li sirf ohi c isli main apni dil di gal ohne nal arna shuru karya te sanu ik duje nal gal karn di addat pye gyi te houli houli asi ik duje nal pyar karn lag pye te.
Ik din mere bhra nu pta lag gya. Us ne menu ohnde nal gal karn toh mana kar dita. Main kafi din gal nhi kiti. Ik din ohnda phone aya ta main keha ki veere nu hun pta lag gya ta bohut gussa hoye ga. Par oh nhi manya. Asi fer toh gal karni shuru kar diti. Veere ne family nu ds dita ki main kise mumde nal gal kardi aw. Menu sare bohut gussa hoye. Te main fer ohnu main Chad den li keha par oh nhi manya. Us ne menu miln di zidd kiti te main...

mana kar dita te main phone cut dita. 13 June raat nu us ne kita ki oh mere pind hi aw te oh mere ghar aa rhya aw. Par menu us time kise hor gal di tention c. Us time menu pasiya di bohut lodh cte main dost nu phone karke paise den li keha te us ne keha ki ohnu hu e hi paise dee deve ga par main us nu mana kar diya te us nu ghar jaan li keha. Mera dost apne ghar chala gya te. Main bhi sohn li chali gyi. Raat de 12.30 ho chunke cc te menu krat.. da phone aya ki main apne ghar da buha khola . Main mana kar dita . Te oh kehn laga ki je main buha na kholya ta ohh kand tahp ke ghar andar aa jye ga main dar gyi cc. Main socha ki je buha na kholya ta bhi oh kand tahp ke andar aa jye g, te je buha kholya ta ghar bech pta lag jye ga. Us ne menu keha ki main ohnde te yakeen kara ki kuch bhi nhi hoye ga te na hi kise nu kuch pta chle ga . Main mana kar dita te. Us ne menu dhamki diti ki mere kol buha kholn toh elava koi rasta nhi cc. Te main buha khol dita te veer di jaag khul gyi te main vpas apne kamre bech aa gyi veere ne us nu phone kita te us nal gal kiti te us ne sari gal mere uthe maadh diti te khud mukar gya. Hun sarya di akh mere te c. Us ne mere har paase toh jhothi sabit kar dita c. Mera parivaar ta vese bhi tere koi gal nhi c manda ponam nu phone kita te oh bhi apni gal toh mukar gyi. Oh bhi apni har gal apne dewar de wal di kar rhyi c. Te main fer kalli hi rhy gyi c. Aha sab chalde main depression bech chali gyi. Menu depression becho bachon wale mere dost c. Jina nu mere te yakeen c te jo mere bare sab kuch jande c. Main ponam di gal man ke bohut badi galti kiti c jis da booz mere toh nhi chakya jaa rhya te main suicide karn bare sochya par shayid mere hor dukh dekhse baki c jis karke main Hale bhi jinda aw. Us toh baad main kadi apne app te bhi yakeen na kar payi gal aha nhi ki galt c ta kuch nhi kar payi main proof karna chaha ta ajj bhi kar sakdi aw par main is ghar bech rhna nhi chundi te je khud nu proof kar lya ta menu shiyd is bedil parivaar bech hi rhna paye ga bedil is li kyuki mera parivaar ho ke kise bahar de insaan te yakeen kar meri zindagi badl diti sab ne.is toh baad khud nu ik kamre bech band kar rkh
Lya te.Apne dil de jasbaata nu lafza bech likhna shuru kar dita.

Jhooth bhi bolna padta hai, sach bhi chupana padta hai ,zindagi jeene ke liye har rasta apnana padta hai , shreef logo ko jeene kaha dete hai yah log , kabhi kabhi bura bhi ban jan padta hai , yah zindagi hai jnab , yaha dard chupaakar bhi , muskurana padta hai 💔💔💔💔💔

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